人生劇場（1/4）胎動編：0－14歳

2月15日(木)曇

本州最北端の下北での飢えと寒さの幼年時代。僕は15歳までクリスチャンでした。神の理想とする愛の世界と現実とのあまりのギャップ。春から秋までは飼育器のアリを眺め、冬は白鳥の渡来数を数える毎日。幼稚ながらも「国家の起源、戦争の実態、人間の本性」を極めようと努力。奇行が過ぎて精神病院に入れられそうに。12歳で家を出て上京。（本日でアキレス腱断裂から1ヶ月、手術から3週間目）

つらい別れを泣いたとさ

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Life theatre （1/4）cradle version : 0-14 years old
Thu. February 15 : fine

I spent cold and hungry childfood in Shimokita, northest area in Honshu. I was a Christian until I became 15 years old. How big the difference is between the world of love, God’s ideal one, and real society! I spent my time observing the ants in the keeping bottle from springs to falls , and counting the number of introducing swans everyday in winters. I was questing with my childish brain“the origin of nation, the nature of war and the essence of human” . I was almost sent to mental hospital by my eccentricites. I left home to go to Tokyo when I was 12. (1 month passed from my accident and 3 weeks from operation)

She wept with sorrowful parting