It's not important

I have been studing English for 8 years.
But I think that my English skill does not
improve.For example ,I have not much vocabulalies.
Now day I think I need to take more vocabulalies.
So, I think I have to read more Novels ,Text
and listennining.

But I felt It less a motivate for learnning english.
I lost a goal for understanding English and
to learn English.

What I should have to do something.
It's reading some Novles watch a movie
and listening to the music.

I must be a loser myself and my life.