vs Rochedale

 Hi, boys!!

 oh... I'm totally sick and tired of telling you about the result of every game cuz we get smashed all the time!!! F#$%K!! 

 That's why I always put it off blogging actually...  I myself get involved in every game, but I don't think I play well. I still feel like I haven't been fitting in the system that we usually take. I know I have to bring it off to fit myself to it. Actually I don't have any good excuses about this. I'm not just good enough!! Maybe I need to return to the starting line to readjust everything what I have done for games such as the way of my voluntary training, my lifestyle and my food diet.

 The other thing I have to regain now is a motivation for football. As you might know, the more you lose a game, the less motivation you have. I'm in that circulation. 

 mmm... just do it 100%!!

 

 

　ども。

　惜敗です。後半残り１５分くらいまで０－０。そこから力尽きて結果は０－２でした。自分は相変わらずの器用貧乏というのか、ポジションがたらい回しにされてる。

　ＦＷ、ＭＦ、ウイング。この前練習で右サイドバック試されたからね。笑　監督も勝てなくて色々いじってるけど、負けても楽観的すぎるというか、選手を鼓舞してるんやろうけどもう少し厳しさがあってもいいのかなと思う。

　自分自身も今年は自信を持ってＦＷとして点を取りまくるイメージで望んだけど、１トップのシステムになかなかフィットできない。こっちはでかいし、荒いから、身長の無い自分はどうしても身体的に１トップはきついけど、アグエロだってあの身長でマンＣのワントップ張ってるしな。笑　要は実力不足だわ。

　色々トレーニングの仕方、課題がたくさん出てきて嬉しいことでもあるけど、ただなんとなく試合をこなすだけになってしまってる今を変えないといけない。シーズン序盤のあのモチベーションを取り戻さないと。しっかり切り替えて次に向けてやっていきます！

vs Lions

 Hi,

 We took on the team yesterday who sitting on the top of the table now. All of us expected that it would be a very tough one cuz we got smashed by the team in 4th place in the ladder last weekend.

 And they have also recruited a new player from Germany who had been playing in the third division till this May which is still a pro-league in the country. I was very looking forward to playing against him, and I wanted to see how good he is.

 Yea, he was a good player, to be honest. we got score two goals by him, and he had took a lead of the team, and encouraged the team all the time. I was able to his pride, passion and professionalism from the game.

 I myself played in the center mid-fielder where I had never played this season. I had no idea why he put me on there, but I used to play in the middle many times before, so I don't lose myself at all when I came on the pitch. I was very composed with the first touch and get a grip on the game. I actually feel a good response with the position apart from the result of the game. Anyway, we just keep our heads up, and focus on every game!!

 P.S. The winter in Australia is around the corner. I need a warm jacket seriously!! Someone send it over to me from Japan!!!

 

 

  ども。

　今日は今現在首位のチームと対戦。やっぱり強かったね。ブンデスリーガの３部から選手加入してたし、３部でもドイツではプロリーグらしいし、どんなもんかとおもたけど、きっちり点取られたね。

　やっぱりみんな良い選手やし、パスが回ってる。こっちは追い掛け回すだけで疲れてしまう。後半１点返すのが精一杯でした。チームとしてはまだまだ走りきれないといけない。自分ももっと走らないとね。今日はなぜかボランチで出たけど、いつも出てるウイングより楽しかった。パスが回ってる時間帯も多かったし、どうしてもこっちのサッカーはゴールに近いほど肉弾戦になるから、低い位置で受けてゲームを作っていくほうが合ってるのかな。

　負けた後ってあんまり書きたくないけど、なんか黙ってると気持ちで負けた気がするからしっかり書いて整理していく。

　とりあえず前を向いてやっていくしかない。

　しかし、こっちはだいぶ冬になってきました。朝はダウンジャケット欲しいくらいです。誰か送って！笑

Thanks BBC boys!!

 

 

 

 Hi, guys. 

 As I mentioned about a soccer coaching at BBC before, I've been teaching the kids at a local school here for several months. And it's just finished as the season was over that was only one term. 

 When I actually started coaching the kids in my team, they had already been playing some games without any coach. So I took the position then. Originally, a lot of unexpected things happened at training, and that made me  lose confidence to coach them sometimes. I also had no idea how I could handle them, having them discipline at some stage.

 But I did never think of abandoning them, and I slowly took a lead in the team in the end. It was a great experience in my coaching career for sure, I could make the most of this experince for my future. Unfortunately, we couldn't end the season with a win, however, their big smiles on the faces eased up on my feeling after a loss, and their appreciative words after the game to me just made my day!!

Thanks, boys!! We will see somewhere on the pitch again soon!! 

 

　ども。

　先週の試合は雨で流れました。また気持ち切り替えて今週からやっていきます。

　さてさて、こっちの私立中学で教えていたサッカーコーチの仕事が一応ひと段落しました。途中から指揮することになり、初めはとまどいも大きく、練習内容も悩みましたが終わってみれば素晴らしい経験をさせてもらいました。

　先週の最終戦は勝つことができなかったけど、選手達はみな一応に笑顔で、彼らの「コーチ、ありがとう」という言葉がなにより嬉しく幸せな瞬間でしたね。

　彼らと関わったのはたったの数ヶ月でしたが、引き続きサッカーを続けていってほしいもんです。これだけ恵まれた環境でボールが蹴れるんやからね。

　またどこかで会おう！

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

vs Eastern Suburbs

 

Hi, mates!!

FFFUUUCCCCCCKKK!!! What a disappointing performance we had in the game of last weekend. I don't wanna talk any further about it.　I've tried to switch my mind and focus on the next game. 

Training!!Training!!Training!! NO SOCCER, NO LIFE. 

We won't be able to fix what we've already screwed up on the pitch, but we will be able to learn from the mistakes we've ever made and get us moving more forward!!

 

 

ども。

試合は完敗。まぁチームとしても個人としても何もできませんでした。情けない。

切り替えられへんけど、切り替えます。練習するしかない。サッカーはサッカーでしか返せない。写真がリーグの公式サイトに載ってました。ギリギリ写ってました。笑

Cup game vs South Side Eagles

 Hi, boys.

 Did you watch the big game between Japan and Australia last night?? I just watched the highlight of it as I missed almost the whole game but last 10mins because I had a cup game at the same time.

 Japan obviously got saved by the silly hand-ball just inside box to secure a point which was enough for them to go to the Brazil World Cup!! But it was a very unlucky judgement for Australia, who really needed 3 points to edge out their rivals. Anyway, we've made it!! That's all.

 And as for my game last night, we've barely got through the next round after 2-1 an entertaining win. Personally, I think I played well. After I substituded on the pitch in the second half, we gradually started taking the initiative and the pace of the game. 

 I also created some chances to open up our lead by cracking shots and threading a through ball, but we couldn't find a goal unfortunately.

 I think next game would be a real test for us. We've had a good momentum, but I'm still doubting weather it's the real thing. The team we will play against this weekend is now in top 4 of the league table. I stroungly believe that we are capable of beating them seriously!! C'mon!!

 

 

 

 今日はリーグと平行して行われるカップ戦。

　一つ下のリーグに所属するチームとでした。って言っても番狂わせはよく起きるし、油断はできません。案の定、後半途中まで１－１でむしろ押されてた。みんなピッチが悪いだの、平日の試合は体が思いだの言い訳ばっかしてたけど、そんなもん相手もおんなじ条件。聞きたくもない。

　自分は後半早々に入って、きっちり勝ち越しに貢献できた。しっかし点とれん。シュート枠にとばん。ある程度今日は自分のところでボールを落ち着かせて、蹴りあいになってる展開で調整はできた。綺麗なスルーパスも最後通せたし、（味方がキーパーとの１対１で外したが。）調子はいい。

　あとは、サイドで受ける前のチェックの動きに手ごたえを得れたのはでかい。あとは点。

　今週末は強敵が相手。今連勝してるけど、この勢いがどこまで本物なのか次でわかるでしょう。

　勝つ！そして点取る！！練習でも点取る意識！！！

Cinema

 Hi, guys.

 It's been a long time since I went to a movie theater last time. I can't still remember when it was... But suprisingly, I went out for a movie twice in the last two weeks. lol

 The movies I watched were 'The call' and 'Hang Over 3'. The former movie was a bit gloss for me. I was taken to watch it by my friends, and I didn't even know what the storyline was like... Actually I knew it cuz one of my friend answered the quetion like it's a kind of love story!! so I said that's ok. It sounds good to watch. However...

 That was completely a horror one about A Fuck'n psycho stalker who repeatedly kidnaps only white girls and killed them in a crazy way in the end... If I had knew what we would go and watch, I definitely wouldn't have gone!! Hang Over 3 was a great movie. That was one of the funniest movie ever, and the best one of all series for me. You should check it out too. I was actually tired of cracking up after all. haha

 I just felt like I'm becoming like a Aussie man while I was watching it cuz I was craking up too when others in cinema were craking up at parts of the movie as I've been here for ages. lol

 

 

 

 ども。

　この前、ひっさびさに映画みてきた。オーストラリアで行ったことあったっけと思うくらい久しぶり。しかも２週連続で。笑

　見たのは、「The call」と「Hang over 3」。　前者は「SAW」シリーズを撮った監督と同じみたいで、ホラー映画。精神異常者が金髪の女の子ばっかりを狙って殺人を犯すってやつ。ちょっと気持ち悪いシーンも多くて、見た後はあんまり気持ち良いモンではなかったかな。笑

　後者は日本でも人気のシリーズだと思います。その最新作。

　自慢でもなんでもないけど、驚いたのは完全字幕なしで初めて見た映画をだいたい理解できたのが自分の中ではすごく嬉しかった。英語力やっぱり伸びてるんだなぁって。Hang overなんかは完全なコメディだから意味がわからなかったら全くおもしろくない。むしろ他の観客は爆笑しまくってるのに、自分だけ意味がわからなくって完全に浮いてる感じになってしまう。

　けど、笑いのポイントもこっちに長くいるとわかってくるし、似てくる。多少わからん単語ももちろんあったけど、オーストラリア人と同じように洋画を映画館で見て笑えるってことに、違う幸せを感じてみてました。もっともっと英語勉強して、１００％わかるようにするのが次の目標やね。

vs Albany Creek

 Sorry, it's been a couple weeks since I wrote on my blog last time.

 We've been halfway to go in this season. So we have only 12 game in hand, and we are sitting on the bottom third in the league table that bottom two teams is suppose to get relegated in the end. I've been involved in most of the games apart from the first 5 game of the season which I missed due to my international clearance from India where I was playing last year. 

 However, I'm not totally satisfied with what I've done so far!! I've recorded only one goal and one assist that is not enough. I have to be hungrier and greedier for scoring goals. I have to be more attention seeker as well. haha

 the last game against Albany Creek, who sitting on the middle of the league table made us step forward to get out of the relegation zone. It was a really valuable 3 points for us, and I could get engaged in it with the assist of our 4th goal.  

 But the more important thing I need to consider is that I have to focus on maintaining a certain performance that could make the coach convince to use me for every game. I have to concentrate on every game and every training session too. 

 We have two game in the next week!! Let's do it!!!

 

 

  ども。

　またもやブログ放置してました。すみません。

　ひさびさに更新ですが、今日の試合でちょうどシーズンの半分がおわりました。自分は最初の５試合は登録の関係で出れなかったのでここまで１軍の試合に絡んだのは４試合。ここまで１得点、１アシスト。しょぼすぎますね。

　けど、今日はひさびさに４－１で勝って１アシスト。最近結果出てなかったので１アシストできたのは次につながるけど、決めれるチャンスもあったし、ゴールが欲しい。とりあえず降格圏からは抜け出したんでさらに連勝して順位を上げないと話にならん。

　自分に足りないのは結果を１試合の中で出すというより、それを継続すること。ゴール、アシストは記録できてるけど、やっぱり気持ちに波がある。練習でも同じ。チームは上昇ムードで新しい選手も入ってきた。練習から１００％でやらないと、試合に出れない。とりあえず練習でも試合でも結果を残し続けること。新たな壁は成長を促してくれる。

　雨のち曇り、そして曇りのち晴れ。自分を信じてやってれば、いつかチャンスはやってくる。それを掴めるかどうかは自分次第。自分ならできるはず。いつまでも降り続く雨なんて無い。

　来週は一気に２試合。連戦の中でも結果を出す！