Departure

How are you doing?? 

I'm leaving for a new country. 

What I can do there is just do my best. Ive made a perfect preperation ever for the journey, in all seriousness. I might actually have worried my family, especially my mum a lot about what I have done oversea. I alway feel very sorry about that. 

But it could be my last flight with football. This is just a simple quetion to answer. That's because I've strongly decided that I should end it by myself if I can't make any achievement during this stint. I have done my best for last several months for this. That's all I can say now. Maybe I might've got ultimately a gravy mindset before flying. Is it kind of an evolution of my mind?? 

Anyway...

Goodbye for now!!

 

 

明日出発。

 

色んな感情を胸にしまって、向こうでただ、ただ、全力を尽くしてきます。やれる事はやってきた。これ以上できることはないとこまでやった。色んな人にも迷惑かけた。お世話になった。これでダメならどこまでやっても無理だろう。そう思う。

跳ね返されたらそこで終わり。壁を越えられたらまだ続く。そしてまた次の壁に立ち向かうだけ。簡単な事やね。むしろそんな風に簡単に考えられるとこまで来たのが、精神的な成長かな。

ワクワク。ドキドキ。

行ってきます。