feel like being tested by God

 This is crunch time.

 I feel like being tested by the God of football.

 I've been tested by him many times before, and it never makes me feel great. BUT I barely feel that there is something I could be enjoyable in it this time. As a result, wherever it will take me to, I won't mind it because I believe it's the right place I should be now.

 I think you sometimes need to go with the flow and follow your destiny.　It may seem wimpy from one point of view, but I'm not losing my heart.

 And let's see what's happening next.

 

  今、良い感じに試練があります。

　試されている感じ。

　この感じ、今まで幾度と無く経験してきましたが、毎度、毎度もちろん楽ではありません。ただ、結果が自分をどこに連れていこうと、その場所が自分にとって一番今ふさわしい場所だったのだと思えるはずです。

　周りを気にせず、振り回されず、自分のペースで戦っていきます。

　まだチャンスはあると信じています。それをがむしゃらに掴みにいく。