Hi, guys!!
I have to change something to step forward.
Is it difficult thing for you to change something from your mind?? In my case, I think it's difficult. I always wish I could work all out.
I always consider like that after trainings and games, and then I'm dominated easily my poor mind.
How come I feel gloomy all the time after games?? because we haven't got a good result as a team maybe...
The reserve team(second team) I play haven't gone well lately. we are struggling in all games of Brisbane Premier league. I think we don't reach the level of the league, some players of our team doesn't even catch up on good enough to play in high competition.
I can't see any glimmer of hope for winning at the moment, but I can't be able to play for first team unless get a better result in reserve grade at every games. I need to appeal more my presense to the coach through the game I play.
Several days ago, the coach for top team told me you need to maintain your performance until the end of game, otherwise I can't send into the pitch of top team.
I understood at once what he makes sense because I had alrealdy been aware of it.
But he has recognised it, I felt I was saw into what I thought of.
Anyway, I'll write on the game of last weekend. There was a game against Capalaba, who located east side of Brisbane. They are one of the best team in our league. On currently ladder, they are in 2nd places at the moment.
We got a 3-4 loss. In first half, we were really struggling the game dominated, and we went into second half 3 points behind, 1-4.
But we didn't throw out the game looks impossible to score back, and at the middle of the half we succeed to get 2 goals back, 3-4. As you can expect, we kept attackin to get an equalizer, and almost spectator must have expected we would get an equalizer dramatically, however such a chance didn't turn up to the end.
But I'm pretty sure that it was one of the best game for us in this season. Next round will be over Mt gravatt is winnable game.
MUST WIN!!
何かを変えないといけない！！
試合が終わって、一通り試合の回想をしてると、ふと、そんな感情が湧いてくる。そして次の瞬間、それは大きなモチベーションとなって、自分の気まぐれな感情を支配する。
ただ、自分がでてるリザーブ（２軍戦）では、結果がチームとして出ていない。後半失速はいつものパターンで、それはまるで自分の試合の動きと呼応するように。
そして試合後はいつものようにトップチームのベンチへ。
この前の練習でも監督にこう言われた。
「９０分間パフォーマンスを維持してくれ！前半だけのヒーローはトップチームでは使えない」と。
まさに自分の課題を心の底から見抜かれた気がした。
正直、今トップででても１試合通して安定したプレーができる自信はないし、そこを監督に見抜かれてるのならなおさら、今自分がどういう位置にいるのかはっきりした。
日ごろの生活から何から、すべてをコンディションを上げる為に変えていかないといけない。そうしないと、この先なにも得れないし、ただのベンチプレーヤーで終わってまう。
変えないと、無理矢理でも変えないと！！
すみません、個人的な話ばかりで、試合には一切触れてませんでした。
結果からいうと、３－４の惜敗。
前半１－４と敗色濃厚から一転、後半に２点返して最後は猛攻を仕掛けましたが、同点ならず、貴重な勝ち点を取り損ねたのはチームにとって痛いですね。
ここらで、連勝が欲しいとこやったんですが。
ではでは！！
I have to change something to step forward.
Is it difficult thing for you to change something from your mind?? In my case, I think it's difficult. I always wish I could work all out.
I always consider like that after trainings and games, and then I'm dominated easily my poor mind.
How come I feel gloomy all the time after games?? because we haven't got a good result as a team maybe...
The reserve team(second team) I play haven't gone well lately. we are struggling in all games of Brisbane Premier league. I think we don't reach the level of the league, some players of our team doesn't even catch up on good enough to play in high competition.
I can't see any glimmer of hope for winning at the moment, but I can't be able to play for first team unless get a better result in reserve grade at every games. I need to appeal more my presense to the coach through the game I play.
Several days ago, the coach for top team told me you need to maintain your performance until the end of game, otherwise I can't send into the pitch of top team.
I understood at once what he makes sense because I had alrealdy been aware of it.
But he has recognised it, I felt I was saw into what I thought of.
Anyway, I'll write on the game of last weekend. There was a game against Capalaba, who located east side of Brisbane. They are one of the best team in our league. On currently ladder, they are in 2nd places at the moment.
We got a 3-4 loss. In first half, we were really struggling the game dominated, and we went into second half 3 points behind, 1-4.
But we didn't throw out the game looks impossible to score back, and at the middle of the half we succeed to get 2 goals back, 3-4. As you can expect, we kept attackin to get an equalizer, and almost spectator must have expected we would get an equalizer dramatically, however such a chance didn't turn up to the end.
But I'm pretty sure that it was one of the best game for us in this season. Next round will be over Mt gravatt is winnable game.
MUST WIN!!
何かを変えないといけない！！
試合が終わって、一通り試合の回想をしてると、ふと、そんな感情が湧いてくる。そして次の瞬間、それは大きなモチベーションとなって、自分の気まぐれな感情を支配する。
ただ、自分がでてるリザーブ（２軍戦）では、結果がチームとして出ていない。後半失速はいつものパターンで、それはまるで自分の試合の動きと呼応するように。
そして試合後はいつものようにトップチームのベンチへ。
この前の練習でも監督にこう言われた。
「９０分間パフォーマンスを維持してくれ！前半だけのヒーローはトップチームでは使えない」と。
まさに自分の課題を心の底から見抜かれた気がした。
正直、今トップででても１試合通して安定したプレーができる自信はないし、そこを監督に見抜かれてるのならなおさら、今自分がどういう位置にいるのかはっきりした。
日ごろの生活から何から、すべてをコンディションを上げる為に変えていかないといけない。そうしないと、この先なにも得れないし、ただのベンチプレーヤーで終わってまう。
変えないと、無理矢理でも変えないと！！
すみません、個人的な話ばかりで、試合には一切触れてませんでした。
結果からいうと、３－４の惜敗。
前半１－４と敗色濃厚から一転、後半に２点返して最後は猛攻を仕掛けましたが、同点ならず、貴重な勝ち点を取り損ねたのはチームにとって痛いですね。
ここらで、連勝が欲しいとこやったんですが。
ではでは！！