~に自由に出入りする :have free access to ~
要は、問題は :the thing is that SV
~にとって有利である :be favorable to ~
~を背負うことを受け入れていない :do't accept to shoulder ~
予算を超えて :beyond the budget
Well, like any person, I also have both strong and weak points.
But actually, I don't like myself.
Especially, I think I am somewhat too pessimistic and short tempered.
I would really like to become more optimistic and enjoy my life.