MBA 11 スタバではないカフェで

Streamer Coffee Companyで作業をしようと思った。

でも、僕にはどうしても開くことができなかった。
ちゃかした天板にまでしたというのに。

完全に自意識過剰。俺は中２か？

MBA13あたりをメインマシンとして購入しようかと思ってるのに、
外で使えないのは困る。

はて。

暑い

完全に夏だね。

夜とコンクリート 町田洋

	夜とコンクリート
	クリエーター情報なし
	祥伝社

Fantasy.

ファンになるほどのインパクトはなかった。

No offense. This is a good one.

都市開発を考える―アメリカと日本 大野輝之

	都市開発を考える―アメリカと日本 (岩波新書)
	クリエーター情報なし
	岩波書店

This book was first published in 1992.
It seems the contents have gotten a bit old.

And it appears to me that some of what is written about the U.S.A. situations do not seem true.
One could argue that it was true back then, but the weather has not changed drastically.
And the author says that the カリフォルニアの気候は年中温暖。
Southern California may be, but San Fransisco is not really 年中温暖。

I am sure that there was a lot of research done for this book, but there are probably better books that I should be reading.
I mean the books that are more relevant to what I want to know.

都知事選 石田純一？

石田純一はないだろう。

不倫は文化とか言っちゃうと敵が多すぎると思うよ。

The condition remains the same

I really feel similar to how I used to feel back in high school.

I am in a wrong place.

Sit Back and Comtemplate

And then act with courage.

Do what you believe.

You may think you have a lot of responsibility, but you do not have much.

プラネテス 幸村誠

	プラネテス全4巻 完結セット (モーニングKC)
	クリエーター情報なし
	講談社

主人公がquite lovable.

気持ちがいい。悟空とかルフィとか。
そんな感じ。前向き。

I too want to be前向き like them.

For the lack of better idea

暇ではない。辛いわけでもない。

つまらない。

it is kind of like back in high school.
i am there for the lack of better idea.

most people are like that, too.

How would i get out of here.
I cannot just drop out.

STOP THIS TRAIN by Joshua Redman

One of my favorite sad piece of music.

I got some sad memories associated with this, right around this time of the year.

I cannot move forward. I keep looking back.

I do not know when this is going to be over, but i do know that it is me who needs to get over.

I mean the facts (the past?) do not change.
Get over.

The Reason lWhy People Read Haruki Murakami's Books

Is that everybody wants to be like him or a character on his books.

I mean he jogs very day, knows how to cook, never gets pissed off, drinks a bit but not too much.

Who would not want that?

Caffeine

It might very well be that all I nee is sufficient amount of caffeine in my system.

That may be what really keeps me going.
Who knows.

マンガとかアニメとか

Do i need to consume them just to establish a common ground with my colleagues?

Well, i guess it won't hurt just to see if they will have a positive impact on who i am.

just give it a shot.

頭の中の異物

ぶーん、ぶーんと虫が飛ぶ。

思考の調子の悪さをこう表現することがある。
村上春樹のエッセイにもあったと思う。
蠅だったか、かだったか、そんなんだと思う。

僕の場合、頭の中に大きな蛇が居る感じがする。

頭が重たくなった気がする。

日本に止まりすぎて、追いつかれたに違いない。

さて、これからどうしようか。