Where the fuck am I going with this?
I mean what is this work-dominated life headed to? A lonely middle age life with little or no hair?
Do I even like what I do?
how come things that I not do passionately do seem to get advanced and I never seem to get a chance to have a decent chunk of time to what I actually care.
get old, more professional responsibility, less personal and private time. Is that what it is?