It's the day of Rice porridge with seven herbs today.
Nanakusa after spending the New Year holidays of fasting and eating less, how should I cook this year？
I was really scared of the mental decline I felt during the fasting period when I was working on improving my cataracts, to the point that I might choose suicide.
"to eat is to live"
It's a matter of preparedness, but this time I felt that the effects of hunger on the mind were very unstable and dangerous.
I saw myself again.
I will make use of what I learned from this experience in the days of my life journey from tomorrow.
I am grateful for the life system that keeps me alive and for what it does.