#うるう年

My Haru has born on 2/4in 2016, and has gone on 2/18in 2020.

2016 and 2020 are both うるう年.

It's amazing!

He has died on 2/18 when he was 16 y.o.and 2weeks.

I met him in night dream during 10days since he died.

The first dream was a week since he died and the second dream was in this morning.

He was running swing his tail on my yard with joyful.

He must be nice place cause he is fine and good moving.

So, his appearance gives me pleasure and relief.

Thank you Haru-chan, you are my eternal treasure.

The mystery of living

Haru appeared my dream last night, it's so good fortune.

It's been 10 days since he died.

I've felt wonder living things are moving.

Haru lived just shortly before and he was moving around.

I really learned living things are moving, and it is sence of wonder.

i iike blue color

I got a blue umbrella for my birthday present.

I Iike blue most.

It was been renewal cellphone yesterday when I got a car accident so I drove my car to the usual car maintenance shop.

I got a blue umbrella there.

By the way, I met my Haru in my night dream last night.

He stood on a hill was called *Riku*.

I don't know what it means?

But he was gently as usual.

Thank you Haru for your appearing in my dream, I'm so glad.

Return the Haru to the soil

We returned Haru's bones to the earth.

An usual carpenter came to house, measured the amount of Haru's bones and the height the skull and came back with made a wooden box.

So he dug a hole 1m deep.

We moved the bones into the box, put them in the box with the collar of Haru, and buried them in a hole.

His resting place is the sunny sunny southern garden.

lt was the perfect place for him, who was cheerful and refreshing.

And then we can always look there from here.

Good night Haru.

Haru is my life.

Haru has come my house 16 years ago when he was 2 months after was born.

lt's the day 4/3 in 2004.

He was born on seaside and warm temperature city, though it's cold in here.

So, he is old, he is injured on his legs, has gotten various physical problems.

His eyes and ears are not very good, he hits his body everywhere and everytime.

So, he wants to hide his body into narrow places at night especially.

Then he calls me out with his voice weakly about every three hours.

We haven't slept at all reacently.

In addition to the above, he has become to bring his month something not food, for example the chop of sticks, my long boots, fire extinguish cap, plastic bags and so on.

He warps his lead

around his body to make himself an object, or hook the lead between the pawls of his legs to bleed blood from the pawls.

lt's just called me now, what happen to him?

l'm busy but love him, he is my life.