note 1

How to train myself in writing...

 

You will eventually need a structure arousing within you but it can only be seen afterwardly or retroprospectively. 

Peices would amout to the whole. 

Get pieces first. 

Express them, being as true as possible to yourself. 

Order them with your hand. 

 

Find your lies but don't hesitate to utter them in the first place. 

Lie to you, and then confess it.