Aa hanasi ga omoitsuka nai.
Tui ni konna koto ga okite simatta ka tohohoho -namida-.
Sonna toki mo aru sa sonna ni ki wo otosuna to iu serihu wo dareka kara iwaretara iinaa to omou ga yononaka ya tannin ha sonna jibun ga omouhodo niwa atatakai monodemo naisi tayori ni itudemo natte kureru mono demo nai. Sore wo imasara kotoba ni sitemo tanin ya yononaka ga kawattekureru wake demo naku nani wo amaeta koto wo iuka to iwarete owaru dake.
Tokini kousite kokoro no sinnen wo kaku koto de yononaka to made ha iwanakutemo jibunn no syuui no ninngen tati ga watasi no kokoro no himei wo kiite kuretara iina to omouga sou ha zettai ni ikanai mono.
Watasi ga kousite kokoro no sinnen wo kakuno ha ima okareteiru hibi ikiteiru firudo kara hasei suru.
Mosimo hibi no watasi ga ikiteiru firudo ga subarasii kannkyo datta nara konna dorotuita hanasi nannte kakanai darou.Hibi ikiteiru firudo de mottomo atama to kokoro wo nayamasu no ha watasi no syuui ni ite watasi ga kakawa zaruwoenai ninngentati ni aru.
Taninn no monnku ni kageguti sosite chusyo ha yokunai to sareteite warui no ha jibunnjisinn nimo monndai ga aru to sarete iru ijyo dounimo soreha naranai si jitumei agete konna nettobaitai ni daresore ga kyou yo ann a koto oreni iiyagatte mukatuita nadoto iu hanasi ha horitu teki na kannten kara kinnji rareteiru ijyo dekinai ga deha watasi ga kannjita mukatuita-iratuita to iu kannjyo ha doko ni muketara yoi to iu no darouka? wakaranai. Kousite husejiteki ni kaiteiru koto mo ugatta matti gatta kaisyaku da to omuga koitu dareka no warukuti itterunda to iu hanasi ni nari nann ga aru.Yoku to iu wake dewa nai no darou ga tatoeba wazato eigo de kaiwa wo syokubani oite siteiru baai ni oite ha sonna huuni utagawareru souda.Daga kanngae you ni yotte ha sonna huuni wakaru hito dousi de hanasazaru wo enai syakai kankyo mo aru to iu koto nandaro. Kore de ha sennzenn to onaji de nanto iyana hanasi daga n
azeni hito ha jibunn igai no ningenn wo waruku iunodarou ka aruiwa sore wo katati ni surunoka wakaranai ga koreha itumo watasi ga iu kodona kanjyou wo motta hukusayou nandato omou.
Ninngen kankei ni moture makuri no jinsei daga tabun kore de nayamu mataha nayamasareru to iuno ha jinnseini aruiha syakai ni maketa koto ni naru no darou to watasi ha omou.
Aa mou getuyobi.Mata yakkai na toki ga yattekuru.
Tui ni konna koto ga okite simatta ka tohohoho -namida-.
Sonna toki mo aru sa sonna ni ki wo otosuna to iu serihu wo dareka kara iwaretara iinaa to omou ga yononaka ya tannin ha sonna jibun ga omouhodo niwa atatakai monodemo naisi tayori ni itudemo natte kureru mono demo nai. Sore wo imasara kotoba ni sitemo tanin ya yononaka ga kawattekureru wake demo naku nani wo amaeta koto wo iuka to iwarete owaru dake.
Tokini kousite kokoro no sinnen wo kaku koto de yononaka to made ha iwanakutemo jibunn no syuui no ninngen tati ga watasi no kokoro no himei wo kiite kuretara iina to omouga sou ha zettai ni ikanai mono.
Watasi ga kousite kokoro no sinnen wo kakuno ha ima okareteiru hibi ikiteiru firudo kara hasei suru.
Mosimo hibi no watasi ga ikiteiru firudo ga subarasii kannkyo datta nara konna dorotuita hanasi nannte kakanai darou.Hibi ikiteiru firudo de mottomo atama to kokoro wo nayamasu no ha watasi no syuui ni ite watasi ga kakawa zaruwoenai ninngentati ni aru.
Taninn no monnku ni kageguti sosite chusyo ha yokunai to sareteite warui no ha jibunnjisinn nimo monndai ga aru to sarete iru ijyo dounimo soreha naranai si jitumei agete konna nettobaitai ni daresore ga kyou yo ann a koto oreni iiyagatte mukatuita nadoto iu hanasi ha horitu teki na kannten kara kinnji rareteiru ijyo dekinai ga deha watasi ga kannjita mukatuita-iratuita to iu kannjyo ha doko ni muketara yoi to iu no darouka? wakaranai. Kousite husejiteki ni kaiteiru koto mo ugatta matti gatta kaisyaku da to omuga koitu dareka no warukuti itterunda to iu hanasi ni nari nann ga aru.Yoku to iu wake dewa nai no darou ga tatoeba wazato eigo de kaiwa wo syokubani oite siteiru baai ni oite ha sonna huuni utagawareru souda.Daga kanngae you ni yotte ha sonna huuni wakaru hito dousi de hanasazaru wo enai syakai kankyo mo aru to iu koto nandaro. Kore de ha sennzenn to onaji de nanto iyana hanasi daga n
azeni hito ha jibunn igai no ningenn wo waruku iunodarou ka aruiwa sore wo katati ni surunoka wakaranai ga koreha itumo watasi ga iu kodona kanjyou wo motta hukusayou nandato omou.
Ninngen kankei ni moture makuri no jinsei daga tabun kore de nayamu mataha nayamasareru to iuno ha jinnseini aruiha syakai ni maketa koto ni naru no darou to watasi ha omou.
Aa mou getuyobi.Mata yakkai na toki ga yattekuru.
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