17/02/2017 (afternoon) I ate 2 pancakes of backwheat, egg and milk and cheese and ham. I am drinking a cup of British tea now as a dessart drink.
My food stockers are made in Thailand. The company's name was IWASAKI.
I bought the series in EONE in Shirakawa, a shopping mall, when my kids were primary school. I bought them because They were qualified to my standard. Mens-like or neutral stockers, I wanted. Female cheapish type were YUKARI's taste. I hated her taste from the top to the bottom.
Always I hated her taste. Thus, my Hachioji life with her was formidable. Each time, she went out, the cheapish stockers increased their number. Always. She dislikes cooking. Nevertheless, she liked to buy them. Thus, the kichen was an ocean of disorder with these cheapish things.
Now the same thing happens in the kitchen in Shirakawa. She uses only some small number of tools, however, in the kichen there are too much tools. 3 potatoes mashers? For what? Only she, once in a week, mash the potatoes. Only one tool she uses.
And do you imagine how many scoops did she buy? Abundant of scoops!!! Much more than spoons. At least 20 scoops! The same type. Why she wants to buy these things, the same shape, the same objective, the same material?
She suffers from some mental disease already. A maniac of cheapest cooking tools.
Sha was maniac of cheapest stationaries, when she was young. I thought she could do it when she had enough money to do so.
However, after she quitted the job, she continued to be a maniac, until my mother stopped her to do the same tools repeating shopping.
My mother now hands her money to her each time just the value she asks YUKARI an errand.
Recently, my mother avoids to ask her to do shopping and prefers to do so by herself.
It means that my mother protects her money to be stolen by YUKARI, by any mean.
Her excuse was always the same, "I think that I need to buy it". Again? Why so many of scoops?
After so many scoop shopping, even my mother got to know that YUKARI's way of spending money is out of normal condition. Plastic pakages and scoops. Some maniacs or so. Strange, however, she does so, by her dicision.
She doesn't recoginize that in the kitchen there are lots of scoops. She is blind at this point. She always thinks that "there is lacking something in the kitchen, Oh, scoop! That's it! I have money and the scoop is cheap. Money, schoop, they combined! "Thus, Yukari the broken robot bought more than 20 scoops.
Repeated consumption is a symptom of young Alzheimer. In Hasegawa Hospital, may DDMs suffer from the disease. They bought several package of clothings of cheap slothings and wore only one pair of pijamas. They asked their parents to bring them to the hospital and they used the same wear. Miserable ladies. They change their closings every day. However, the same wear, each time. They washed them in a washing machine, once or twice every week. Why, then, they needed such a lot of closings? Strange too much. YUKARI's symptom. Buying the same type, use only one or reveral.
Yes, I bought some same shape or line of shoes and bottoms for replacement. I want to my favorit closings to endure as much as possible. I have lots of jeans, a various colors and shapes and different sizes. Because, the pieces of underwears and outfits. my waist wize varries. I need to fit the clothings. Sloppy impression should be hated. Even in casual, I should be "cool" in a suitable wear. Thus, I need various jeans.
DDMs are different. They buy as they like and forget what they have and buy the same thing as they like again. Forever repetition. Even my mother is kind to YUKARI, she got to notice her strange habit of repeating to buy the same thing.
Probably she says, "Oh, I bought the scoop again! Sorry, mother!"
My mother replied, "Again? OK, scoop is useful and not so expensive. OK, don't repeat your mistake any more, please."
And several weaks after, the same conversation occuers between them.
My mother doesn't scold YUKARI at all. She scolds only me. Because I understand at least why she scolds. YUKARI has no recognition abiity to understand her words.
She sais some excuses at the time. However, forget soon. The same thing. One week is her cycle, maybe. Oneday, shall be sooner or later.
In Japan, now the movie which is forcused on young Alzheimer patient girl, who forgets even her lover and every week they fall in love. How ridiculous story, DDMs want to see?!!!
However, in AOYAMA GAKUIN University, I have already heard the real story. The boy said to his mate that her girlfriend forgot his name!!! He said to the mate, "Well, I will attack again! " Oh, for him, being lovers doesn't mean to deepen the relationship but does to try or restart endlessly. If I were he, I would get rid of her. She is forgetful and would not be traumatized at all because of the discommunication.
The similar episodes are heard in everywhere in Tokyo. The forgetful town, we called. I thought that Tokyo people were quick and clever, whey I was a school girl. However, I haven't seen such kind of Tokyo people there. They are too slow and too nepotists. Worse than in Shirakawa.
Even after suffering from young Alzheimer, why DDMs think that they can continue to dream the sexual illusion, inspite of their harm? They are so shameless. They want lovers to take care of their bottoms, maybe. They are old ladies, in short. Despite with their appearance or real age, they are old kinky bugs.
In Hasegawa Hospital, I was seen an extreme example of this type. Her name was MIKA, and she was famous for her dirtness. She evacuated during night and could despose it by herself. Her mates disliked her, although in front of her, they pretended to be kind to her.
She dared to say to one of her mate, "I made my panty dirt and it smelly. Today, I will have time to take a bath and then I will change my closings."
It means that she would not change nor clean her bottom at the time of bathing. Even the mate kept silent. She was so strange was dispiked by anyone in the floor.
However, during her hospitalization, she passed an examination to versity. I don't know the name of the versity. And the old ladies said that "She would be a good student because she is cute or KAWAII."
She was 19 years old. She loves to buy lots of clothings, and she wears always the same time of pijamas. She likes to wear pijamas rather than casual closhings.
And she liked to do full-makeup. Her eyes were circles with black mascaras and eyelines like big balls like 👀 .
I was astonished at the big designed eyed and her baby like evacuation problem. She doesn't know how to wipe her dirty fass after her unintentional evacuation during night.
Dirty girls likes big eye cosmetics. It's a experimental principle. The big eyes designed girls' impression is "nasty! for me. Why they draws ther eyes so big? Artificially big black eyes, thus, unnatural, until make others thrilled.
How her eyes were surprising?
My eyes are shortsighted, unfortunately. So 1 meter's distance makes me difficult to recognize the face. Thus, I recognize with the mood that the parsonality produces and the phycial shape, more exactly, hight and weight.
However, even with these short sighted eyes, I got to notice MIKA's face because of ther round shaped designed black ball like eyes with a lot of false eyelashes. 👀
For me, astonishing cosmetics, however, for DDMs, "KAWAII", anyway.
Our senses differ like that.
DDMs like Korean pop idols. They believe that they are their illusional husbands.They can change their face as they like. Plastic surgery mania as DDMs. Face is the most charmful point for DDMs. They love to imagine being hugged by Korean plastic surgeried boyes in their arms.
They are so absorbed in their illusion. Boys should be Korean, they think.
Thus, North Korean boys are just for them. Their body shapes are much better than us Japanese, however, DDMs are indifferent from this point.
For them, plastic surgeried Korian face is the most accessible to them.
DDMs are plastic surgery lovers. Even they themselves are likely to do plastic surgery. They easity make a reservation by one call of mobil phone. I have heard several times in AOYAMA GAKUIN versity campus.
Some of their colleagues worked as "hosts", according to what they said.
Plastic surgery, night club attending, buying and selling their body is in common in their lives.
DDMs are easy to sell their body. Even DDMs with high income do so.
The famous exapmle is TOUDEN-OL-Case or Case of Office Working Lady in Tokyo Electronic Company.
She was killed by someone, during her after 5 prostitute jobs.
Her price was US$50 per night. Many of her clients were foreigners. She earns lots of money after 5.
Thus, she was so sleepy during a night and slept even under the desk in the office. She graduated from Keio Gijuku University, a famous versity of night club business.
She was killed by some foreigner during her dirty job and a Srilankan boy called Gobinda was caught and after custody of more than 10 years, the court canselled the decision and paid US$500 thousand or so for him. DNA search failed, the OMANKO-JOURNAKISM said to us.
He has no motiv to kill her. Just a play or so, for only cheap price. She was just a bitch, in every meaning. Kinky old bug. Every foreiner clients called her just a bitch. In Japan, even a big electric company couldn't pay sufficient money to sustain her DDMic life.
The electric company is famous for their big mistake on FUKU-ICHI or FUKUSHIMA DAIICHI GENPATSU or Fukushima I Atomic Generator Facilities.
They hire figures by personal connection.
The brother of Prof.KURATA, of National Defense Academy was hired in the company. I didn't know what kind job he did.
They came from SHIZUOKA prefecture. Maybe, HAmamatsu related would know their career. His site is:
http://www.nda.ac.jp/cc/ir/faculty/kurata.html
He was not able to speak Korean at all. He was not good at English at all.
How he got the position, after several years of Kyorin versity's dull work?
I don't know. He was just a Mr.Flabby for me.
Yes, personal connection is important. I really believe that. So I like to be kind to others. Someone evaluates my works and informed his or her friends and I would have chance to get the jobs. Thus, I tried to be kind to others and be accessible to any academic especially versity persons.
However, after I talked on my intention to my approach frankly, that is, "I want to get out of Kyorin Versity!", they began to retire and left me alone. I was isoleted always in the party. I tried to be accessible and called them to go to dance halls or eating or drinking. However, almost all of them refused me.
I am not so ugly. Rather, fashionable, and even DDMs admit it.
I am attractive, in any means. Thus, they think that I were one of them.
Nevertheless, they denied me. I didn't recognize that they are DDMs at all.
I thought that they were only conservative old fashioned good girl type versity professors. However, now, I realized the fact.
They wanted me to be killed. They really envied my family.
Beautiful kids, half blooded, versity students like physics, good at everything, good at math at all, good at being teachers' pets at all, good at entering into the best versity at all. Their dream kids, maybe.
And has no useless husband. She is free from the duty of marrige at all. No domestic tasks at all. She likes to play and she does so as she likes. She doesn't change her mind, after getting her dream kids! She should be punished. She was the last person to deserve to these pretty kids!!!
DDMs thinking is thus simple and dull. They move just by their intention. MAternal illusion, they have. We are the victims of their ridiculous dream.
We didn't want to enter into the Examination War and spaltan education. Why that was needed? Unnecessary. DDMs just wanted to show up the mother of their brilliand kids. Terrible. They dream kids.
My kids are brilliant, however, not teachers' pets type at all. They are some headache of the teachers. Usuall as the other ordinary kids.
Thus, DDMs dream kids were the result of their illusion.
Why the real boys and girls were forced to be the dream kids, according to DDMs mother's happiness pursuing process.
Terrible. The parents sold the future of their kids, at the cost of their unrealized dream. DDMs are desqualified as parents.
They sometimes insist that they should live just for their kids. Nonsense! They should be killed by now, on behalf of their kids. Their kids want to be human beings, without you, DDMs.
With you, they would be DDMs also. If they want, we welcome that they participate in our army.
DDMs kids are also welcome, as far as you yourself are human beings.
Blood relationship isn't important in our society. It's a kind of "acquaintance", just it. When we find that the similarity and the blood relationship, we recognized the funny coincidence. And also, appreciate the difference. A game, just it.
Miyuki's family are not similar to Miyuki in any means. She is an orfanate president and only one user of the orfanate. She is an extreme liberalist and only one individualist who insists to abandon YUKARI or DDM.
Protectionalists don't think so. YUKARI isn't so bad, they think. "Poor strange girl", they think. It's the weakpoint. DoDoMerdas took advantage of their mercy. They did as they liked. They didn't know the limit.
Even protectionalists felt the danger from DDMs conducts. They are harmful, as Miyuki insisted. They recognized the danger. They expand their territory. They said "no!", but they did. They denied however, they did.
"The protection values a lot." However, one DDM in each house is too much. They costed too much. They hate others. For them, others should be thieves. Thus, YUKARI gave a big damage to her father's business.
YUKARI thought his clients as her enemy and attacked in violence, as she thought so.
Only one person was dangerous. A pair is also. When the squad came, she relied on. She really wanted to be caught Miyuki in front of her. She wanted to her witness to her death. She really wanted to do so. She couldn't stop her intention. She called her to Kyorin versity saying that my sister is crazy and need medical treatment.
She is the best degree holder in yourUniversity and you would be the 3rd or so, without her. She would be your burden. Please catch her and lynch her for a while. And, then she doesn't recognize the fact, you would kill her, as you like,. I am superior to her. I am more maternal than her. I would be more precious than her. Only one should be living, incase, I will deserve to it.
DDMs thinking is always so. Queer Queen fenomenum, we call it. She is the last person to die. She thinks so. "Now, I am the worst, however, after her death, I would be the best. Wait, YUKARI. Now your turn. You would be the real queen!"
Alex knows that Miyuki respects his privacy, it means she is reliable. However, YUKARI has no value. She searches as she likes during his absence in his room. It is her hobby. She searches some sexually related object and when she finds she starts her preach. A nice joke. Alex is accustomed to it. She is a Devil's like laughing object. Only Alex puts up with the attitude. YUKARI has no chance type. Only she denies the LESS-THAN-ZERO possibilities. She even now realize that she were the best one in her house and eveyone relied on her. Always her thinking is the opposite.
As the kinky 40 years old girl in HASEGAWA Hospital.
They refuse to enter into Group Home for hermits. They think that they are legitimate to succeed in the family's richness. How they think so? They didn't contribute to the family and give a vast damage.
SATO family has no insurance type. BAKA is the expert, Miyuki believes. Miyuki is positive and YUKARI is negative. YUKARI thinks just the opposite. Formality is her preference. However, she doen't know formality at all. Why does she say so? She doesn't know it and insists it. Always she does so. She confused the fact, especially the connection with the people. She disliked Miyuki to be popular. She dared to say that Miyuki would allowed to be popular after her death. Miyuki don't want her own death at all! Miyuki doesn't believe the predict of DDMs at all. They are omen-like sinistered figures. Carie? Mariah? She put the white dress in the fire. Miyuki liked it. It's useless anymore. Just, she would use for video-taping. Good idea!
She earns her money by herself and uses as she likes. Her fiance is thirsty and doesn't look pretty. She would have better chance. Miyuki's interpretation is different from DDMs. They thought that Mariah is upset and lost her love because of her scandalous expenditure. Miyuki doesn't understand the trifty feeling of DDMs. Others' expenditure. Extravagance is a good show, ins't it?
Mariah thought the same thing. She wanted to change the position. She wanted to be a really Miyuki like life. However, she was a lot of babies. Oh, how many? Thus, the problem. She doesn't remember? Really? Yeah, he insists, hers, however, she doesn't know? Did you do artificial conception like treatment? I did once. And how many eggs? Nothing. It didn't produce anything. They why? Some medical doctors insists that only sperm can produce the kids of his ideal wife!!!
Poor Mariah! "Billy Jean" situation, she is caught. Male DDMs have lots of faked medical doctors who insist the kinky old sperm based stories from medieval era.
Mariah, be free from their old based story. I am rich in knowledge at this point.
I did medical treatment for getting my babies. I was asexual at that time. Then I thought that sexual intercourse is some kind of raping. Thus, I avoided to do so.
In DDMs, my image on sexual intercourse is totally right. Male DDMs want to conquer famele DDMs in the moment of sex.
However, among common people, sexual intercourse is even, in every meaning. If othr don't want, another ones don't eather. They have sympathy on it. Don't endure your suffering! If you want, you do with someone you feel sympathy with. You are lacky. At least, you have many candidate among people. I, Miyuki, have nothing! We call it "TOHOHO femomenum". We are not so messy, nor ugly. However, we haven't have any chance to get to know any common male people at all. Strange to say.
Miyuki is make all effort to get good boyfriends, however, nothing yet at all.
Thus, I am not good at sex pratically.
However, as reproductive problem, I know well. I myself experienced a lot of strange treatment through my reproduction attemting era.
Kinky messy experience I did. I was feeling nasty, remembering the scene. However, I did it and got two kids.
Kids are not dream one. Just pragmatic ones. I wanted friends, as a matter of fact. And I got protectionists kids, however. Better than nothing. At least, they seem to be human beings.
I am liberal rather than they, my kids. They are too much conservative and old fashioned. Anyway, better than DDMs.
We should be get free from the conventional old fashioned archaic relationship like marrige and succession and coupling image.
We are independent. Each one is unique and individually earns its money. Marrige, nonsense! Party, OK, as you like? Mariah, if you want wedding parties, do as you like when you think of it, like , "Hey, guys, tomorrow, I want to wear this dress beside you near the charch or so. Good, let's go and make a costume party there and film the process! My birthiday turns to be a wedding party. This is my 32nd time wedding party this year! Let's have one more the day after tomorrow!"
Good for you!
I have no "white dress" mania at all. The colar recalls me toilet paper. Why it's white? I prefer more colourful or elegant ones. Cheapish clothing rather than colourful or elegant ones. More authentic brilliant velvet mini-one-piece I wore when I was entering into the primary school with a Belgian like lace color. I was a prettiest kids among them.
I am good at more simple and sharp one like black mini dress with shoulder straps. Without them, the party would be messy ridiculous confusion. I almost had an experience. I know well.
Thus, for me, white dress is not interesting at all. When on 2 of January in 2014, I received a strange dream. A paper with soveral photographs.
A young unknown man on the upper left side. A blank space on the upper right side on the same rank.
In the inferior, there was a white dress for vast bast and with small pink tiny flowers decoration on the skirt. No image on her face.
I? Of course, not! I am lean and wedding dress is my hatrid. Who is she? A nasty cheap type dress, this girl prefers, I thought.
Then, In I met Mari KITADA, I felt that "Oh, she is this type! Messy white wide bust dress! For her, suitable! Yeah, she is the highlightened figure!"
I don't know, why I dreamed the strange dream. Maybe, it was related with my mission. Miyuki didn't think that it were her at all. She was no dream to this point.
Everyone astonished. She didn't dream, just because the design of the dress was plain and just for plumly girls. Eveyone commented that "Gee, she failed. She didn't understand our meaning. We thought that she would confuse the existance with any different kind of existance. However, she did it. She didn't understand the meaning.
DDMs party was held without Miyuki. She doesn't know that the invitation was sent to every DDMs and they believed they were lucky.
Miyuki began to worry about her wallet. She didn't want to pay any monery to wedding ceremony. She paid lots in her pupil's wedding. She lost more than US$270 for one ceremony. Thus, she decided not to particiapte in any formal wedding ceremony at all, because it wastes lots of money and precious time.
Thus, she earned her own principle to wedding ceremony after her disastrous spending on the period. Thus, she leaned a lot and avoids the possibilty, declaring that I would participate in no-money related happy wedding and avoids money related wedding at all!
DDMs wedding ceremony is itself earning money from perticipants. Miyuki didn't know it. DDMs called "Duck in a bundle of leeks" and they like to be the heroine.
DDMs are maniac in wedding ceremony. Every magazine offers the DDM dream to them. They believe it. They like to pretend to be kind and obedient in front of their hasband and in the backward, they say as they like. Formality means lot in DDM society.
Their relationship was so superficial and has no value.
We have no value on ceremony. Sympathy is sufficient for us. Feeling and dancing. That's the real motivation for us. Dancing means enjoying our lives.
Anyway, the globe goes arround, indifferent from DDMs thinking. They dream and do nothing. They think and they act by instinct. DDMs. You believe "Maternal instinct" even now. They insist it even now. Miyuki was kinkiest among the DDMs because of her denial of inexistance of maternal instinct.
They were so feeble-minded to confuse inexsitance of maternal instinct with inhumanity.
Miyuki is the victim of DDMs stupidity.
They interpretated as they like and started punished Miyuki.
YUKARI is the heroine of the story. They adored YUKARI'S bravety. She was the center of the maternity love.
Every DDMs believed that she was the last one that Miyuki hated. She was alwayd disliked by her. It's the fact and DDMs don't believe the fact.
YUKARI is just a DDM. Any value, she has. Just a target of making a fun of.
YUKARI doesn't believe so. She is always Miyuki's kind sister, she believes. Yes, she always believes and she fails, Always, without exception.
YUKARI's greedy dream has no limit. She wants to have a share of Miyuki's succession, previous to her death. She dared to consult to Public sector's on the matter. She was active at this point. She wants to have some money for her kindness. She wants to live with Alex, because she is kind to her. Clare is a bit disliked by her, because she is prettier than YUKARI.
Without her, YUKARI is a Alex's favorite, as YUKARI thinks. She wanted to live him in SENDAI, alone. He would be a professor of TOUHOKU versity in her plan. She had a versity friend in Senday and had a communication with her. Alex tried to persuade her to go with him to Sendai, because it was better than his ordinary life.
However, Miyuki knows that his ridiculous theory is not pragmatic at all. It means time consuming, "If I could" type his illusion. Oh, you are so DDMic, Alex! Miyuki thought. Who is his friend, who wants to live with him? Miyuki didn't recognize that Alex wants to have another friend but had no friend so YUKARI is his best friend.
YUKARI took advantage of it and wanted to live with him forever in Sendai and wanted to get money from Miyuki. And the public officer asked her that who is your sister and said YUKARI, "She is a just a fun maker and do nothing and working as a jobless. I just want her money. She wants me to be killed. She always said and she wants really so. I this case, what shall I do? I want to live with my nephew and My sister abandons her kids. I need money anyway. I want to be free from my sister with my nephew." She talked for several hours and caught in the police and her father went to be called her to go back home. She wanted her sister's money, because of her being free. No one believes it. Just for it, she did it. She was inactive, always. However, in the moment of decision, she did as she thinks, thus she was believed that she was unlucky figure in the family. She did as the opposite. She likes to imitate Miyuki's life ,however, in opposite way.
Alex was astonished at the information on her aunt. She was so serious to the plan. She was good at Alex's flamboyant feeling, because she experienced it. Thus, she knews the way. She used the knowledge for her runaway. She was so feeble-minded and less than zero. He noticed it. Alex was much clever than YUKARI. YUKARI's BLA-BLA-BLA he sometimes tries was not worthy for Miyuki's type. Persuasion needs proofs. Only one proof like remark is not enough. A lot of remarks or confidential documents. Yukari has no talent on this point. Her remarks differ each time and Alex confused each time. Alex believed that she was crazy and that was true. He knows that YUKARI was no power to rule his life. Miyuki also does know it. Miyuki uses the power only when that Alex wrongdoes it. The last paternalistic resort, it would be called. Miyuki didn't want to use it, even though she could. The last resort, so she wanted to avoid to use it.
Alex did his decision by himself. He was alone at that time. Many his friends didn't know the system and participated in the wrongway. They should go to the KOUNAN, without their intention. They have no choice. They say "Yes", to the high school and got the high school. No choice. They didn't know it.
Miyuki didn't know the system, however, She disliked the KOUNAN, really. Distance was enough to persuade her. The rest, more factors to dislike the school.
Miyuki's simplest thinking is astonishing the families. She doesn't know the spell of Kounan! She had Doctor's Degree but she doesn't know the name of the high school, her dear kids wanted to go! Everyone know that YABUKI was the old name and it meant bad for everyone in Shirakawa. She didn't know it! Stupid! How she didn't know? Because the time loss is sufficient for the denial.
After Alex's decision, related with the mission, she started to find the name and got to know the fact. Oh, I earned the time! I refused it just for the time loss! The high school was really goddamnit type !!!
Now she can spell the name in Chinese Character rightly. However, she was relieved that Alex was not going to the school forever.
KOONAN wanted kids a lot, because it was sinking. Useless highschool it would say. Why they want to have childred? To continue to run the school. Any value has the school, MIYUKI judged from the HP. Kyorin Versity Faculty of Sociel Schiences like promotion phamplet. Miyuki is accustomed to this type. Just promotion. The reality is on the opposite. Leaving the school is the best thing, she dared to say so now.
She tried to pupils to move to other versities. However, they were too much conservative to do so. Even FUSE refused it, because he wanted to think of followers.
Then, he should move, FUSE! You should show your leading role to them!
Fuse is one of the good boy of my class. We made a AKB-48 related moot court play wright together. A court novel with various participants. We two made it and Kubo and Kouyama criticesed and offered their alternatives. The collectiveness is the proof of Miyuki's class. She didn't know that any other teachers had been run away at that moment to where. Anyone knows for which place they went.
In INOGASHIRA Campus, Atsushi ITO said. Why, before the accomplishment of the building? Miyuki was wondering. At that moment, there were rumours that Kyorin Versities looking for some patients for their own sake. Especially for internal organs selling and buying.
Miyuki should be the first pilot case on the movement. They really wanted to know her strange change and wanted to dissect her body.
They wanted her body a bit and wanted to sell to others to check her body style.
She didn't want it, of course. They, she should change. She would be obedient to do so. Now she should change forever to be obedient.
They believe that they could do it, because Miyuki is one of their member. They tried to do so with others. However, they were running away from the versity.
They didn't notice the dissapearance to Miyuki, just
My food stockers are made in Thailand. The company's name was IWASAKI.
I bought the series in EONE in Shirakawa, a shopping mall, when my kids were primary school. I bought them because They were qualified to my standard. Mens-like or neutral stockers, I wanted. Female cheapish type were YUKARI's taste. I hated her taste from the top to the bottom.
Always I hated her taste. Thus, my Hachioji life with her was formidable. Each time, she went out, the cheapish stockers increased their number. Always. She dislikes cooking. Nevertheless, she liked to buy them. Thus, the kichen was an ocean of disorder with these cheapish things.
Now the same thing happens in the kitchen in Shirakawa. She uses only some small number of tools, however, in the kichen there are too much tools. 3 potatoes mashers? For what? Only she, once in a week, mash the potatoes. Only one tool she uses.
And do you imagine how many scoops did she buy? Abundant of scoops!!! Much more than spoons. At least 20 scoops! The same type. Why she wants to buy these things, the same shape, the same objective, the same material?
She suffers from some mental disease already. A maniac of cheapest cooking tools.
Sha was maniac of cheapest stationaries, when she was young. I thought she could do it when she had enough money to do so.
However, after she quitted the job, she continued to be a maniac, until my mother stopped her to do the same tools repeating shopping.
My mother now hands her money to her each time just the value she asks YUKARI an errand.
Recently, my mother avoids to ask her to do shopping and prefers to do so by herself.
It means that my mother protects her money to be stolen by YUKARI, by any mean.
Her excuse was always the same, "I think that I need to buy it". Again? Why so many of scoops?
After so many scoop shopping, even my mother got to know that YUKARI's way of spending money is out of normal condition. Plastic pakages and scoops. Some maniacs or so. Strange, however, she does so, by her dicision.
She doesn't recoginize that in the kitchen there are lots of scoops. She is blind at this point. She always thinks that "there is lacking something in the kitchen, Oh, scoop! That's it! I have money and the scoop is cheap. Money, schoop, they combined! "Thus, Yukari the broken robot bought more than 20 scoops.
Repeated consumption is a symptom of young Alzheimer. In Hasegawa Hospital, may DDMs suffer from the disease. They bought several package of clothings of cheap slothings and wore only one pair of pijamas. They asked their parents to bring them to the hospital and they used the same wear. Miserable ladies. They change their closings every day. However, the same wear, each time. They washed them in a washing machine, once or twice every week. Why, then, they needed such a lot of closings? Strange too much. YUKARI's symptom. Buying the same type, use only one or reveral.
Yes, I bought some same shape or line of shoes and bottoms for replacement. I want to my favorit closings to endure as much as possible. I have lots of jeans, a various colors and shapes and different sizes. Because, the pieces of underwears and outfits. my waist wize varries. I need to fit the clothings. Sloppy impression should be hated. Even in casual, I should be "cool" in a suitable wear. Thus, I need various jeans.
DDMs are different. They buy as they like and forget what they have and buy the same thing as they like again. Forever repetition. Even my mother is kind to YUKARI, she got to notice her strange habit of repeating to buy the same thing.
Probably she says, "Oh, I bought the scoop again! Sorry, mother!"
My mother replied, "Again? OK, scoop is useful and not so expensive. OK, don't repeat your mistake any more, please."
And several weaks after, the same conversation occuers between them.
My mother doesn't scold YUKARI at all. She scolds only me. Because I understand at least why she scolds. YUKARI has no recognition abiity to understand her words.
She sais some excuses at the time. However, forget soon. The same thing. One week is her cycle, maybe. Oneday, shall be sooner or later.
In Japan, now the movie which is forcused on young Alzheimer patient girl, who forgets even her lover and every week they fall in love. How ridiculous story, DDMs want to see?!!!
However, in AOYAMA GAKUIN University, I have already heard the real story. The boy said to his mate that her girlfriend forgot his name!!! He said to the mate, "Well, I will attack again! " Oh, for him, being lovers doesn't mean to deepen the relationship but does to try or restart endlessly. If I were he, I would get rid of her. She is forgetful and would not be traumatized at all because of the discommunication.
The similar episodes are heard in everywhere in Tokyo. The forgetful town, we called. I thought that Tokyo people were quick and clever, whey I was a school girl. However, I haven't seen such kind of Tokyo people there. They are too slow and too nepotists. Worse than in Shirakawa.
Even after suffering from young Alzheimer, why DDMs think that they can continue to dream the sexual illusion, inspite of their harm? They are so shameless. They want lovers to take care of their bottoms, maybe. They are old ladies, in short. Despite with their appearance or real age, they are old kinky bugs.
In Hasegawa Hospital, I was seen an extreme example of this type. Her name was MIKA, and she was famous for her dirtness. She evacuated during night and could despose it by herself. Her mates disliked her, although in front of her, they pretended to be kind to her.
She dared to say to one of her mate, "I made my panty dirt and it smelly. Today, I will have time to take a bath and then I will change my closings."
It means that she would not change nor clean her bottom at the time of bathing. Even the mate kept silent. She was so strange was dispiked by anyone in the floor.
However, during her hospitalization, she passed an examination to versity. I don't know the name of the versity. And the old ladies said that "She would be a good student because she is cute or KAWAII."
She was 19 years old. She loves to buy lots of clothings, and she wears always the same time of pijamas. She likes to wear pijamas rather than casual closhings.
And she liked to do full-makeup. Her eyes were circles with black mascaras and eyelines like big balls like 👀 .
I was astonished at the big designed eyed and her baby like evacuation problem. She doesn't know how to wipe her dirty fass after her unintentional evacuation during night.
Dirty girls likes big eye cosmetics. It's a experimental principle. The big eyes designed girls' impression is "nasty! for me. Why they draws ther eyes so big? Artificially big black eyes, thus, unnatural, until make others thrilled.
How her eyes were surprising?
My eyes are shortsighted, unfortunately. So 1 meter's distance makes me difficult to recognize the face. Thus, I recognize with the mood that the parsonality produces and the phycial shape, more exactly, hight and weight.
However, even with these short sighted eyes, I got to notice MIKA's face because of ther round shaped designed black ball like eyes with a lot of false eyelashes. 👀
For me, astonishing cosmetics, however, for DDMs, "KAWAII", anyway.
Our senses differ like that.
DDMs like Korean pop idols. They believe that they are their illusional husbands.They can change their face as they like. Plastic surgery mania as DDMs. Face is the most charmful point for DDMs. They love to imagine being hugged by Korean plastic surgeried boyes in their arms.
They are so absorbed in their illusion. Boys should be Korean, they think.
Thus, North Korean boys are just for them. Their body shapes are much better than us Japanese, however, DDMs are indifferent from this point.
For them, plastic surgeried Korian face is the most accessible to them.
DDMs are plastic surgery lovers. Even they themselves are likely to do plastic surgery. They easity make a reservation by one call of mobil phone. I have heard several times in AOYAMA GAKUIN versity campus.
Some of their colleagues worked as "hosts", according to what they said.
Plastic surgery, night club attending, buying and selling their body is in common in their lives.
DDMs are easy to sell their body. Even DDMs with high income do so.
The famous exapmle is TOUDEN-OL-Case or Case of Office Working Lady in Tokyo Electronic Company.
She was killed by someone, during her after 5 prostitute jobs.
Her price was US$50 per night. Many of her clients were foreigners. She earns lots of money after 5.
Thus, she was so sleepy during a night and slept even under the desk in the office. She graduated from Keio Gijuku University, a famous versity of night club business.
She was killed by some foreigner during her dirty job and a Srilankan boy called Gobinda was caught and after custody of more than 10 years, the court canselled the decision and paid US$500 thousand or so for him. DNA search failed, the OMANKO-JOURNAKISM said to us.
He has no motiv to kill her. Just a play or so, for only cheap price. She was just a bitch, in every meaning. Kinky old bug. Every foreiner clients called her just a bitch. In Japan, even a big electric company couldn't pay sufficient money to sustain her DDMic life.
The electric company is famous for their big mistake on FUKU-ICHI or FUKUSHIMA DAIICHI GENPATSU or Fukushima I Atomic Generator Facilities.
They hire figures by personal connection.
The brother of Prof.KURATA, of National Defense Academy was hired in the company. I didn't know what kind job he did.
They came from SHIZUOKA prefecture. Maybe, HAmamatsu related would know their career. His site is:
http://www.nda.ac.jp/cc/ir/faculty/kurata.html
He was not able to speak Korean at all. He was not good at English at all.
How he got the position, after several years of Kyorin versity's dull work?
I don't know. He was just a Mr.Flabby for me.
Yes, personal connection is important. I really believe that. So I like to be kind to others. Someone evaluates my works and informed his or her friends and I would have chance to get the jobs. Thus, I tried to be kind to others and be accessible to any academic especially versity persons.
However, after I talked on my intention to my approach frankly, that is, "I want to get out of Kyorin Versity!", they began to retire and left me alone. I was isoleted always in the party. I tried to be accessible and called them to go to dance halls or eating or drinking. However, almost all of them refused me.
I am not so ugly. Rather, fashionable, and even DDMs admit it.
I am attractive, in any means. Thus, they think that I were one of them.
Nevertheless, they denied me. I didn't recognize that they are DDMs at all.
I thought that they were only conservative old fashioned good girl type versity professors. However, now, I realized the fact.
They wanted me to be killed. They really envied my family.
Beautiful kids, half blooded, versity students like physics, good at everything, good at math at all, good at being teachers' pets at all, good at entering into the best versity at all. Their dream kids, maybe.
And has no useless husband. She is free from the duty of marrige at all. No domestic tasks at all. She likes to play and she does so as she likes. She doesn't change her mind, after getting her dream kids! She should be punished. She was the last person to deserve to these pretty kids!!!
DDMs thinking is thus simple and dull. They move just by their intention. MAternal illusion, they have. We are the victims of their ridiculous dream.
We didn't want to enter into the Examination War and spaltan education. Why that was needed? Unnecessary. DDMs just wanted to show up the mother of their brilliand kids. Terrible. They dream kids.
My kids are brilliant, however, not teachers' pets type at all. They are some headache of the teachers. Usuall as the other ordinary kids.
Thus, DDMs dream kids were the result of their illusion.
Why the real boys and girls were forced to be the dream kids, according to DDMs mother's happiness pursuing process.
Terrible. The parents sold the future of their kids, at the cost of their unrealized dream. DDMs are desqualified as parents.
They sometimes insist that they should live just for their kids. Nonsense! They should be killed by now, on behalf of their kids. Their kids want to be human beings, without you, DDMs.
With you, they would be DDMs also. If they want, we welcome that they participate in our army.
DDMs kids are also welcome, as far as you yourself are human beings.
Blood relationship isn't important in our society. It's a kind of "acquaintance", just it. When we find that the similarity and the blood relationship, we recognized the funny coincidence. And also, appreciate the difference. A game, just it.
Miyuki's family are not similar to Miyuki in any means. She is an orfanate president and only one user of the orfanate. She is an extreme liberalist and only one individualist who insists to abandon YUKARI or DDM.
Protectionalists don't think so. YUKARI isn't so bad, they think. "Poor strange girl", they think. It's the weakpoint. DoDoMerdas took advantage of their mercy. They did as they liked. They didn't know the limit.
Even protectionalists felt the danger from DDMs conducts. They are harmful, as Miyuki insisted. They recognized the danger. They expand their territory. They said "no!", but they did. They denied however, they did.
"The protection values a lot." However, one DDM in each house is too much. They costed too much. They hate others. For them, others should be thieves. Thus, YUKARI gave a big damage to her father's business.
YUKARI thought his clients as her enemy and attacked in violence, as she thought so.
Only one person was dangerous. A pair is also. When the squad came, she relied on. She really wanted to be caught Miyuki in front of her. She wanted to her witness to her death. She really wanted to do so. She couldn't stop her intention. She called her to Kyorin versity saying that my sister is crazy and need medical treatment.
She is the best degree holder in yourUniversity and you would be the 3rd or so, without her. She would be your burden. Please catch her and lynch her for a while. And, then she doesn't recognize the fact, you would kill her, as you like,. I am superior to her. I am more maternal than her. I would be more precious than her. Only one should be living, incase, I will deserve to it.
DDMs thinking is always so. Queer Queen fenomenum, we call it. She is the last person to die. She thinks so. "Now, I am the worst, however, after her death, I would be the best. Wait, YUKARI. Now your turn. You would be the real queen!"
Alex knows that Miyuki respects his privacy, it means she is reliable. However, YUKARI has no value. She searches as she likes during his absence in his room. It is her hobby. She searches some sexually related object and when she finds she starts her preach. A nice joke. Alex is accustomed to it. She is a Devil's like laughing object. Only Alex puts up with the attitude. YUKARI has no chance type. Only she denies the LESS-THAN-ZERO possibilities. She even now realize that she were the best one in her house and eveyone relied on her. Always her thinking is the opposite.
As the kinky 40 years old girl in HASEGAWA Hospital.
They refuse to enter into Group Home for hermits. They think that they are legitimate to succeed in the family's richness. How they think so? They didn't contribute to the family and give a vast damage.
SATO family has no insurance type. BAKA is the expert, Miyuki believes. Miyuki is positive and YUKARI is negative. YUKARI thinks just the opposite. Formality is her preference. However, she doen't know formality at all. Why does she say so? She doesn't know it and insists it. Always she does so. She confused the fact, especially the connection with the people. She disliked Miyuki to be popular. She dared to say that Miyuki would allowed to be popular after her death. Miyuki don't want her own death at all! Miyuki doesn't believe the predict of DDMs at all. They are omen-like sinistered figures. Carie? Mariah? She put the white dress in the fire. Miyuki liked it. It's useless anymore. Just, she would use for video-taping. Good idea!
She earns her money by herself and uses as she likes. Her fiance is thirsty and doesn't look pretty. She would have better chance. Miyuki's interpretation is different from DDMs. They thought that Mariah is upset and lost her love because of her scandalous expenditure. Miyuki doesn't understand the trifty feeling of DDMs. Others' expenditure. Extravagance is a good show, ins't it?
Mariah thought the same thing. She wanted to change the position. She wanted to be a really Miyuki like life. However, she was a lot of babies. Oh, how many? Thus, the problem. She doesn't remember? Really? Yeah, he insists, hers, however, she doesn't know? Did you do artificial conception like treatment? I did once. And how many eggs? Nothing. It didn't produce anything. They why? Some medical doctors insists that only sperm can produce the kids of his ideal wife!!!
Poor Mariah! "Billy Jean" situation, she is caught. Male DDMs have lots of faked medical doctors who insist the kinky old sperm based stories from medieval era.
Mariah, be free from their old based story. I am rich in knowledge at this point.
I did medical treatment for getting my babies. I was asexual at that time. Then I thought that sexual intercourse is some kind of raping. Thus, I avoided to do so.
In DDMs, my image on sexual intercourse is totally right. Male DDMs want to conquer famele DDMs in the moment of sex.
However, among common people, sexual intercourse is even, in every meaning. If othr don't want, another ones don't eather. They have sympathy on it. Don't endure your suffering! If you want, you do with someone you feel sympathy with. You are lacky. At least, you have many candidate among people. I, Miyuki, have nothing! We call it "TOHOHO femomenum". We are not so messy, nor ugly. However, we haven't have any chance to get to know any common male people at all. Strange to say.
Miyuki is make all effort to get good boyfriends, however, nothing yet at all.
Thus, I am not good at sex pratically.
However, as reproductive problem, I know well. I myself experienced a lot of strange treatment through my reproduction attemting era.
Kinky messy experience I did. I was feeling nasty, remembering the scene. However, I did it and got two kids.
Kids are not dream one. Just pragmatic ones. I wanted friends, as a matter of fact. And I got protectionists kids, however. Better than nothing. At least, they seem to be human beings.
I am liberal rather than they, my kids. They are too much conservative and old fashioned. Anyway, better than DDMs.
We should be get free from the conventional old fashioned archaic relationship like marrige and succession and coupling image.
We are independent. Each one is unique and individually earns its money. Marrige, nonsense! Party, OK, as you like? Mariah, if you want wedding parties, do as you like when you think of it, like , "Hey, guys, tomorrow, I want to wear this dress beside you near the charch or so. Good, let's go and make a costume party there and film the process! My birthiday turns to be a wedding party. This is my 32nd time wedding party this year! Let's have one more the day after tomorrow!"
Good for you!
I have no "white dress" mania at all. The colar recalls me toilet paper. Why it's white? I prefer more colourful or elegant ones. Cheapish clothing rather than colourful or elegant ones. More authentic brilliant velvet mini-one-piece I wore when I was entering into the primary school with a Belgian like lace color. I was a prettiest kids among them.
I am good at more simple and sharp one like black mini dress with shoulder straps. Without them, the party would be messy ridiculous confusion. I almost had an experience. I know well.
Thus, for me, white dress is not interesting at all. When on 2 of January in 2014, I received a strange dream. A paper with soveral photographs.
A young unknown man on the upper left side. A blank space on the upper right side on the same rank.
In the inferior, there was a white dress for vast bast and with small pink tiny flowers decoration on the skirt. No image on her face.
I? Of course, not! I am lean and wedding dress is my hatrid. Who is she? A nasty cheap type dress, this girl prefers, I thought.
Then, In I met Mari KITADA, I felt that "Oh, she is this type! Messy white wide bust dress! For her, suitable! Yeah, she is the highlightened figure!"
I don't know, why I dreamed the strange dream. Maybe, it was related with my mission. Miyuki didn't think that it were her at all. She was no dream to this point.
Everyone astonished. She didn't dream, just because the design of the dress was plain and just for plumly girls. Eveyone commented that "Gee, she failed. She didn't understand our meaning. We thought that she would confuse the existance with any different kind of existance. However, she did it. She didn't understand the meaning.
DDMs party was held without Miyuki. She doesn't know that the invitation was sent to every DDMs and they believed they were lucky.
Miyuki began to worry about her wallet. She didn't want to pay any monery to wedding ceremony. She paid lots in her pupil's wedding. She lost more than US$270 for one ceremony. Thus, she decided not to particiapte in any formal wedding ceremony at all, because it wastes lots of money and precious time.
Thus, she earned her own principle to wedding ceremony after her disastrous spending on the period. Thus, she leaned a lot and avoids the possibilty, declaring that I would participate in no-money related happy wedding and avoids money related wedding at all!
DDMs wedding ceremony is itself earning money from perticipants. Miyuki didn't know it. DDMs called "Duck in a bundle of leeks" and they like to be the heroine.
DDMs are maniac in wedding ceremony. Every magazine offers the DDM dream to them. They believe it. They like to pretend to be kind and obedient in front of their hasband and in the backward, they say as they like. Formality means lot in DDM society.
Their relationship was so superficial and has no value.
We have no value on ceremony. Sympathy is sufficient for us. Feeling and dancing. That's the real motivation for us. Dancing means enjoying our lives.
Anyway, the globe goes arround, indifferent from DDMs thinking. They dream and do nothing. They think and they act by instinct. DDMs. You believe "Maternal instinct" even now. They insist it even now. Miyuki was kinkiest among the DDMs because of her denial of inexistance of maternal instinct.
They were so feeble-minded to confuse inexsitance of maternal instinct with inhumanity.
Miyuki is the victim of DDMs stupidity.
They interpretated as they like and started punished Miyuki.
YUKARI is the heroine of the story. They adored YUKARI'S bravety. She was the center of the maternity love.
Every DDMs believed that she was the last one that Miyuki hated. She was alwayd disliked by her. It's the fact and DDMs don't believe the fact.
YUKARI is just a DDM. Any value, she has. Just a target of making a fun of.
YUKARI doesn't believe so. She is always Miyuki's kind sister, she believes. Yes, she always believes and she fails, Always, without exception.
YUKARI's greedy dream has no limit. She wants to have a share of Miyuki's succession, previous to her death. She dared to consult to Public sector's on the matter. She was active at this point. She wants to have some money for her kindness. She wants to live with Alex, because she is kind to her. Clare is a bit disliked by her, because she is prettier than YUKARI.
Without her, YUKARI is a Alex's favorite, as YUKARI thinks. She wanted to live him in SENDAI, alone. He would be a professor of TOUHOKU versity in her plan. She had a versity friend in Senday and had a communication with her. Alex tried to persuade her to go with him to Sendai, because it was better than his ordinary life.
However, Miyuki knows that his ridiculous theory is not pragmatic at all. It means time consuming, "If I could" type his illusion. Oh, you are so DDMic, Alex! Miyuki thought. Who is his friend, who wants to live with him? Miyuki didn't recognize that Alex wants to have another friend but had no friend so YUKARI is his best friend.
YUKARI took advantage of it and wanted to live with him forever in Sendai and wanted to get money from Miyuki. And the public officer asked her that who is your sister and said YUKARI, "She is a just a fun maker and do nothing and working as a jobless. I just want her money. She wants me to be killed. She always said and she wants really so. I this case, what shall I do? I want to live with my nephew and My sister abandons her kids. I need money anyway. I want to be free from my sister with my nephew." She talked for several hours and caught in the police and her father went to be called her to go back home. She wanted her sister's money, because of her being free. No one believes it. Just for it, she did it. She was inactive, always. However, in the moment of decision, she did as she thinks, thus she was believed that she was unlucky figure in the family. She did as the opposite. She likes to imitate Miyuki's life ,however, in opposite way.
Alex was astonished at the information on her aunt. She was so serious to the plan. She was good at Alex's flamboyant feeling, because she experienced it. Thus, she knews the way. She used the knowledge for her runaway. She was so feeble-minded and less than zero. He noticed it. Alex was much clever than YUKARI. YUKARI's BLA-BLA-BLA he sometimes tries was not worthy for Miyuki's type. Persuasion needs proofs. Only one proof like remark is not enough. A lot of remarks or confidential documents. Yukari has no talent on this point. Her remarks differ each time and Alex confused each time. Alex believed that she was crazy and that was true. He knows that YUKARI was no power to rule his life. Miyuki also does know it. Miyuki uses the power only when that Alex wrongdoes it. The last paternalistic resort, it would be called. Miyuki didn't want to use it, even though she could. The last resort, so she wanted to avoid to use it.
Alex did his decision by himself. He was alone at that time. Many his friends didn't know the system and participated in the wrongway. They should go to the KOUNAN, without their intention. They have no choice. They say "Yes", to the high school and got the high school. No choice. They didn't know it.
Miyuki didn't know the system, however, She disliked the KOUNAN, really. Distance was enough to persuade her. The rest, more factors to dislike the school.
Miyuki's simplest thinking is astonishing the families. She doesn't know the spell of Kounan! She had Doctor's Degree but she doesn't know the name of the high school, her dear kids wanted to go! Everyone know that YABUKI was the old name and it meant bad for everyone in Shirakawa. She didn't know it! Stupid! How she didn't know? Because the time loss is sufficient for the denial.
After Alex's decision, related with the mission, she started to find the name and got to know the fact. Oh, I earned the time! I refused it just for the time loss! The high school was really goddamnit type !!!
Now she can spell the name in Chinese Character rightly. However, she was relieved that Alex was not going to the school forever.
KOONAN wanted kids a lot, because it was sinking. Useless highschool it would say. Why they want to have childred? To continue to run the school. Any value has the school, MIYUKI judged from the HP. Kyorin Versity Faculty of Sociel Schiences like promotion phamplet. Miyuki is accustomed to this type. Just promotion. The reality is on the opposite. Leaving the school is the best thing, she dared to say so now.
She tried to pupils to move to other versities. However, they were too much conservative to do so. Even FUSE refused it, because he wanted to think of followers.
Then, he should move, FUSE! You should show your leading role to them!
Fuse is one of the good boy of my class. We made a AKB-48 related moot court play wright together. A court novel with various participants. We two made it and Kubo and Kouyama criticesed and offered their alternatives. The collectiveness is the proof of Miyuki's class. She didn't know that any other teachers had been run away at that moment to where. Anyone knows for which place they went.
In INOGASHIRA Campus, Atsushi ITO said. Why, before the accomplishment of the building? Miyuki was wondering. At that moment, there were rumours that Kyorin Versities looking for some patients for their own sake. Especially for internal organs selling and buying.
Miyuki should be the first pilot case on the movement. They really wanted to know her strange change and wanted to dissect her body.
They wanted her body a bit and wanted to sell to others to check her body style.
She didn't want it, of course. They, she should change. She would be obedient to do so. Now she should change forever to be obedient.
They believe that they could do it, because Miyuki is one of their member. They tried to do so with others. However, they were running away from the versity.
They didn't notice the dissapearance to Miyuki, just