DoDoMerdic Precocious Kids

07/02/2017 (evening) I took a MISO soup with Shredded ABURA-AGE and onion, roast ABURA-AGE with gladed radish and a cup of hot cardamon milk. A light supper for cold night.

Comparatively, the coldness is reduced and the temperature inside the house is getting upward a bit. However, the temperature outside feels much colder because of strong browing of wind.

I made a form of cover letter for the application. I need a job, as soon as possible. I can't realize my dream here in Shirakawa. Most of common people here are protectionists. They are good natured prsons with high morality.
However, I don't want to be required their strict morality. For me, it's a kind of bondage. I want to be free from the chain.
Japanese constitution adopts liberalism and individualism. I prefer these values.

Protectionism is fragil to DoDomerdas idiocracy. The last one is out of their imagination, because of too much inhumanity.
Thus, DoDoMerdas idiology, namely, IDIOCRACY, spreads in Japan.
Our family is petit case of the structure. Only one robust crazy broken robot DoDoMerda wants to rule our family, despite of her young Alzheimer disease.

The same fenomenum we can see in every organization in Japan. Only one evil existance called DoDoMerda is enough to break the system. It rottens every part of our society.
Hermits increases their number. However, even Judiciary in Japan decides them rightly. They are rotten, from the bottom of their existance. They are paracites of their family, their community, their society and their world. They should be get rid of our universe. However, protectionalists can't take the measure. For them, even hermits were evil, the producers should owe the responsibility.

Thus, hermits enhance their discrecional irrational and groundless evil desire under the mercy of protectionalists.
Female DoDoMerdas are, in fact, a kind of hermits. They don't owe social duty at all and live under the reign of their superiors in the family, inside the house.
They can get out, however, visiting medical doctors is a kind of rendezvous or amusement with a slight smell of sexuality. Thus, female DoDoMerdas in Hasebyo prefer male medical doctors, even they are totally dull and ugly in appearance.

In the world of DoDoMerdas, sexual intercourse is under the controle of the superiors. Thus, love affair is prohibitted except marrige. Even now, virgins are expensive to power holders. It means that ugly unattractive girls are sold with high prices in DoDoMerdic marrige market.
Because only the husband can make a sexual intercourse with the ugly girls. They are free from betraying their husbands.
Blood relationship is important for DoDoMerdas as a measure of financial stability. Thus, adults adoption is highly commun among them.

Thus, ugly and unattractive genes get prevalent among DoDoMerdas. The uglier, the better. The shorter, the better. The duller, the better.

And the family prefer richness than kids. Many DoDoMerdic couples choose DINKS or one kid family, because one kids cost US$200 thousand until they graduate from versity. Thus, when the couple have a kid, they concentrate their energy to make a miniture version or crone of the husbands.
DoDoMerdic kids get mature ealier than normal kids. I think that it is caused by developing hormones.

The sleeping time and study hours infuence lots on kids, I believe.
I will pick an example.
My ex-colleague of primary school Mr.Naoya HOSHI was one of Teacher's Pet of KOUICHI YOSHIDA, the diabolic teacher.
YOSHIDA ordered us pupils to confess the hours of study and watching TV, as a measure of time control.
"How many hours do you watch TV?", he asked. Our reply was 3 hours, in averege. We were so honest to say the fact.
Mr.HOSHI, only he, replied, "Four hours!" We were astonished at his bravery, because he was a real teacher's pet. His remarks took our attention. Soon he correct his saying, "Ooops, I made a mistake! I study four hours a day. This is study hour, not TV time!"

Of course, we disliked him much more due to this remarks. "Kids study four hours in the house?! Absurd! How stupid he is! He can't understand what the teachers say without drill?!" We were apalled by his remarks.

He was big, when he was at the 5th grade and 6th. His nickname was "MITSURIN" or jungle in Japanese. I asked another mate called Mr.Kazuyuki SUZUKI why he was called "MITSURIN". He explaines me that he had already pubic hair!!!! I was astonished at his remarks. "We are kids of primary school! We kids shouldn't have such adults like hair!!!" The situation was beyond my imagination.

Soon, we got to know that Mr.HOSHI was going to Tokyo to go to "good junior high" with his family.
This was also a surprise for us. "For entering into junior high, exam is necessary? We are obliged to go to junior high as a duty?"

Thus, he left our primary school.
One or two year after, he visited us in our junior high. We were astonished again. He was too little!
He was big when he was a primary school, while as a junior school boy, he was soo small!!!

Therefore, I deduced that "short sleep and long study, make Naoya short!"

Thus, I tried to keep adequate hours of sleeping time as much as possible, even in my cramstudy days in high school. I wanted to go to the best versity in Japan, however, I didn't want to be short at all. Thus, I made a detailed time schedule every 15 minutes and control the time as far as possible. First, I needed to secure my sleeping time. As you know, I am a long sleeper. I must assure my sleeping time first.

In these period, I studies 5 hours a day. It was the limit of my brain. I made every effort to struggle agaist sleepy brain, especially in case of studying world history. As a result, I studies this subject for 20 minutes and fell asleep without intention, slept for 20 minutes and got up with regret for lost time and studies for another 20 minutes and the same.

I want to enjoy my life. I need sufficient sleeping hours to work productively. In winter, I sleep longer than in summer. Maybe, in worm place, I sleep less and in cold one, I do more.
"Kids grow up well by sleeping" is the Japanese proverb. We should have plenty of sleeping time when we are kids.

Sleep well and grow bigger. That's I hope kids in Japan. DoDoMerdic kids are too much ugly. Common people have kids with good balanced body and soul. Kids are our future. It doesn't mean spoiling kids.

DoDoMerdas don't know how to educate kids. All they do is spoiling them. We hate DoDoMerdic precocious kids. They have no future. I don't want to see them any more. They are visual nusance.

YUKARI, Obey Your Parents!

07/02/2017 (afternoon) I took a variation of Port Western dish of chopped potatoes, crispy shredded bacon loaf and a fried egg and cardamon milk. I'm alive, more vividly than ever! Eating is living! I appreciated my appetite.

Caramon smells cinamon, ginger and white pepper altogether. Probably, they are relatives. I put it in milk, because now only skimmed milk like liquid is avalable in my house.
This skimmed milk like drink doesn't fit coffee at all. However, tea and spices can put up with the taste. Not so deep like genuine milk, but at least, in case of English tea, the drink can be classified as royal milk tea.

Thinking of YUKARI's recent behavour, too many strange changes happened. Night washing, night drying, invasion to our office, daily increasing goddmanit remarks on me, several visits to Alex's room and long conversation with him.

Yesterday, YUKARI visited him in his room, serving some dishes. She talked 20 minutes or so. She sounded to continue to talk with him more, however, Alex couln't put up with her talks and ordered her to get out of his room.
My mother's chamber is beside of Alex's room and could hear at least who were talking. On the contents, I don't know. Just YUKARI talked, talked and talked, while Alex rarely said short words.

I know this pattern. YUKARI's talking has been always so, since she was a child. She claims from her subjective view point entirely and doesn't want to hear other's words. This is why I don't speak to her. She doesn't know how to communicate with others. Always she insists and is persistent until the other part agrees.
My father was a victim of this conversation. YUKARI forced him to be awake all the night frequently and he gave up to deny her request. She didn't mind disturbing other's sleep at all.
May be, thus, she got the opportunity to live here without any spending, despite being jobless. She threatens others, with her evil ego-centric power, that is, claiming all the night.

As you know, she continues to watch TV, even my mother is in bed. She leaves her to watch TV program, however, usually, going to bed is a signal to turn off TV and say good night each other. However, YUKARI doesn't know the signal at all, even with 48 years old of her age.
She isn't satisfied with her two rooms. One is used for her bed room and another for her totally disordered trash mountain. I don't know the situation of her bed room, because no one can enter into her room, except her.
Now, my mother's chamber is her 3rd room. As I described before, even though I borrow one corner of the space, she wants to use it as she like, while my mother is absent. Thus she got upset, finding that I was present there.

She can't put up her desire now. Therefore, she spets me, nudges me, goddamits me, robs things of me, slams the door in front of me, invides my space, scolds me due to her own cause, speaks ill of me to my mother.
Hermits aren't harmless. They are poisonous, physically. They are too much spoiled and loses their recognition ability, especially, sense of justice.

In Japan, 20 years ago, in NIIGATA, prefecture, an evil case of happened. A male hermish kidnapped a girl of teanager, domesticated her for more than 10 years and even her mother, who lived with him didn't notice the extreme wrongdoing. Do you understand it?

The girl was saved after more than 10 years. She lost lots of chance because of him. All she did was watching TV and video games. She couldn't go to school, go out from his room, at all. For more than 10 years! In a small Japanese house!

Hermits are morally degraded, that's why they are hermits. They are arrogants and like to believe that they were superior to others and would have had power to rule others.
I was relieved that Alex is at least sane to get YUKARI out from his private room.

We Japanse say often, "Excuse me". It means, "I know I disturb you and I feel sorry for it. However, I need your kind help. Please help me a bit, for favor." My mother uses this frase lots, because she doesn't want ask others much. Thus, when she says, "Excuse me", I have to do it, even it disturbes me a bit.

However, even my mother asks with this frase so politely, she refuses easily. She doen't feel anithing the insinuation.
And YUKARI also sometimes uses the frase. However, the conotation is totally opposit. She uses to force others to forgive her to have done wrongdoing. Unilateral declaration, which others can't deny. Thus I don't want to talk her. YUKARI's words are always subjective ego-centric nagociation. I don't get involved in her instinctive trap.
I don't hear her words at all. This is the best policy against her. If I listened to her, she would have understood that I would owe her debt totally, according to her egoistic interpretation.
Staying away from her, is the best policy.

She hates me by instinct, and I also. We are in Win-Win relathinship at this point. We should be away each other.
She is time-consuming and money-consuming. Because her model life is DoDoMerdic ones. Power holders are her ideal husband, maybe, like Dr.Dull. She is a figure with no mirror. So she doen't know how she is ugly and degraded in soul and body. She avoids to communicate with others who are able to criticise her.
"Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
Who is the fairest of us all?"
The queen asks. The mirror replies,
"You are the fairest of us all!"
She lives in the world without mirror, thus she wants to have the room with a mirror, who obeys her as she likes.
However, she is not fair at all. Just her family, due to their morality or kindness, don't appoint the fact. Only she doesn't want to get to know it. Because it is too painful to her.
She is insensitive, however, she insists as if she suffered from harsh trauma by other's offence. She likes to victimatize herself. Because it makes her possible to get more benefit. "You shall pay me, or I will speak your fault to others outside the house." These types of threatnings are her instinctive habit.
Now, I do know that her recognition ability is out of tune and exactly she is suffering from young Alzheimer disease, so her remarks have no worth at all. Thus, I can resist her latent threatning.
She should be already reputated in public agencies, including junior high and library, with her strange behaviour.
She is arrogant and avoids other's gazing. Even I, accustomed to her strangeness from her childhood, her behavour is extremely strange. Not because of shyness, but because of arrogance.

Yes, she was shy. I know it well. However, I was shy also. However, after various kinds of errors and trials, I conquered the shyness. I like to communicate with people, yes. However, even I, sometimes hesitate to do so, especially in case of nasty feeling physically. I want to live as a human being. Thus, I want to communicate with people as much as possible, and want to get rid of DoDoMerdas as much as possible.

Shyness doesn't turn to be excuse of arrogance. In the stage of arrogance, DoDoMerdas are already shameless. They can do everything at all, because they believe that they were queens.

At Kyorin University, I watched a lot of examples of this type. For example, ex-professor Osamu TAKENOUCHI of cooporation managemant, did almost all of his discretional strange activities during his period. All of us know that he suffered from Alzheimer disease, however, no one said the name of disease in front of him. He was so strange that coundn't count his money in his wallet and left it in the hands of his adorable female pupil of Graduate School. All his lessons were just showing "Project X", a sesies of DVDs made by NHK or BBC's counterpart in Japan. He explained me with total self confidence, "For versity pupils, watching "Project X" is much more usurul rather than my lecturing."
"Why, then, students come to his lessons? Why they don't watch free Project X in front of TV in their house? Why this Alzheimer patient can be required at our poor Kyorin University? He was rich, as he saying. He always used taxi between JR Hachioji and the campus. It costes US$38 in averege, one way.
I couldn't believe the amount of the money he paid for taxi. More that US$1 thousand per month, only between the nearest JR station and the office. He lived in an apartment called "tower mansion" in Tokyo Bay area. The area is far from Hachioji. He had a wife however, she died almost 10 years ago. After her death, he lived his son and daughter, almost 30 years old each. His son was a graduate school student at any versity and the daughter was a householder in his house. He didn't get along with them.
That means that he was unnecessary to work at all.

He came from a rich family in MIE, prefectture, whose ancestors were from renoun family called HONMA, in YAMAGATA prefecture, according to his saying.

I know that HONMA Family moved from YAMAGATA to NIIGATA prefecture, and opened a french confeccionary in the center of NIIGATA city. I ate a almond Drages, with pale blue and pink. Beautiful pretty simple sweets. I menthined it to him, however, he was indifferent from the story.

Old family lost his site and moved to another place and opened a confectionary shop, doing a good job, as an ex- professor of NIIGATA and actual professor of Aoyama Gakuin, Ms.MATSUMOTO, who graduated from Graduate School of Law at Tokyo University, who lived in France for long years, praised the perfectionism. It's a good story I thought, so I refered to it.

He liked to be a head of any group or committee. If he got a head, other members got tired of his flamboyant remarks. I suffered from his discretion so much. Nevertheless, he believed to be the top of Kyorin University. Ridiculous! However, one day, he was called to come to MITAKA, the site of Kyorin Versity and went there, believing that he were appointed to a new important position like dean or so. However, the president of the versity scolded him instead of giving him a new better position. This episode was told by my ex-colleague TOORU OOYAMA, in April, 2015.
He was so arrogant and didn't recognize his own disease at all.

No one couln't stop his wild driving until a certain point, how he was stupid and arrogant.

The same thing can be said to the medical staff in Hasegawa Hospital and to YUKARI the broken robot.
They shouldn't treated as human beings. They are just dirty worms, that we should dispose even with exercise of force.

DoDoMerdas can get along with protectionists because the latter is too kind to get rid of them. In Japan, many people are protectionists, unfortunately. Thus, DoDoMerdas intrude their terrirory and rob of them, on the arrogant way. Protectionalists are in danger, attacked by DoDoMerdas.
We liberalists are too much fewer than protectionists in number. We want to save protectionalists as human beings. However, for protectionalists, we are too dry and cool. They prefere being victims to being atackers.
They are the worst victims of DoDoMerdas. We liberalists think that our lives are the most important. However, protectionalists are too kind to image the evilness of DoDoMerdas. They believe that even DoDoMerdas would have conscience. However, the fact is beyond their imagination.
DoDoMerdas are so evil to kill protectionists easily. They have done so for many generations. They kills their family when they decide as they like. DoDoMerdas believe that it were their "kindness".

They behave only for the sake of themselves, however, they pretend that it would be on behalf of others, especially protectionalists. They are so cold-hearted.

YUKARI is just a crazy DoDoMerda. However, she is danger to all of our family. She is forgetful, however, she believes as if she were good at memory. She is useless, while she believes as if she were omnipotent. Her intelligence is the lowest level, while she believes as if she were suprior to others. She believes as if she were right in every meaning and had common sense.
She wants a mirror, who obeys her. She doesn't want a real mirror, which reflects the truth.
If she looked into the real mirror, she would have been astonished how she looks to others.

She refuses to know the truth. Maybe, thus she cuts the communication with others outside the house. She denies real herself, because it's her own way to being proud of herself. In this case, pride, no. Arrogance, already.
She should know her own deterioration in body and soul. She should get down from her show. She is dangerous and harmful.

YUKARI, do you know how old you look? You look more than 90 year old for us. You are too old than your old parents. Why you pretend to be so strong? You are feeble minded. Your intelligence is getting downward day by day. You don't feel the symptom at all? Really?
You are already retired from your stage. Don't try to appear on your stage again.
You sold your soul already. You have no chance.
Even you forget the fact, we remember.
You are the inferior in our house. Except Miyuki, other family are to kind to appoint the fact to you.
Miyuki is different from them and doesn't conceal her real impression on you.
You are protected by your families. Only Miyuki says harsh fact to you.

Miyuki isn't kind, you think. That's right. Miyuki thinks that she shouln't forgive your arrogance any more. She thinks that you should retire from your stage. You can't disturb your families peaceful life. They are all protectionists, except Miyuki. They are human beings, anyway.
Miyuki is different and perceives the danger of your family.

YUKARI, do your own job. Your superior is your mother. She is kind enough to you. You are lucky. Many DoDoMerdas' superiors are more severe than protectionalists.
Your stage is ending now. You know it. You resist, however, anyone knows it.
You accept your fact and obey your mother.
Don't invaide your father's territory.
They are too kind to punish you. Only Miyuki welcomes your punishment.
Miyuki understand how you feel. However, she doesn't forgive you forever.
She is a liberalist and dislikes your interference in any means.
You are too arrogant, despite your feeble-mind.

YUKARI, you should obey your kind mother. She treats you very well, you are tremendously respected by your family. Why you want to intrude other's prvacy? Because you can't stop your curiosity.
This is one symptom of moral deterioration. You can't stop underestimating Miyuki.
You don't stop it, even in front of your mother.
Your mother doesn't say anything, because if she says something, you would say harsh words to her.
You are not a good speaker. You just speak, as you like. You can use some "intellectual like" words. However, your behavour is ridiculous at all. Miyuki knows it and she feels as she likes.
She wants to show-up yourself. However, anyone, who sees you, has the same impression like as Miyuki has. You are kinky strange untouchable in Shirakawa. Only you don't notice it.

Everyone knows that you are some distinctively strange, however, doesn't say anything, because they are too kind and polite to say so.
However, all the fact show that you are not normal. The mount of trash in your house, for several months. Miyuki tried to put away, however, she noticed that they have been already moved from the place she had put it. Whey you moved them, although they belong to your hatrid sister? You classified them useful and not useful, by your own discretion. Your feeble-mind couldn't do that. Why you steal Miyuki's things? You can't stop your instinct any more. Your situation deteriorates every day.

You can't change. Too late to do so. Miyuki understands that you are too evil to her life. You should obey your mother. You have no right. You lost your tights, when you cocluded the evil contract with DoDoMerdas.
You should surrender now. Only way to get any rest of your existance. You are too old minded and too kinky. You should have had born in the middle age or so. Miyuki suffers a lots by your discretional remarks and violence.
You can't stop nudging intentionally. Why? It's the way to your superiority. How strange? She felt strange at your super kinky behavour. You yourself think that you are superior in every meaning. However, what you can do, YUKARI? Washing? No! Even washing with all automatic washing machine is difficult for you. You should confess the fact to your mother, at least. Then, she would think what you should do. She asks you more easier tasks than actual, probably.
Your nephew and niece are more cleverer than you think. They can do domestic jobs by themselves. They know it, however, they reserve your position in your house. You have no chance any more. For your sake, many other families suffer too much.
Alex is a target of your discretion. However, he is a bit cleveler than you. He knows how to avoid your interference. You knocks Alex's door, however, while he doen't stay in his room, you opens his room as you like. He doesn't like the way you do. You don't respect his privacy.
Your privacy is protected by others. Even Miyuki, your enemy No.1, doesn't touch with your belongings. You do as you like, while others want you to do as you like. You don't understand the rule of being even. It means that you are out of our world. You already are belonging to another world. You should know it.

The fact is harsh to you, however, you should put up with the fact. You should be modest in front of others.

YUKARI's intrusion should be stopped by someone. However, Miyuki's now inferior to her parents, because she borrows their space now. She knows that she has not enough right to claim on the territory. She always asks when she used others things. Only under their forgiveness or allowence, she claims her rights. Thus, She wants to be free.
YUKARI's stay is longer than Miyuk, however, it doen't mean that YUKARI's superior to MIYUKI. YUKARI has no right at all. Precedence is not the ground of YUKARI's superiority. She is older than Alex and Clare, however, she should work because she is an adult, that should be independent.
YUKARI doesn't recognize each difference at all. For her, the most benefittable situation should be her position. Always she insists her pseudo rights. She never understands what right should be.

You are a loser, YUKARI. You and DoDoMerdas. Miyuki tried to stop your intrusion, however, it caused bashing to your father by yourself. You are too arrogant and too deteriorated now in soul, especially.
YUKARI's choice was a evil exemple for others. DoDoMerdas are not rare in Shirakawa. Many people suffer from them. However, Miyuki's family is an disctintive bad example. Only one DoDoMerda destroys her own family.

Miyuki left YUKARI's problem to others. She tried to save others, protectionalists. However, YUKARI's presence threatens the family. Alex and Clare would be a help. They are kind protectionalists in the bottom of ther heart. They don't want to be liberalists, at all. They are different from MIYUKI. However, Miyuki understands that their choice. Their way of life. Miyuki is different from them. That's it.
MIYUKI will leave here and must leave here. For the sake of herself and us, people. Only YUKARI is the DoDoMerda in their family. YUKARI the broken robot should obey her mother. This is the only answer.

Miyuki tried to communicate with Alex and Clare. However, Miyuki's presence itself the seed of confusion for YUKARI. YUKARI deteriorates day bay day after MIYUKI's appearance. All of them feel it.
In YUKARI's illusion, Miyuki is a kinky ond bug with strange face and strange ideology. Everyone should accuse her because of her kinky appearance. Her behavour is totally out of tune and ridiculous.
YUKARI wants to replace her position, because she is totally normal and a person of good sense, in any meaning.
Even DoDoMerdas in HASEGAWA got to know that casual MIYUKI's are more beautiful than prisoners wearing Miyuki. YUKARI doesn't understand that her standard is skewed extremely. What she requires Miyuki is just DEATH, presumably. If MIYUKI died, YUKARI would spend her money as she likes. She wants to buy her own house in the place she chooses. She wants her money. However, MIYUKI doesn't want to die for her, how much she gives goddamnit words to her. She believes that she would have power to cast a spell on her. Maybe, too much reading of childrens book makes her believe think so.
Miyuki feels strange, when she casts the spell on her. "Why she doen't feel that she should be ashamed by her conducts?" She always gets in wonder.
YUKARI's world is narrow and reduces every day. She should be excluded from her own society because of her wrongdoing. Her world of children's books has no fault. Miyuki understands it. Miyuki thinks that they nutrishes her life, even in a rural town in Japan. She thinks that in the world, there are brilliant and more liberal society where the protagonists in the books act. They show the model of her liberal life. She don't accuse the books at all.
Each one cultivates its own inner world. Miyuki and almost all of other common people believe that the childrens books are of course, good for liberal arts and understanding of cultural difference.
YUKARI couldn't do these ways of reading. For her, just a way of evasion, the books are. YUKARI didn't take advantage of her chance. It's YUKARI's fault. Not others. YUKARI envies MIYUKI's richness, despite her doing nothing. Why Miyuki is considerably rich? Because she earned money and economizes lots. She doesn't understand this simple explanation. How much her father explained, YUKARI can't stop that Miyuki's richness came from YUKARI's unhappiness. This is the rule of balance, she calls. Thus, YUKARI has right to claim her money to Miyuki. Miyuki earned money due to her help or, YUKARI's unhappiness.
Miyuki's feels YUKARI's feeble-minded symptoms recently. However, most of them had already been founded by others. YUKARI pritended to be superior to MIYUKI without any reason and Miyuki gets in wonder, as always.
This is why YUKARI thinks that MIYUKI's strange. She should pay for her, because for her arrogance. She is too arrogant to her, because she took advantage of her kindness.

Miyuki thinks that YUKARI just does her mother's job. Miyuki herself doesn't want YUKARI to do the domestic jobs for her kids. She thinks that DoMestic jobs train their kids to prepare for their independence.
Her mother Harumi denies Miyuki's request and treats her kids as if they were 5 years old. This is Harumi's decision, not Miyuki's. YUKARI's superior is HARUMI and not Miyuki. YUKARI should obey her mother, in any sense. She has no right to deny nor to claim. Just obey. It's the content of the contract.
YUKARI forgets the contract however, she should remember. Or, this is the last chance to her.
She abandons a lot of chances, given to her. She abuses her chances, in the form of getting rid of them, because of her arrogance.

She smells like a toxic gas. If she had got married with someone, maybe the someone should have had suffered from lots of her and my father finally should have compensated the damage, I immage.
Less harmful, rather then she would have been out. According to my father's "Productive Liablity" theory, in every means, YUKARI is dangerous to others, including our family.

While I stay in Shirakawa, I try to exclude YUKARI's poison. However, I have a limit as a family member under the mercy of my parents at the point of residence.
YUKARI's instinct of atacking other members of my family would be reduced with my departure.

YUKARI deteriorates day by day, however, my mother eases her tasks and put them to my kids. That's the best way I think. YUKARI is nothing. Alex and Clare should express that they know the fact. It's nasty at the begining, however, they should avoid the nasty fact. Their aunt is a crazy young Alzheimer patient. Just it. Not a difficult thing.

People, please help them to do so and to be kind to my parents. I don't want them to study hard. I want them to be strong in body and soul. Domestic tasks help them to learn lots. I hope that they understand this easy simple doctrine.

Thus, YUKARI problem are shifting to spoiled kids' problem.

Law of Vacuum Cleaner

07/02/2017 (morning) Hi! Dr.Miyuki SATO came back to the BLOG. I has been sick for 2 days. After writing a crinicle on Masao SEKINE, I was so soaked in nasty feeling because of accumulated of shocks.

This is a kind of "CHIE-NETSU", as I described before. And Alex's entrance exam problem was settled completely, so I was relieved entirely. When I was in the peak of the strong feeling, sometimes this symptom happenes.

When I was in a graduate school, I visited Tokyo Univ. Hospital to ask on this symptom. The result was..."Hum....You have no problem physically. It should be "autonomic imbalance"." I didn't the meaning, so, I looked up for it and found that it was the name to indicate the symptom, when a patient claims nasty feeling but the doctor can't find any diagnosis physically. In other word, it's the name of tautology.

Chie-Netsu is more exact to express the symptom. It's a kind of cocoon situation to necessary for development or level-up. It usually passes after several days. I become better than before the cocoon period, in body and soul. Refreshing thime, acompanied with nasty feeling, headache, coldness, and vomitting. A bit looks like "morning sickness". I passed the sickness once when I got pregnant with Alex. In case of Clare, It didn't happen.

Anyway, I feel good now! Even in the cocoon period, I cooked by myself, rizotte with canned crab, white sausage soup with potatoes and onion, TOFU with dried bonito flakes and sour picked plum extract, simple MISO soup with TOFU, rizotto Parmiggiano, fermented soybeans and rice cakes with gladed radish, royal milk tea. I need to avoid anemia. Thus, I had to eat against any nasty feeling.

Eating and sleeping are the best medicine for this period. I know it. If I work diligently, it happens once per 3 months or so. It's a symbol of accomplishment of some tasks, important for us. Thus, I don't take medicine now and sleep or eat during this period.

YUKARI hates this way and criticices me as an idol stupid person. She has never experienced it, presumably. Her head and heart are so hard like a stone. She doesn't feel anything. Just she likes "romantic" "cute" "KAWAII" tiny lille things, like as other DoDoMerdas. She sleeps with the same clothings of the day. She has no feeling of darkness or brightness.

Strange thing happened. On Friday, she came back 21:00 or so from her errand. I felt so strange. It was frosty snowy evening. Why she should get out so late to make an errand, without any necessity? She only does errand, when my mother askes her to do so, because she has no money. And my mother is too kind to ask her errand to YUKARI to get out in the winter evening. Highly strange.

It also happened on New Years day. She got out after 21:00 and came back later, saying that the supermarket was closed earlier than usual. Why she had to go shopping so late? And my mother was warried about her late going out, because the supermarket is located not so far. Only 400 meters distant from our house. Why she took so long time to go there and to get to notice that the supermarket was closed?

YUKARI said that the shop was totally turned off and it was dark. Then, why she didn't came back earlier?

Anyway, last Friday, when I saw YUKARI coming back in the evening in the winter, I felt strange.

The nest night, I came back from office at 21:30, as usual, to go to bed in my mother's chamber. I have no individual room at all, as you know. YUKARI was there, watching TV. My mother was already in a bed. She allows YUKARI to watch TV even she was in bed, always.
When I entered, she got upset and scolded me, "Why did you walk around until this time? It's too late! You are so stupid! Why you didn't come back earlier and take care of your goddamnit kids? Absurd!"
I was in wonder. "I was working at the office in front of my house as usual. Why she scolded me like that? The hight before, I came back to the chamber at 23:30. However, tonight, at 21:30. Why she scolds me without any ground? I didn't scold her, when she came back late from somewhere at the same hour yesterday, because it's her problem. She knows that I was in the office. Why she scolded me, as if I were wondering in the frosty evening outside? " And I thought, presumably, she was confused herself with me, her damnit sister MIYUKI. She scolded me, because she was wandering the night before. She confused last night with tonight, also, presumably. She thinks that she were me, sometimes.

She lives just relying on her instinct. She wants to output her anger. She is under stress, yes. She doesn't recognize the fact that she is mentally ill. She thinks that others were wrong and she were right totally. She can reigh our house with her knowledge and power. All of us, already know that she is just a strange kinky old lady, without any usuful ability.

This morning, I was astoished at her way of washing clothings. She didn't put any detergent at all. Just put clothings in the machine and turned on it. She didn't check what was in the pockets. Thus, the clothings are covered with cotton-like tissue papers traces. She can't wash, even using totally automatic washing machine, as a mater of fact.
In addition, until the washing machine stops, she is watching TV in my mother's chamber. I wanted to use the machine, however, I had no chance that everytime, the machine was in the middle of the process.
This morning, I found that the clothings were left in the machine after the machine stopped and YUKARI was watching TV. I wanted to wash my clothings while the sun shines. So, I began to dry the clothings left in the machine, bringing a backetful of them to the room near the veranda. For me, it's more easier to hang them to dry up, rather than asking YUKARI to do so. Not a so much task. However, when I started to hang them, she dashed from my mother's chamber and robbed them from my hands violent, humming a some cheerful song. "She is crazy!", I wondered again.

The clothings have no smell of detergent. And I found 2 boxes of detergent powder in a stock space. She forgets everything and ommits everything. She has no habit to put detergent powder when she washes the clothings any more.
My mother wonders why the deterget boxes have been opended for long time, perhaps. Is YUKARI good at economizing it? Not at all! She just forgets to put the powder or intentionally omits to do it.

"Better Half Association" would prize her as a winner of economizing detergent powder of 2017. Her way of economy is just "doing nothing" or "ommiting everything". She doesn't recognize what is necessity and what isn't.

Maybe, she has no day or no night. Her monotonous day makes her insensitive so much. Each day, her recognition ability is getting lost. Nevertheless, she doesn't recognize it. "No way for her." My family think so. Only she believes that she were the queen of our family and we couldn't live without her housekeeping.

I thought that she could wash the clothings at least. However, she even didn't do so at all.
Recently she began to wash clothings during night. Maybe, she can't recognize the difference between darkness and brightness. She lives in the world without day and night. Eternal darkness, like a deep bottom of the ocean. Or continuous evening of northern part of Europe, like Lindgreen's world.

Another strange discovery. When a figure gets in panic, it sometimes starts to use noisy electric machines like vacuum sweeper or brender or mixer or so.

When I was told two related stories from my pupil Mr.Shota SATO, I couldn't put up with laughing. He and his mate in his school days, happened to this extraordinarily strange fenomenum. In both cases, their confused parents started to turn on the electric cleaners.

Today, YUKARI took the exactly same behavour after the confusion above. She dislikes to clean up the roomes. As far as I know, she is indifferent from accumulated dusts, even the accumulated dates rearches more that 30 years or so.

However, she started to clean up the corredor, beside the veranda, abruptly. This morning, my father had a visiter in the office, so I moved from my office and continued my job in my mother's chamber. My mother was out at that time. When I was writing my original cover letter on my notebook, YUKARI abruptly entered in the chamber and was astonished at my presence and got out immediately. After it, she started to clean the corredor.

Recently, she cleaned up the office two consecutive days. I was astonished at her abrupt change. Soon after the stealing case, she started to clean of the office. Why? Reason unknown. I thought that my mother would ordered her to do so. However, watching today's happening, she is inclined to vacuum the room, especially related with her big mistake, as if she believes that her sin would be purified by the sweeping.

As you know, our family is fairly old one, like as other families in this area. It means that we have lots of old valuable things in our house. However, my father has been recognized that many valuable things were stolen from his warehouse. We thought that someone would have entered to steal outside from our house.
However, thinking of these circumstances, someone is inside the house. Many valuable artisan works were stolen from our house, when my kids were only 1 or 2 years old. It means that my kids were free from the suspects at that time.

I remember that in Hachioji, YUKARI made a walk several hours during night. I thought that she were doing exercise. I didn't care what she did. She wrote lots of messages by way of mobil phone, which I handed her for emagency use. I didn't know with whom she got along, that she was so narrow-minded and disliked to communicated with others. I thought that no one would pay attention to her, this kinky old arrogant skewed lady. However, if she had had valuable things, some evil ones would get along with her.

According to her, her families belongings are her ones. Her ego-centric communism ideology. Now, she losts almost all recognition ability to live as a human being.

Even now, what she did during night in Hachioji, I don't know.

I watched at Kyorin Univ. that so called Pick Disease or creptmania was spread. Morally ill figures are always intellectually deteriolated, as I appointed before in my blog. I have stolen various important datas, books and so on, by Kyorin related. My colleagues are also thieves. They pretended to be rich, however, they were accustomed to wandeing near my office and looking for the chance to open the door with so called Master Key, which can open the other's offices. Terrible, however, it's the fact.
They prepared to bring some sweets as gifts, as an excuse when they were found by me. They said, "Oh, you are here! I came here to give you my gift! Please accept it!" Creptmania is transmittable. I recognized the fact at that time. Because two colleagues, exactly the same day, did the same thing to me. One is Mari KITADA and another is a Testacles host called OKAMURA, graduated from Kyorin Univ.'s Graduate Course.
One day before, I came back from the trip abroad and I was absent. The next day, I had to get absent for another trip abroad. Thus, my office was targetted by the thieves.
Kitada gave me a tiny box of sweets of HOKKAIDO, while OKAMURA a honey from THAILAND. They didn't explain why they had such gifts. They just said the same remarks, "I was in trip. This is the gift for you."

I felt nasty with the gifts, especially Kitada's one. Because I had been furious her inhuman and dull attitude to the pupils. She was a betrayer, I knew at that time, already at that time.
Thus, in front of her, I gave all of the sweets to other colleagues and threw the empty box into the trash.

YUKARI sweeped for a long time the site of the crime, that is, arroud the bag, in which my wallet was in, in which, my precious US$50 note was there. Why? Now I understand. She moves just my instinct, without reason. Thus, she can't put up with her instinctive behavour. She felt something necessary to clean up or purifying the place, because she made a big mistake.
I don't know how YUKARI talked on the problem, however, she informed that "I found a US$50 note in a toilet." to Alex. Alex believed it. He insisted that it were his. However, he might just want to take advntage of it, presumably. "No one's property? Oh, then why not mine? I want the money? Why Miyuki got? She is more clever than me! The note doesn't belong to anyone. I should have the same right of MIYUKI, at least!"
Thus, he made a story to insist that it were his, because he thought that I would have had the same thing. A bit earlier than him, Goddamnit!

Thus, why he didn't look so serious on this matter, probably.

Today, my mother brought my bag with valuables to the office, scolding me to watch out over the thieves. Alex was at school. Only YUKARI was in the main house. This morning, my mother had to get out. In this circumstance, mother required me to pay attention to whom? Of course, only on person left.
My father was in the office with the visitor. Alex and Clare were at school. My was out. If my bag had been left in the main house, who would have stolen it? Only the broken robot.

Today, I saved one onether old precious tea preserving stand from YUKARI's flamboyant stealing jobs. I remembered that it had been in my father's wearhouse. Now, on the desk of the main house. It was well made artisanship craft. However, at the same time, I understand that it is beyond YUKARI's appreciation ability. For her, trash, maybe. Yes, it's old and more "strong and energetyc" type, which YUKARI dislikes.
I cleaned up with cotton buds and asked my father whether I could use it of not. Of course, he accepted. Like the ironcast kettle, this type was disliked by her and left in the house as rubbish. Thus, I got the tea preserving stand, Japenese laquer works, in red and black, with the design of JOUMON, fire motiv like ropes. Movement and power of life. Just a tea preserving stand, however, I needed to have it to put my tea leaves in the near future.
In addition, it was put a gold painting on it. It signifies empowerd by good lucks.

I think that YUKARI was so flanboyant and brought these precious things to show her faked "friends" and forgot to be returned. She can't insist to others outside the house. So pratically, she has lost lots of precious things and couldn't confess the fact. She was be proud of showing these things to her faked friends and they praised her and asked her to borrow them for a while. YUKARI always said OK to them and they never returned.
My father has never accused her but he knows that what happened. He knows the value. He has a special licence to sell the old precious things. Feeding YUKARI costs tremendously. He already knows it.

Now, YUKARI doesn't understand anything. She continues to be arrogant. However, she lost also her faked friends. She is alone, socially. Anyone helps her outside. And she does wrongdoing inside the house. She is getting idol, more and more.

Thus, I found a law of vacuum cleaners. Specilal thanks to Mr.Shota SATO, for his cotribution of giving me a good suggestion. What is the cause of the panic? Ask him directly! That's composed with two laughing episodes. He would explain them and would be amused with your responses.