17/02/2017 (morning) I have been in bed because of coldness in the upper part of my body, in particular, on the arms and on the shouldrs. Strange chillness, I felt.
It was warm these days. The temperature reached 12℃ at highest. Nevertheless, I felt so cold in the chamber of my mother.
I noticed that the FUTON or fat bed cover was changed by YUKARI the broken robot.
Maybe, she was confused someone's with mine. She was so feeble-minded now.
This week, she also makes amout of mashed potatoes and 4 boiled egg for mashing.
Every week, she does the same patterned tasks like Hasegawa staff. Dull and stupid, idol and easily upset. Nasty existance, who hates working.
I found a note writing of my mother on the table. It started on 21, December last year and ended on January. It was a calculation paper on the small coins, she put on the table in the living table.
Now, in the table, there is no coin at all, just the paper.
The paper says that every several days, somo small coins, fron US$0.1 to US$600, vanished. Each day, the unit was 5 ot 10. For example, 15 times of 1 cent = 15 cents, 60 times of 10 cents = 600.
The total is almost US$15. Not a cheap value.
It was the time that I came back from NZ and YUKARI suddenly started to put away the trash in the living room. Her abrupt putaway continues just during the period of the paper. What does it mean?
It was impossible to think that my mother dropped money intentionaly in the living room to make YUKARI put away things. My mother is not a person to use money for such kind of trifle game.
The money was in the boxes, separatedly by each epacies of coins. It was not YUKARI's favorite. YUKARI mixes everything from valuable to useless trash.
My father likes to separate things on his own way.
He was accustomed to collect silver coins to the emergency use. When he had rest, he gave us. I was given some roles of coins. Alex and Clare, also. Regarding YUKARI, I don't know.
I noticed that these days, my father dosn't meke such roles of coins and prefers to manage every coins by himself. He always his valuables on his bag, like I do now.
I noticed also that when I stand at the kitchen, YUKARI springs out of her bed and dashes into the office, like a jumping toy.
Using kitchen means that I am absent for 15 minutes or so from the office.
I've already at least 3 times stolen US$10 to US$50 from my wallet. And interesting to say, each time, the value incleased. From US$10 for the first time. For the second, US$20. Finally, US$50.
And the calculation paper signified the same inclination. At first, several cents. For the last, US$6. Each time, increasing the value.
I intentionaly put my money on the badside table on the chamber of my mother. It was US$150 and after I got to notice the stealing of US$20 from my wallet in the office, I put US$50 there.
When I found the US$50 vanishing, I decided to conceal the US$50 from the chamber, because now the value incleased and my note was danger.
After that, I chose the same way to protect my valuabled in order to protect from the thief or thieves.
I don't know well how YUKARI spent her school days in SHIRAKAWA. When she was 5th grade in primary school, I entered into Tokyo Univ. and practically I lived in Tokyo all over the year. I don't know whether YUKARI had stealing habit or not.
She is always childish. She thinks that she could do everything that an infant can do. "Money belongs to family so if I need, I can use it."
My kids cook hunburgs. It's easy interesting cooking. I taught it them, cooking together.
YUKARI doesn't know it. She prefers to buy the frozen ones, called "Mini-Burgs", with bad taste.
Maybe, YUKARI the broken robot is in the last stage. She wants to be treated like an infant. However, no one treats her like an infant. 48 years old aged woman, why we can treat as an infant?
Recently, Alex uses his special coaxing voice to control the broken robot. He looks to decide to order her only tiny little trifle things as follows:
"YUKARI, please turn off the light for the stair after I go upstairs? Because I can't turn off it by myself. Thank you!"
With his the maximum politeness for the easiest job. Extremely polite for him.
He is the person that when others understand his feeling rapidly, quickey gets upset. Thus, his treatment for YUKARI is his specialite.
Clare choose to cut YUKARI's task because of her undurable mistakes.
Alex decided to take advantage of her, attending as an infant. At least, Alex can eat her mashed potatoes and YUKARI is now his alarm clock.
The easiest job, he can order to her. Complext ones, of course not. He can afford to forgive her stupid mistaked, while Clare not.
Soon, even Alex would not forgive her repeated mistakes. First, my father stopped reling on her. Nest, me. Now, Clare. The forth, Alex or my mother?
Even Alex and my mother, got to notice that YUKARI is not normal. However, they want to use her as much as possible, because of their mercy.
We, especially I and my father, suffered lots because of YUKARI's childdish responce to others financially. YUKARI thinks that she were irrisponsible as an infant, however others don't think so. She replies flamboyantly and they understand as they like. Thus, YUKARI helps DoDoMerdic government vastly. YUKARI thinks that "I put "I think", thus, I am free from the fact finding. This is my thinking, not the fact. They think that the fact was told by her sister. They made a mistake. Not I. I am always an infant, free from any critics from outside."
48 years old young Alzheimer patient. You should recognize the fact. For your sake, your family lost a lot of money, even you don't earn money at all.
You always are free from any remarks which you did. "I think" "I believe" Stop saying anythin, lady. Your words are too much vicious. You are treated like a normal person in this world, because you don't confess that you suffer from serious mental disease. You accused MIYUKI as mentally ill and said so to your mother. Your mother called to the police and the police caught her. This is vicious circle. They did for your sake, they said. And MIYUKI didn't understand YUKARI's world at all. YUKARI is young Alzheimer, that it. Why they believe her? Because it was the most benefittable understanding for them all.
YUKARI is the last person to conceal the fact. She was the aim of the hatrid of MIYUKI now. She thinks so. She believes so. However, MIYUKI thinks that she is only a young Alzheimer, a episode proposer fo her. YUKARI doesn't understand the structure.
She always hates Miyuki and that is a her aim of living.
Now she lost her mission. Miyuki is just making a fool of her as a broken robot.
She wouldn't understand the difference, being hated and the target of mekina a fool.
YUKARI is always so. She lives in her own world. She had several friends yes, however, when she talks on Miyuki, her tone changes and begins to attack with her hatrid, as if she is the energy of her life. Everyone wanted to know the live of Miyuki and wanted her to speak ill of Miyuki. They amused YUKARI do do so. It was a fun play for them. Today degree holder's sister confesses her hatrid to her dark side of the kink life. They wanted to know it. However, Miyuki was indifferent to the rumour. She didn't believe that normal persons are son idol to hear the trash. Anyone knows that YUKARI disliked her sister since she was young. Miyuki doesn't care at all. Sometimes, Yukari's acquaintance responded strangely. When she recognizes that YUKARI would have said something wrong on her. However, if the figure were normal, it might understand the real MIYUKI. Thus, Miyuki didn't hasitate to see Yukari's colleagues. Yukari didn't know that Miyuki's are so frank to others. She thouhgt that Miyuki put bad impression to her colleagues. Miyuki didn't believe it. Prejudice existes maybe. However, some people understand the situation. That's enough. Miyuki's stance is right. Yukari was made a mistake at this point. Miyuki's a bit frank to others to Japanese standard. However, not to strange as YUKARI's remarks. Strange and kinky sister, who forgot the place to buy the precious present for her. US$80 is valuable for Miyuki. They don't think it. Precious was believed thet US$80 thousand or so!!! Miyuki to YUKARI??? Why? Because Miyuki harmed Yukari's feeling???? Yukari thought that Miyuki should pay more and more because she harmed her lots, while she exists. She really thinks so. She beliebes that Miyuki is living because of her unhappiness. Thus, Yukari should be ashamed and shameless and made a fool of her. She should be paid my Miyuki....She is just living cost by herself!!! Her living itself is cost exactly and doesn't produce nothing.
DoDoMerdas are so. Thus, female babies are desliked by the DoDoMerdic families. They don't want any more DoDoMerdas. However, male DoDoMerdas are just DoDoMErdas, namely, only living cost itself.
Thus, no baby should be born in DoDoMerdic families.
Any DoDoMerdic family wanted to do sexual intercourse. It was the dirty work, they believe. Thus, artificial insemination was liked by them. Strange world. Miyuki didn't that even Tokyo University it was held beyond the limit. They refused to help Miyuki to do extra marrige insemination. However, they also did it among some special persons. The Mitsubishi Keizai Kenkujo is just for it. Just behind the hospital. What is the use of the institutes? And alots of Love-Hotel like apartments arroud it. A love-life means a substitute intercourse play for them.
The idea happened during Miyuki's graduate school. The strange opportunity Miyuki had. The subject of legislative policy choice was just for it. Miyuki felt strange in the group. She was the brightest at the class. However, they don't understand Miyuki's joke like response. Miyuki wanted their claps and laughs. However, they didn't laugh at all. Miyuki was chilled among them.
Hummmmm...Pragmatism isn't understood in this class. How should I do?
Miyuki was wonder. And the day of the violence came.
Miyuki was so brave to showup her wounded eye with green skin as it it were honorable medal or so.
No one thought so. She was a victim of DV or so, instead of her intention.
She was proud of show it, however, the effect was contrary.
Why she didn't conceal the evident proof? Because she wanted to show it.
Why? She wants to be violated again?
DoDoMerdas thinkings are always so. They don't understand the coolness and braveness. They are soo week in their body and mind. Mr.Flabby. MATSUKO DeLux, at this point. They want to be a target of your next laghing. LOL??? Love and Lub???
Lollita? Dolores? I don't know the brand at all. You would know that it would be create for the target. Hummmm... Long of Lionhead? Lonly Oppabu-BABAA-s Luking boy?
You thought that the girl of 28 looked like Sonoko SUZUKI type boy prostitute, right. Why OMANKO-JOUNALISM doen't suggest at all? Maybe they are blind. Who is she? A boy who likes to make such kind of play as a "nasty game". Prohibitted game, or so. nasty game, is it? Maybe. They call it so. They want to be thought like that. They are so childish in this matter. They are infants, like YUKARI. TYKARI's level responds to their level. They are weakening, day bay day. Yukari is not so violent so much. However, she respondes by instinct. Not by her intention. She springs up from the bed immediately when I stands at the kitchen. Like a gag.
She doen't care someone notices the coincidence. She springs us, as she feels. Anything stops her action. Like a toy. The movement was too slow. However, at the moment, she wants to perform so rapid. Just dashing.
Probably, she did so when we were in HACHIOJI. I made a breakfast for me, because I liked to eat my own dished, with plenty of animal protein. It took 30 minutes or so. While I were in kitechen, I didn't care what others were doing. I was concentrated on my cooking and eating.
After the cooking, I went to my office, with my wallet. When I came back from the office at night, I made my dinner and ate it. I liked eat meat and vegitables and fruits with a small glass of wine, 50ml.
However, my kids accused me as a kitchen drinker. Yes, our residence was living and kitchen combined type and I cooked in the kitchen and eat in the living-dining kitchen everytime. Only 50ml wine is a kitchen drinker? I wanted to feel good with the wine and took a bath after. A good refreshment for tiresome Kyorin days.
Why the habit should be accused? What is the aim of the life?
YUKARI repeats some period of her habbit, as her normal condition.
For her, it was too much normal. Why others accused me? She doesn't understand.
She is forgetful, however, she believes that she had a good memory rather than Miyuki. All she says is the opposit of Miyuki. Miyuki is bad at memory, so if she says contrary, everyone believes, even she dosn't know which is right.
YUKARI, the good memory is the legend in her family. However, now, eveyone knows that YUKARI is only a small memory keeper with a small capacity.
She can't behave like a good memory keeper at all. In any means, she betrays others' expectation. Even Clare got to understand that YUKARI just faked to the maternal existance. She was desqualified to do so. Just accusing Miyuki is her strategy. She said to me, "Kids accuse the most weakest point of you." Miyuki accepted the theory, even in the most worst condition. Kids have rights to fail and they have to learn. Parents should exist for their appologizing. Miyuki was right. Responsibility means it. She got to know some remarks in the train in Tohoku Line. Old lady said so and felt like that. It was her stance. Good words of common people value lots. She was impressed so much so, in the worst condition, she should accept their failure. The kids have pribilege to do so. However, Yukari not. Yukari is not my friend. She was just a burden. Valueless figure.
Miyuki cut the line. Yukari doesn't understand the system. She got worse however, she continues to be influencial to others. She took advantage of it. She likes to preach to Alex. Alex can't understand her preach at all. She said something and he was in a vague mind. And says, "Ah, I am going to school.I would change my clothings. Please, get out of here."
Alex learned to use, "please" to her. It's a big step for him. He did "Cama-Rin" attitude to YUKARI, maybe. He himself can't put up her arrogant treatment on him. He likes to be treated kind like others' mother. However, Yukari can't do so and pushs him mashed potatoes as a precious ambrosis Everyday, mashed potatoes. Everyday, egg sandwitches. Every week. Evey mashed days, he confessed. Mashed potatoes are cheapest ones and he liked it. However, everyday, mashed potatoes? Give me chocolates! I want to be a refugee! Mashed potatoes refugees!!!
Even in Hachioji, YUKARI did mashed works. Like here. It was too strange for Miyuki. Curry roux and white roux? Mixed rice with instant sauce? Frozen Chinse poular foods? Mass-production foods? Miyuki thought strange, however, YUKARI didn't think so. "Shufu-DoDoMerdas have right to buy them", is her remarks at that time.
She doesn't regret her words. She belieVes even now so. She likes to eat such kind of food. Her eating habit is worse than that. Just rice with sesami-oil. Just fine noodle with fermented soybeans in a micro-oven cooking. For DDM, they are foods. Mash potatoes and curry and white stews are mother-like food number one.
Miyuki deeply sighs. YUKARI knows that mashed potatoes are not so important. But, its easy to cook. It's worhy to her theory. "Eat it. Anyway. It's not my matter. My mother ordered me to make "something to eat" for me. I make. It's enough." Yukari got a chance to serve Miyuki's kids just for this way of thinking. "I did do my best for them and they should do their best for me. They will earn money soon, because Miyuki doesn't want them to go to versity. They will give me a lots of money, enough to buy some houses.Mine and my mother's in Tokyo. "
Yukari's talking is always ego-centric. She doesn't know eveness of people. Evenness is not subjective, but objective. Yukari is concealed from objective evaluation. always. That's Miyuki worried about. When she was not in Mother's chamber, YUKARI's lying on the bed. Her mother knows it. She likes to be in the dark alone. Watching TV is nice in the legs under the electric heating system.
However, warm bed is much better than watching TV.
Miyuki was chilled in a bed, however, she was warm in the bed. Another bed clothings should be used for me, Miyuki thinks.
YUKARI doesn't think so. Miyuki's is better than others, because she was loved by someone eles.
Miyuki was chilled in the bed for several days, while it was warm outside. Especially, on the shoulders and on the upper arms. Why? I didn't know. I put clothins more, however, the coldness continued. Why? I didn't know. All I got to know was the bed clothings were changed.
She abandons as she wants. She insists that it belongs to me. Anyone doesn't believe. If someone wants to take back it, she prohibits. She is violent at that time. She wants and she does, because she wants. Tautology without reasoning. She thinks that her rights. She doen't understand what is right, forever, like other DDMs.
She lost her childdays' books. She wanted to leave hear alone. She wanted to leave the world. Anyone stops her to do so.
Miyuki remembers that "When someone breaks it's memories or notebooks, it means that it wants to commit suicide. It means that others should stop it.", Yukari said.
Miyuki doen't stop her to do it. Or rather, Miyuki thinks that she action is too too slow. Like Mishima't HARAKIRI.
Yukari lost her friend one more. Clare. She thought that YUKARI was so kinky but Miyuki is also kinky, so they are even at this point ant couldn't accuse each other. Clare's stance is right. However, she was wrong at one point. Miyuki is not DDM. Clare is kinky also. She has no right to criticise Miyuki's effort and treat her as her kinky aunt's treatment. The responsibility is different and her right is different. She should not forget her casting spell problem at all now. Miyuki ignores her at all. This year, Miyuki's indifferent from St.Valentine's chocolate at all. They were betrayed by Miyuki. Miyuki's chocolates were gorgeous, everytime. Miyuki bought good ones everytime, and they didn't understand the meaning. Thus, they understood that Miyuki's interest are changing from them to others. They should know the fact. Miyuki already declared that your should face to your conscience by yourselves. You should pay. How the precious things you broke, do you know? She lost her works, by the DDM intention by YUKARI's leading. She was the leader of the DDM in Shirakawa department located in public library.
Without working, reading books talking? Miyuki was astonished. However, she was a queen of the meeting at that period, speaking ill of her godamnit sister. She was bad at memory, however, she was good at everything at the rest of the ability. So her memory is weakpoint. We can survive on this matter. They talked.
Their memory was so bad. They forgot this point. Why Miyuki was punished by them?
Miyuki was in doubt by thir colaboration. They were YUKARI's friend, in effect. Yukari knows them dilectly. She was kinky but was useful. She was a lot of idea to kill Miyuki type good A graders. They surrounded the pupils to push out from their society. Miyuki was good to understand their situation. They wanted their pupil to enter into the versity. Then why they didn't say so? Miyuki in wonder. They were so dull to think of it.
Prof.Koike would like them. They were good target of RIKKYO examinees. They wanted to enter and he needed the number for the position. Win-win, situation.
They chose YUKARI and lost their chance. Why they believed YUKARI? Because they are YUKARI's friends. Miyuki understands the friend-enemy theory in foreign affairs, yes. Thus, Miyuki is super enemy in the group. Only Miyuki doesn't know that she is the enemy No.1 in the region. Miyuki got the best degree and doesn't use it for their sake at all. Miyuki doesn't understand the theory. You borrowed the money. Ah, Scholarship. Yes, and your father returned. My mother said so. It means that you don't feel any duty to the region. Not at all! You don't feel any responsibility on them? Nothing. Why? I got excellent points as always and they contributed me and my future. They should be proud of my financial supporter. Just it.
It means that you are free from their intention? Of course! I decide as I like. They should do so. Or, they should quit their job as soon as possible. They should be free from their interest at all.
They don't think so. It means that they are unfair and injust. They should vanish now.
I don't know I used the money for foods or for books. Anyway, I needed the money and I always need money. I welcome your money. I want to work and to earn money. At the same time, I appreciate someone to help my foundation.
I calculate raughly like that.
For my living costs and petit luxuries, US$200 thousand are needed per year.
I want to earn my money more than the value as much as possible and spend the rest of the money to the foundation activities. Retiring? Not at all! I'm not young Alzneimer patient Bill Gates. I continue to work and to earn as much as possible, enjoying my life and contributing to the better future through my fundations.
Thus, I want various interestings jobs as much as possible. Every job, within the limit of a human being, I want to do! I'm prepared for them! Cooking OK!, Indian, Chinese, beans stewing, Port-Western any kind. Shoveling snow isn't avoidable. I did sometimes. However, I need a lot of equipment to shovel snow, because of chilblain inclination. Not avoidance problem. Just my skin problem. If I need, I do so, however, unnecessariy, I don't do so.
At Kyorin University, almost all of jobs I did were unnecessary ones. Meating for meeting for meeting for meeting ....∞ are just an example. They wanted to play consecutive gags maybe. I was astonished at their anti-productive choices and thought that they did as the political theory describes, in really. Interesting fenomenum, however, as a interested one, they were too harmful.
I said the remarks to some of Tokyo Univ. related, asking a help to the evacuation from the 3rd class gag like versity's idiocray.
However, always their responses were, "As you know, every university has similer problem. You should be pacient."
I can't put up with the situation. They betrayed me. They are just liars. They just informed me that I would have had a possibility to be promoted to the better versity. However, nothing. I wrote more thatn 30 application formes to the versities and always they refused my proposal. Why? They said always the same, "There are too many figures applied to the post, so, unfortunately, you din't have chance to be hired by our versity."
Why? They didn't respond at all. Why I was excluded? They didn't say nothing.
They should confess the fact that in Japan, versity system has already been dead. They just repeated the recruiting to show up the faked existance. I lost precious time to this meanless application form writing.
Only connection or human resourcing system worked in Japan, in Tokyo and in local towns in Shirakawa. Why we point-getters wanted to study outside Shirakawa? Because we knew that in Shirakwa, power holders were prevalent and we had no chance and no future here in Shirakawa.
I have no chance in Shirakawa. I would like to have chance to earn money outside Japan, because in Shirakawa, in other local towns in Japan and in Tokyo, there is no working place at all. I am good at everything, at 70% standard. Estheticians, barbars, cooks, camp leaders, youth hostel management, orphanate president, event project brain, presentator in meeting and at party, singer, dancer, almost all of things. I have the highest degree in the county. I am a law professor.
However, I couldn't find any job at all. Why?
Beside my working, I can consult the strategy agains IDIOCRACY, the worst system in history in the universe. I had harshed experience in Tokyo and now have it everyday. IDIOCRACY is ordinary happening here in Japan, in a small local town called Shirakawa.
I noticed that when I entered in some shops, several figured enteres following me. Strange habit, I thought.
However, it was the system. Everytime, they look for chance to inform to the police. Notrh Korean Method, as we call. 6 is their favorite number. One, an idiot leader and 5 for his supporter.
He orders and 1 or 2 moves first. They 4 follows. See the Malaysian Notrh Korean Brother's assasin pattern. "nasty game", they say. Even in Shirakawa, they do it.
And I also noticed that in Shirakawa, when I was doing driving lesson in a rainy evening with thunder, in one of the most unpopular place in Shirakawa, some vehicles followed me and entered and getting out of the place without necessity.
Shirakawa is reducing population and has no jobs practically saying. Why, in a shower, in the thundersound, many vehicles followed my driving lesson, in August, 2016.
Too too strange. Everyday, when I get out, the number of the cars increases. There were no movement in Shirakawa. Nevertheless, as if they showed up the movement, they appear, unnecessary. Like YUKARI the broken robot.
DDM have the same circuit in their mind, to move as an instincite responce against us, common people?
In my case, there is one DDM in my house, then I am accustomed to notice it. Their conducts are similar. Just want to attack us. They themselves don't notice the object. They just want to attack us by instinct.
As YUKARI sais before, and as I wrote before, when I am in good feeling, she wants to offend me, smiling.
This is the nature of DDM. Irradication is only one choice to recover our beautiful universe.
DDM started to offend themselves as you know through MAlaysian case. For Malaysian airport users the case has no value. They are indifferent from the accident. They are nothing to the job. DDMs are too too useless. Only Japanese OMANKO-JOURNAKISTS are excited on the matter. Why? Because they are related on this matter. They rely on the case. They are vacilating between DDM and others. Their comments are ridicuous. Sometimes they accuse North Korea as "Brother Fucker!", and sometimes they protect the kinky white powder foundation man-like girl.
Yesterday, I was astonished that Old spy of North Korea appeared in the program with the name of Mr.AOYAMA. He himself admitted his former profession and the TV hired him as a commentator. He explained that in North Korea, it's highly commen to use poison that effects immediately after skin touching.
The name of poison is unknown. How and who can use it? In Japan, it's already common?
In Hospitals, many medical staff wanted to inject me, as much as possible. Why they were so evil? They just erase the proof, maybe. For them, just a "nasty game".
I always refused their requests.The poison is so quick and easy to deal with. I want to know the name of chemical ingredient.
In my case, probably morphine was used and got asleep deeply. In others case, I don't know. I repeat here that all of the squad members wore black formal suits for funerals.
I was brought to Kyorin University. However, in Hachioji, there is a big rubbish burning public facory that can burn almost everything.
DDMs job is always roughly made. Like YUKARI's way of working. Mashing only cooking. Repetition is their favorite. They can't stop the movement. They are accustomed to it, at this point.
The Kyorin Squad have lots of experiences already. North Korean Method is spread all over Japan, probably. Now, ex-spy AOYAMA will explain the system in detail.
Quick and easy like mashing potatoes. Easiest way to erase the enemy.
Bad smell and twinkling in the depth of the eyeholes are some suggestion of the chemical products.
Let's see the following news.
VANISH! DDMs!
It was warm these days. The temperature reached 12℃ at highest. Nevertheless, I felt so cold in the chamber of my mother.
I noticed that the FUTON or fat bed cover was changed by YUKARI the broken robot.
Maybe, she was confused someone's with mine. She was so feeble-minded now.
This week, she also makes amout of mashed potatoes and 4 boiled egg for mashing.
Every week, she does the same patterned tasks like Hasegawa staff. Dull and stupid, idol and easily upset. Nasty existance, who hates working.
I found a note writing of my mother on the table. It started on 21, December last year and ended on January. It was a calculation paper on the small coins, she put on the table in the living table.
Now, in the table, there is no coin at all, just the paper.
The paper says that every several days, somo small coins, fron US$0.1 to US$600, vanished. Each day, the unit was 5 ot 10. For example, 15 times of 1 cent = 15 cents, 60 times of 10 cents = 600.
The total is almost US$15. Not a cheap value.
It was the time that I came back from NZ and YUKARI suddenly started to put away the trash in the living room. Her abrupt putaway continues just during the period of the paper. What does it mean?
It was impossible to think that my mother dropped money intentionaly in the living room to make YUKARI put away things. My mother is not a person to use money for such kind of trifle game.
The money was in the boxes, separatedly by each epacies of coins. It was not YUKARI's favorite. YUKARI mixes everything from valuable to useless trash.
My father likes to separate things on his own way.
He was accustomed to collect silver coins to the emergency use. When he had rest, he gave us. I was given some roles of coins. Alex and Clare, also. Regarding YUKARI, I don't know.
I noticed that these days, my father dosn't meke such roles of coins and prefers to manage every coins by himself. He always his valuables on his bag, like I do now.
I noticed also that when I stand at the kitchen, YUKARI springs out of her bed and dashes into the office, like a jumping toy.
Using kitchen means that I am absent for 15 minutes or so from the office.
I've already at least 3 times stolen US$10 to US$50 from my wallet. And interesting to say, each time, the value incleased. From US$10 for the first time. For the second, US$20. Finally, US$50.
And the calculation paper signified the same inclination. At first, several cents. For the last, US$6. Each time, increasing the value.
I intentionaly put my money on the badside table on the chamber of my mother. It was US$150 and after I got to notice the stealing of US$20 from my wallet in the office, I put US$50 there.
When I found the US$50 vanishing, I decided to conceal the US$50 from the chamber, because now the value incleased and my note was danger.
After that, I chose the same way to protect my valuabled in order to protect from the thief or thieves.
I don't know well how YUKARI spent her school days in SHIRAKAWA. When she was 5th grade in primary school, I entered into Tokyo Univ. and practically I lived in Tokyo all over the year. I don't know whether YUKARI had stealing habit or not.
She is always childish. She thinks that she could do everything that an infant can do. "Money belongs to family so if I need, I can use it."
My kids cook hunburgs. It's easy interesting cooking. I taught it them, cooking together.
YUKARI doesn't know it. She prefers to buy the frozen ones, called "Mini-Burgs", with bad taste.
Maybe, YUKARI the broken robot is in the last stage. She wants to be treated like an infant. However, no one treats her like an infant. 48 years old aged woman, why we can treat as an infant?
Recently, Alex uses his special coaxing voice to control the broken robot. He looks to decide to order her only tiny little trifle things as follows:
"YUKARI, please turn off the light for the stair after I go upstairs? Because I can't turn off it by myself. Thank you!"
With his the maximum politeness for the easiest job. Extremely polite for him.
He is the person that when others understand his feeling rapidly, quickey gets upset. Thus, his treatment for YUKARI is his specialite.
Clare choose to cut YUKARI's task because of her undurable mistakes.
Alex decided to take advantage of her, attending as an infant. At least, Alex can eat her mashed potatoes and YUKARI is now his alarm clock.
The easiest job, he can order to her. Complext ones, of course not. He can afford to forgive her stupid mistaked, while Clare not.
Soon, even Alex would not forgive her repeated mistakes. First, my father stopped reling on her. Nest, me. Now, Clare. The forth, Alex or my mother?
Even Alex and my mother, got to notice that YUKARI is not normal. However, they want to use her as much as possible, because of their mercy.
We, especially I and my father, suffered lots because of YUKARI's childdish responce to others financially. YUKARI thinks that she were irrisponsible as an infant, however others don't think so. She replies flamboyantly and they understand as they like. Thus, YUKARI helps DoDoMerdic government vastly. YUKARI thinks that "I put "I think", thus, I am free from the fact finding. This is my thinking, not the fact. They think that the fact was told by her sister. They made a mistake. Not I. I am always an infant, free from any critics from outside."
48 years old young Alzheimer patient. You should recognize the fact. For your sake, your family lost a lot of money, even you don't earn money at all.
You always are free from any remarks which you did. "I think" "I believe" Stop saying anythin, lady. Your words are too much vicious. You are treated like a normal person in this world, because you don't confess that you suffer from serious mental disease. You accused MIYUKI as mentally ill and said so to your mother. Your mother called to the police and the police caught her. This is vicious circle. They did for your sake, they said. And MIYUKI didn't understand YUKARI's world at all. YUKARI is young Alzheimer, that it. Why they believe her? Because it was the most benefittable understanding for them all.
YUKARI is the last person to conceal the fact. She was the aim of the hatrid of MIYUKI now. She thinks so. She believes so. However, MIYUKI thinks that she is only a young Alzheimer, a episode proposer fo her. YUKARI doesn't understand the structure.
She always hates Miyuki and that is a her aim of living.
Now she lost her mission. Miyuki is just making a fool of her as a broken robot.
She wouldn't understand the difference, being hated and the target of mekina a fool.
YUKARI is always so. She lives in her own world. She had several friends yes, however, when she talks on Miyuki, her tone changes and begins to attack with her hatrid, as if she is the energy of her life. Everyone wanted to know the live of Miyuki and wanted her to speak ill of Miyuki. They amused YUKARI do do so. It was a fun play for them. Today degree holder's sister confesses her hatrid to her dark side of the kink life. They wanted to know it. However, Miyuki was indifferent to the rumour. She didn't believe that normal persons are son idol to hear the trash. Anyone knows that YUKARI disliked her sister since she was young. Miyuki doesn't care at all. Sometimes, Yukari's acquaintance responded strangely. When she recognizes that YUKARI would have said something wrong on her. However, if the figure were normal, it might understand the real MIYUKI. Thus, Miyuki didn't hasitate to see Yukari's colleagues. Yukari didn't know that Miyuki's are so frank to others. She thouhgt that Miyuki put bad impression to her colleagues. Miyuki didn't believe it. Prejudice existes maybe. However, some people understand the situation. That's enough. Miyuki's stance is right. Yukari was made a mistake at this point. Miyuki's a bit frank to others to Japanese standard. However, not to strange as YUKARI's remarks. Strange and kinky sister, who forgot the place to buy the precious present for her. US$80 is valuable for Miyuki. They don't think it. Precious was believed thet US$80 thousand or so!!! Miyuki to YUKARI??? Why? Because Miyuki harmed Yukari's feeling???? Yukari thought that Miyuki should pay more and more because she harmed her lots, while she exists. She really thinks so. She beliebes that Miyuki is living because of her unhappiness. Thus, Yukari should be ashamed and shameless and made a fool of her. She should be paid my Miyuki....She is just living cost by herself!!! Her living itself is cost exactly and doesn't produce nothing.
DoDoMerdas are so. Thus, female babies are desliked by the DoDoMerdic families. They don't want any more DoDoMerdas. However, male DoDoMerdas are just DoDoMErdas, namely, only living cost itself.
Thus, no baby should be born in DoDoMerdic families.
Any DoDoMerdic family wanted to do sexual intercourse. It was the dirty work, they believe. Thus, artificial insemination was liked by them. Strange world. Miyuki didn't that even Tokyo University it was held beyond the limit. They refused to help Miyuki to do extra marrige insemination. However, they also did it among some special persons. The Mitsubishi Keizai Kenkujo is just for it. Just behind the hospital. What is the use of the institutes? And alots of Love-Hotel like apartments arroud it. A love-life means a substitute intercourse play for them.
The idea happened during Miyuki's graduate school. The strange opportunity Miyuki had. The subject of legislative policy choice was just for it. Miyuki felt strange in the group. She was the brightest at the class. However, they don't understand Miyuki's joke like response. Miyuki wanted their claps and laughs. However, they didn't laugh at all. Miyuki was chilled among them.
Hummmmm...Pragmatism isn't understood in this class. How should I do?
Miyuki was wonder. And the day of the violence came.
Miyuki was so brave to showup her wounded eye with green skin as it it were honorable medal or so.
No one thought so. She was a victim of DV or so, instead of her intention.
She was proud of show it, however, the effect was contrary.
Why she didn't conceal the evident proof? Because she wanted to show it.
Why? She wants to be violated again?
DoDoMerdas thinkings are always so. They don't understand the coolness and braveness. They are soo week in their body and mind. Mr.Flabby. MATSUKO DeLux, at this point. They want to be a target of your next laghing. LOL??? Love and Lub???
Lollita? Dolores? I don't know the brand at all. You would know that it would be create for the target. Hummmm... Long of Lionhead? Lonly Oppabu-BABAA-s Luking boy?
You thought that the girl of 28 looked like Sonoko SUZUKI type boy prostitute, right. Why OMANKO-JOUNALISM doen't suggest at all? Maybe they are blind. Who is she? A boy who likes to make such kind of play as a "nasty game". Prohibitted game, or so. nasty game, is it? Maybe. They call it so. They want to be thought like that. They are so childish in this matter. They are infants, like YUKARI. TYKARI's level responds to their level. They are weakening, day bay day. Yukari is not so violent so much. However, she respondes by instinct. Not by her intention. She springs up from the bed immediately when I stands at the kitchen. Like a gag.
She doen't care someone notices the coincidence. She springs us, as she feels. Anything stops her action. Like a toy. The movement was too slow. However, at the moment, she wants to perform so rapid. Just dashing.
Probably, she did so when we were in HACHIOJI. I made a breakfast for me, because I liked to eat my own dished, with plenty of animal protein. It took 30 minutes or so. While I were in kitechen, I didn't care what others were doing. I was concentrated on my cooking and eating.
After the cooking, I went to my office, with my wallet. When I came back from the office at night, I made my dinner and ate it. I liked eat meat and vegitables and fruits with a small glass of wine, 50ml.
However, my kids accused me as a kitchen drinker. Yes, our residence was living and kitchen combined type and I cooked in the kitchen and eat in the living-dining kitchen everytime. Only 50ml wine is a kitchen drinker? I wanted to feel good with the wine and took a bath after. A good refreshment for tiresome Kyorin days.
Why the habit should be accused? What is the aim of the life?
YUKARI repeats some period of her habbit, as her normal condition.
For her, it was too much normal. Why others accused me? She doesn't understand.
She is forgetful, however, she believes that she had a good memory rather than Miyuki. All she says is the opposit of Miyuki. Miyuki is bad at memory, so if she says contrary, everyone believes, even she dosn't know which is right.
YUKARI, the good memory is the legend in her family. However, now, eveyone knows that YUKARI is only a small memory keeper with a small capacity.
She can't behave like a good memory keeper at all. In any means, she betrays others' expectation. Even Clare got to understand that YUKARI just faked to the maternal existance. She was desqualified to do so. Just accusing Miyuki is her strategy. She said to me, "Kids accuse the most weakest point of you." Miyuki accepted the theory, even in the most worst condition. Kids have rights to fail and they have to learn. Parents should exist for their appologizing. Miyuki was right. Responsibility means it. She got to know some remarks in the train in Tohoku Line. Old lady said so and felt like that. It was her stance. Good words of common people value lots. She was impressed so much so, in the worst condition, she should accept their failure. The kids have pribilege to do so. However, Yukari not. Yukari is not my friend. She was just a burden. Valueless figure.
Miyuki cut the line. Yukari doesn't understand the system. She got worse however, she continues to be influencial to others. She took advantage of it. She likes to preach to Alex. Alex can't understand her preach at all. She said something and he was in a vague mind. And says, "Ah, I am going to school.I would change my clothings. Please, get out of here."
Alex learned to use, "please" to her. It's a big step for him. He did "Cama-Rin" attitude to YUKARI, maybe. He himself can't put up her arrogant treatment on him. He likes to be treated kind like others' mother. However, Yukari can't do so and pushs him mashed potatoes as a precious ambrosis Everyday, mashed potatoes. Everyday, egg sandwitches. Every week. Evey mashed days, he confessed. Mashed potatoes are cheapest ones and he liked it. However, everyday, mashed potatoes? Give me chocolates! I want to be a refugee! Mashed potatoes refugees!!!
Even in Hachioji, YUKARI did mashed works. Like here. It was too strange for Miyuki. Curry roux and white roux? Mixed rice with instant sauce? Frozen Chinse poular foods? Mass-production foods? Miyuki thought strange, however, YUKARI didn't think so. "Shufu-DoDoMerdas have right to buy them", is her remarks at that time.
She doesn't regret her words. She belieVes even now so. She likes to eat such kind of food. Her eating habit is worse than that. Just rice with sesami-oil. Just fine noodle with fermented soybeans in a micro-oven cooking. For DDM, they are foods. Mash potatoes and curry and white stews are mother-like food number one.
Miyuki deeply sighs. YUKARI knows that mashed potatoes are not so important. But, its easy to cook. It's worhy to her theory. "Eat it. Anyway. It's not my matter. My mother ordered me to make "something to eat" for me. I make. It's enough." Yukari got a chance to serve Miyuki's kids just for this way of thinking. "I did do my best for them and they should do their best for me. They will earn money soon, because Miyuki doesn't want them to go to versity. They will give me a lots of money, enough to buy some houses.Mine and my mother's in Tokyo. "
Yukari's talking is always ego-centric. She doesn't know eveness of people. Evenness is not subjective, but objective. Yukari is concealed from objective evaluation. always. That's Miyuki worried about. When she was not in Mother's chamber, YUKARI's lying on the bed. Her mother knows it. She likes to be in the dark alone. Watching TV is nice in the legs under the electric heating system.
However, warm bed is much better than watching TV.
Miyuki was chilled in a bed, however, she was warm in the bed. Another bed clothings should be used for me, Miyuki thinks.
YUKARI doesn't think so. Miyuki's is better than others, because she was loved by someone eles.
Miyuki was chilled in the bed for several days, while it was warm outside. Especially, on the shoulders and on the upper arms. Why? I didn't know. I put clothins more, however, the coldness continued. Why? I didn't know. All I got to know was the bed clothings were changed.
She abandons as she wants. She insists that it belongs to me. Anyone doesn't believe. If someone wants to take back it, she prohibits. She is violent at that time. She wants and she does, because she wants. Tautology without reasoning. She thinks that her rights. She doen't understand what is right, forever, like other DDMs.
She lost her childdays' books. She wanted to leave hear alone. She wanted to leave the world. Anyone stops her to do so.
Miyuki remembers that "When someone breaks it's memories or notebooks, it means that it wants to commit suicide. It means that others should stop it.", Yukari said.
Miyuki doen't stop her to do it. Or rather, Miyuki thinks that she action is too too slow. Like Mishima't HARAKIRI.
Yukari lost her friend one more. Clare. She thought that YUKARI was so kinky but Miyuki is also kinky, so they are even at this point ant couldn't accuse each other. Clare's stance is right. However, she was wrong at one point. Miyuki is not DDM. Clare is kinky also. She has no right to criticise Miyuki's effort and treat her as her kinky aunt's treatment. The responsibility is different and her right is different. She should not forget her casting spell problem at all now. Miyuki ignores her at all. This year, Miyuki's indifferent from St.Valentine's chocolate at all. They were betrayed by Miyuki. Miyuki's chocolates were gorgeous, everytime. Miyuki bought good ones everytime, and they didn't understand the meaning. Thus, they understood that Miyuki's interest are changing from them to others. They should know the fact. Miyuki already declared that your should face to your conscience by yourselves. You should pay. How the precious things you broke, do you know? She lost her works, by the DDM intention by YUKARI's leading. She was the leader of the DDM in Shirakawa department located in public library.
Without working, reading books talking? Miyuki was astonished. However, she was a queen of the meeting at that period, speaking ill of her godamnit sister. She was bad at memory, however, she was good at everything at the rest of the ability. So her memory is weakpoint. We can survive on this matter. They talked.
Their memory was so bad. They forgot this point. Why Miyuki was punished by them?
Miyuki was in doubt by thir colaboration. They were YUKARI's friend, in effect. Yukari knows them dilectly. She was kinky but was useful. She was a lot of idea to kill Miyuki type good A graders. They surrounded the pupils to push out from their society. Miyuki was good to understand their situation. They wanted their pupil to enter into the versity. Then why they didn't say so? Miyuki in wonder. They were so dull to think of it.
Prof.Koike would like them. They were good target of RIKKYO examinees. They wanted to enter and he needed the number for the position. Win-win, situation.
They chose YUKARI and lost their chance. Why they believed YUKARI? Because they are YUKARI's friends. Miyuki understands the friend-enemy theory in foreign affairs, yes. Thus, Miyuki is super enemy in the group. Only Miyuki doesn't know that she is the enemy No.1 in the region. Miyuki got the best degree and doesn't use it for their sake at all. Miyuki doesn't understand the theory. You borrowed the money. Ah, Scholarship. Yes, and your father returned. My mother said so. It means that you don't feel any duty to the region. Not at all! You don't feel any responsibility on them? Nothing. Why? I got excellent points as always and they contributed me and my future. They should be proud of my financial supporter. Just it.
It means that you are free from their intention? Of course! I decide as I like. They should do so. Or, they should quit their job as soon as possible. They should be free from their interest at all.
They don't think so. It means that they are unfair and injust. They should vanish now.
I don't know I used the money for foods or for books. Anyway, I needed the money and I always need money. I welcome your money. I want to work and to earn money. At the same time, I appreciate someone to help my foundation.
I calculate raughly like that.
For my living costs and petit luxuries, US$200 thousand are needed per year.
I want to earn my money more than the value as much as possible and spend the rest of the money to the foundation activities. Retiring? Not at all! I'm not young Alzneimer patient Bill Gates. I continue to work and to earn as much as possible, enjoying my life and contributing to the better future through my fundations.
Thus, I want various interestings jobs as much as possible. Every job, within the limit of a human being, I want to do! I'm prepared for them! Cooking OK!, Indian, Chinese, beans stewing, Port-Western any kind. Shoveling snow isn't avoidable. I did sometimes. However, I need a lot of equipment to shovel snow, because of chilblain inclination. Not avoidance problem. Just my skin problem. If I need, I do so, however, unnecessariy, I don't do so.
At Kyorin University, almost all of jobs I did were unnecessary ones. Meating for meeting for meeting for meeting ....∞ are just an example. They wanted to play consecutive gags maybe. I was astonished at their anti-productive choices and thought that they did as the political theory describes, in really. Interesting fenomenum, however, as a interested one, they were too harmful.
I said the remarks to some of Tokyo Univ. related, asking a help to the evacuation from the 3rd class gag like versity's idiocray.
However, always their responses were, "As you know, every university has similer problem. You should be pacient."
I can't put up with the situation. They betrayed me. They are just liars. They just informed me that I would have had a possibility to be promoted to the better versity. However, nothing. I wrote more thatn 30 application formes to the versities and always they refused my proposal. Why? They said always the same, "There are too many figures applied to the post, so, unfortunately, you din't have chance to be hired by our versity."
Why? They didn't respond at all. Why I was excluded? They didn't say nothing.
They should confess the fact that in Japan, versity system has already been dead. They just repeated the recruiting to show up the faked existance. I lost precious time to this meanless application form writing.
Only connection or human resourcing system worked in Japan, in Tokyo and in local towns in Shirakawa. Why we point-getters wanted to study outside Shirakawa? Because we knew that in Shirakwa, power holders were prevalent and we had no chance and no future here in Shirakawa.
I have no chance in Shirakawa. I would like to have chance to earn money outside Japan, because in Shirakawa, in other local towns in Japan and in Tokyo, there is no working place at all. I am good at everything, at 70% standard. Estheticians, barbars, cooks, camp leaders, youth hostel management, orphanate president, event project brain, presentator in meeting and at party, singer, dancer, almost all of things. I have the highest degree in the county. I am a law professor.
However, I couldn't find any job at all. Why?
Beside my working, I can consult the strategy agains IDIOCRACY, the worst system in history in the universe. I had harshed experience in Tokyo and now have it everyday. IDIOCRACY is ordinary happening here in Japan, in a small local town called Shirakawa.
I noticed that when I entered in some shops, several figured enteres following me. Strange habit, I thought.
However, it was the system. Everytime, they look for chance to inform to the police. Notrh Korean Method, as we call. 6 is their favorite number. One, an idiot leader and 5 for his supporter.
He orders and 1 or 2 moves first. They 4 follows. See the Malaysian Notrh Korean Brother's assasin pattern. "nasty game", they say. Even in Shirakawa, they do it.
And I also noticed that in Shirakawa, when I was doing driving lesson in a rainy evening with thunder, in one of the most unpopular place in Shirakawa, some vehicles followed me and entered and getting out of the place without necessity.
Shirakawa is reducing population and has no jobs practically saying. Why, in a shower, in the thundersound, many vehicles followed my driving lesson, in August, 2016.
Too too strange. Everyday, when I get out, the number of the cars increases. There were no movement in Shirakawa. Nevertheless, as if they showed up the movement, they appear, unnecessary. Like YUKARI the broken robot.
DDM have the same circuit in their mind, to move as an instincite responce against us, common people?
In my case, there is one DDM in my house, then I am accustomed to notice it. Their conducts are similar. Just want to attack us. They themselves don't notice the object. They just want to attack us by instinct.
As YUKARI sais before, and as I wrote before, when I am in good feeling, she wants to offend me, smiling.
This is the nature of DDM. Irradication is only one choice to recover our beautiful universe.
DDM started to offend themselves as you know through MAlaysian case. For Malaysian airport users the case has no value. They are indifferent from the accident. They are nothing to the job. DDMs are too too useless. Only Japanese OMANKO-JOURNAKISTS are excited on the matter. Why? Because they are related on this matter. They rely on the case. They are vacilating between DDM and others. Their comments are ridicuous. Sometimes they accuse North Korea as "Brother Fucker!", and sometimes they protect the kinky white powder foundation man-like girl.
Yesterday, I was astonished that Old spy of North Korea appeared in the program with the name of Mr.AOYAMA. He himself admitted his former profession and the TV hired him as a commentator. He explained that in North Korea, it's highly commen to use poison that effects immediately after skin touching.
The name of poison is unknown. How and who can use it? In Japan, it's already common?
In Hospitals, many medical staff wanted to inject me, as much as possible. Why they were so evil? They just erase the proof, maybe. For them, just a "nasty game".
I always refused their requests.The poison is so quick and easy to deal with. I want to know the name of chemical ingredient.
In my case, probably morphine was used and got asleep deeply. In others case, I don't know. I repeat here that all of the squad members wore black formal suits for funerals.
I was brought to Kyorin University. However, in Hachioji, there is a big rubbish burning public facory that can burn almost everything.
DDMs job is always roughly made. Like YUKARI's way of working. Mashing only cooking. Repetition is their favorite. They can't stop the movement. They are accustomed to it, at this point.
The Kyorin Squad have lots of experiences already. North Korean Method is spread all over Japan, probably. Now, ex-spy AOYAMA will explain the system in detail.
Quick and easy like mashing potatoes. Easiest way to erase the enemy.
Bad smell and twinkling in the depth of the eyeholes are some suggestion of the chemical products.
Let's see the following news.
VANISH! DDMs!
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