In the year, I found that there are 4 suicide cases, including this campus one. The festival should be surrounded by some spooky feeling.
A common type coloured phamplet, it was. I noticed that on the last page, there was some photos of the organizing team, composed by the pupils. Spooky comments were there, "I would not forget you, the guy!" like one. Maybe, this is the key.
A girl, nautral type like me, however, macho-type robust one, was especially highlighted in the photo. Maybe, she would be the victim. Not sobstory type.
I also had heard that the clerk called TAGUCHI was too severe to the pupils. He harased the pupils lots. He got upset and accused their fault. Mr.Flabby type, chiken one. Short and a big head. Early matured type. This type is usually filled with inferiority complex and when someone provocates, he would kill it easily, type. Violent YUKARI type. Ugly in his appearance and a good Testacles Pet in the relation to the professors.
The leader of the organizing team in 2015 called NAKAMURA got a success to trap him, recording the scene of the harasment, or rather, threatning, in a IC recorder, by the recommendation of Mari KITADA. He handed the IC recorder and KITADA copied it into her PC, and played in front of us, NAKAMURA, HANDA, she herself and I. You would know how the versity clerk behaves in the concealed room.
And the worst is, this scene was watched by other pupil, vice leader of the team. He was the Testacles Pets of KOGURE, and ignored the scene totally, as if he were indifferent from the torture at all. Other members of the clerks of the department of Committee for Students' Life took the same attitude of this guy.
NAKAMURA is whitish and lean. At a glance, he looked wimpy. Thus, he was abused by the short man TAGUCHI.
While, the vice was a tall and vague, a nasty for me, however, DDM's favorite type.
Liked or not is the critical point at Kyorin University. NAKAMURA colaborated bravely to us, however, he was in the difficult position. The leader of the vestival was the too much harsh, a kind of all year torture, he discribed. Not amusing. Just a aim of attacking. I hope he would survive from HELL.
I borrowed the phamplet from him. After I got to know the real situation of the inside of violent organ called Kyorin Versity, I thought, for this sake, KURODA decided to conceal the fact and the police cooperated for the object.
Torturing in the department of Students' Life is normal scene. Do you believe it? NAKAMURA's case is one of this. Maybe, more harsh scene was seen inside the campus.
Goddamnit versity. The clerks tortured the pupils until to force her to death. It is called homicide, not suicide. In case of homicede, the police should investigate the case.
Thus, I tried to ask on it the police in Hachioji. They didn't want to reveal the fact, because of secrecy of the public agencies. ??? Not private organ. The police!!! I said, "Do you have a register book on the patrol cars departure?", The replied was yes, however, they couldn't search it. Then for what???
Japanese TV dramas were totally a mount of lies. Not "Columbo, the investigater" in TV Drama. I liked this series. The hero wears cheapish dirty coat and doesn't look clever. However, he is in really a cool guy and doesn't hesitate to meet arstcratic celebrities in Los Angels and got a success, as always. A kind of Mr.KIN of TOOYAMA. Modest appearance guy kills the evilest top of the high society is a good to watching. How vague, their flamboyant society is!!!
However, the evil criminals did the wrongdoing as an indivilual and their life looked gouegeous. Different from toralitarian IDIOCRACY in Japan.
Just collecting proofs and don't use it. Deposit of crime records are there in the police, I got to know.
Today, putting the things in the living room into an order, I found an article on the police of HACHIOJI. It was the paper prepared for Alex's play in the primary school in HACHIOJI.
It said that the Hachioji Police asked to contribute dogs for the sake of making DEATH SQUAD composed by the dogs to the citizens during WWII. Terrible joke!!
The police just wanted to eat the dogs. They wanted to eat meat, and required to offer the pet dogs for them. Meat eaters, maybe. Even the victims meat would have been sold by them. Tradition of called hearted. The city insisted that it was one of the victims attacke by the raid by American Air Force. Alex played in the role of some students who welcomed the ranaways from the city.
However, I have heard from YUKARI the opposite. This city was composed of ranaways from the raid on the center of Tokyo.
My mother's family is also the victim of the raid, however, could be saved from it because getting away from the center. In Hachioji, why the US Air force attacked???
Too tiny population. Does it deserve to be attacked??? According to the play, the students got away to YAMANASHI, prefectures. Beside the hachioji. Not so different from HACHIOJI. However, this play is oldies, written by someone, and performed every year by the student as a tradition.
25/02/2017 (morning) It's Saturday. Yesterday, I began to put the books that ALEX and CLARE bought during their stay in HACHIOJI in the boxes. Good for an exercise of moving preparation. Soon I will leave here and I could find lots of gifts for Philipine friends. Books, OK, then, I will send them.
In HACHIOJI, the school required me to buy lots of books for my own kids. There was a time of reading and they said, they should read books bought in the bookshops near the school. KUMAZAWA shops were ideal to buy the books.
Thus, I had to pay more than US$1 thousand per day for the pulp comic like feeble-minded books. I paid, because the public school forced me to buy. Nor borrowed. Just I should buy them. Terrible!!! The city was so evil to force me to pay the last 1 cent in my wallet. Like YUKARI. Cheapy, the pulp books, however, the total was almost US$10 thousand!!!
I paid for them, because I was accustomed to reading books by the same way. I was allowed to read any books, except comics. The contents were not for the object of avaliation or sensorship.
My mother prohibitted me to buy the comics, however, any book, I could order to the bookshop called KANEKO book center. I made an order of Sadistic-mazochistic books for adults of high quality at that time, like, Marque de Sado, Villie de' Lilladin, Tatsuhiko SHIBUSAWA, like that. Indifferent from the contents. Thus, I ordered and I rather was proud of it. I am an only intellectual person in my family, I thought. For me, reading books is basic desire. Much more interesting than subject works. Thus, I read, borrowed from the library, mainly, classical ones, and bought an extremist's taste ones at the cost of my father.
Thus, I thought I was rich. As you like, means rich.
Unfortunately, Yukari misunderstood the richness. As you like, if you were a child, it means that you are pretty promissive youth, you are. We contribute to your opportunity.
However, never ending story like faked "writer" life, with no work published, is too much burden for us. She never has published her own work ever. And says, "I would like to be a writer of Children's book, mother. You should put up with the life with me, because I have no money. Please allow me to stay in your houese as I would be an independent writer, OK?"
This is an conditional contract. An example of "impossible practically and possible theoritically" type. They trapped. Miyuki would surprizing! You performed well. You did a good good job. You are too much to behave like a wolf. Lonly wolf strategy. If you get alone, you get stronger. All of the orher thought that you would fail by Alex's kinkiest desire to be a versity graduate. Many of them failed and lost much of money, and learned lots. They contributed to the DDMic world. Nothing industrial. Just consumption.
Miyuki was totally right. KOUNAN was similar to KYORIN, Miyuki thought. Lonly place, mish-mush curriculum and vague expression and beautiful looking phamphlet. Which is which???
Miyuki was too too clever at this point. Miyuki didn't know the Chinese character of the school. So called KOUNAN and ever. She didn't want to check the name. MIYUKI didn't know that KOUNAN was passed. Now YABUKI again. MIYUKI was right. Lonly place, former department of Business School, just Domestic Course and Garden Course. Lots of girls, 4 times more than Alex. Ummmm???? Miyuki felt strange. Your father said, "Some boys could go to the school from here. Why Alex not?". OK, then, I have a right. I was forced to be hospitalized, yes, however, I am a parent of Alex. Only one parent, thus means, at this matter, a power holder. Thus, preferably, Alex got to know which is better for him. Ideal subjects and curriculum for his pragmatism and industrial inclination, less competitive. And he was undecisive on the school and on the course, eather.
Mish-mash, is his explanation, in short.Thus, I disliked. For versity??? Not at all! I hate Japanese versity system. Good for DDMs and too evil and harmful for us all, including Alex.
Miyuki was too too bad to know that YABUKI was no more existing. Miyuki just disliked and thought that is just a fake one. A good trick. However, others allowed him to go to the school. Yukari's like life, he would trail. Miyuki's prediction was right. He was indecided, which is which. Just a play, he said. He admired his parent's brave activity. Gee, he was really cool. He won the game. He constructed an informing system by his friends called Butch hunting. He hunted lots. He wanted to earn money. He was too trifty as Miyuki knows. He didn't want to earn money, not. He wanted to live at the money of others. Gee, YUKARI was right. You are super right! Why not??? He thought really. Only versity career and sells all of their belongings including others, at the cost of others' money. Her book selling habit was too skillful. Every day, some contractors. They call to her and ask her, Do you have someting to sell? And said, "No, thank you. However, I think so." Oh, others have, they understand. By the intention of others, she did it. She always used the name of Miyuki. She was too too bad to sell the books, including Miyuki's. She remembered the name, because she liked the scene of the picknic. British picnic was preferable. With river. The real life one. Kiyoshi IKEDA wrote it and Arnold XXX described in the book of "School Life of Rugby". Miyuki liked the scenes and always wanted to realize picnic. She did it in the minimum way. She did it in vulgarest ones with her kids. In everyplace. Cheap breads and sweets, chosen for long time of selection and said just thank you and left and ate as soon as possible. First, she herself. Good eating outside. She was always like that. She thinks that it is a qualification time. Cheap is her keyword. Free is much better. Alex, you are thrifty, yes. However, don't sell your own life like as Yukari. She did it already. She sold her lung already. Not knowing her admission. She did it, her heart again. She lost her aspiration system. No oxigen game. Oh, that! She did, the cheapist one. Each time, she damaged her brain. And now, she sold her heart.
She ate too bad. Her choice. She was just dull to do so. I know the situation, thus, I took caffeine drink called coffee, twice a day and later a wine, a bit. Good for me. Now, not. White wine was not good for me. I don't know well. Everytime I drank, I felt nasty and got down in a bed, several days. I liked cheese and it combined with white wine. However, I was not good at it. Good for the cold winter days. However, when I get headache,I refrained from drinking. And the same thing happened again. Maybe, the wine of Benimaru was not fitted by me. OK, i would use to cooking.
A little by little. Not so much, whoever, get nasty. It was a symptom of alchoolic weakening. OK, I accept the situation. I will drink less. A bit drinker. Enjoy like a small influence of "Walikng on cloud". I like it sometimes, after winning impression. Just 10cc or so. Not so bad. Like a sweet's use. good for a tasting. Why not?
It's more economical. I liked it. Good for health and more cheaper. The influence is the same. Ideal for me. Just for a good Tin-Tin. OR....I would be trapped in "that" of YAMINABE-party!!! Drunken, lost virgin, with anyone who were beside me!!!! Gee, I don't remember "it"!!! I did? Didn't???? And you also???? Terrible!!!! The disastrous the first time drinking experience.
Virgin dreaming it was the worst. Miyuki thinks that it was a bit one of the worst experience maybe. Not to disastrous. At least, I would like to recognize the pleasure, in the feeling. However, sexual intercourse in a cloud is ideal, like Emannuel Sex or sex in the high stories buildings, I magine. Not so bad, but in this case, members should be selected. And sometimes happens, "Oh, you, sorry! I thought that you were male!!!"
OK, in this case, acceptable. Good feeling and anyone agreed. Not so strange. Good for everyone. However, prohibitted in the countries. In many countries!!!
Miyuki would be the member of "latent lovers system" or friends who might be one of them, yes. It is making friends with. No eception. Just respect. Not wild party. Just knows each other and good for who knows well.
And she did. Her way is too too vulgar, however, understandable. She tried to make an informing system, when her kids were in danger in every meaning and did it. She relied on the pupil and wanted to invited to do this job. He said yes, however, not good for both. Miyuki is thrifty and he should earn money, she said. Thus, just in case of emergency, her kids call to him. If there is non, OK. Calling nothing is the good sigh. Not all of the times, however, in DDMic world, sepecially, the calling from Goddamnit teacher is the worst thing. She felt that when I was young and activated it during Kyorin period. Always they call just for punish her. The terror system to be called Hell. She was fo frigtened at the calling, thus, she tried to take it in the first call. The shorten the terrifying seconds. They call always she was in? I didn't know. She was right. They called whenever they wanted and got to know she was present or not. Present, punishing, absent, stealing. Both. Their method. All versities were the same. They didn't show their reality in the public register. Always good in their apperance, however, in the depth, they were already rotten.
Public register system was just concealing the fact. However, they faked as they were rich. Why they were so miserable, although they were really messy?
Miyuki was right. this is colonial territory and KEIO would be rich, Miyuki believed. US$100 thousand anually, Prof.KAWANO said to Miyuki. The others kept silent. Why? He etiulated her? No. Why they were rich? The plain versity graduates, why they were so rich???
KAWANO was rich enough in Kyorin, however, he was astonished the value. Miyuki earned US$65 thousand or so per year. Cheap, but not so miserable, she thought.Not so bad, however, thinking of the situation, not yet. I need to accumulate my career. I wanted to faile here in Kyorin. Isolated and the 3rd category versity. Ideal for the test and exercise. And did it.
She pretended in her own way and observed how they responded. They atacked in every occation. Because of slowness, because of quickness. Well made suites and casual ones eather. Pierced ears and not even with earings. Dumb, speakable, kinkiest, ordinary, their oppinions varied. Miyuki was always strange for them. Everytime, they didn't recognize Miyuki was so lean. Why you are so lean? Everytime, Miyuki responded in short. "Wine diet". They drank wine, until to get weight. Ummmm...OK, it effected me, but you are different. Is miyuki's reply as always. Miyuki was reluctant to respond it, but silence is a calling of her wrongdoing to others. Miyuki got to know, anyway, they wanted to inform on Miyuki to their superior. They did all the same.Punishing game for them.
Sometimes, Miyuki thought that they were living for punishing me. An extremely ineffective organ called Kyorin, just was established for torture me. A prohibitted game, they called.
They themselves that Miyuki was too strange these days. She was arrogant too much. She should be punished and was a victim of lynch.
This is the system. just for punishing or lynching common people. Ordinary common people were target of the caught. They were majority in the number and minority in power. Everyone knows it and Miyuki was thought that she sold her body in the most highest price in the bubble age. She was lucky. Always lucky, she thought. However, she didn't know, in which meaning, she was lucky. She thought that accumulated Yukaris make Alex dull boys. Stupid spiritless boys. Miyuki was right and they thought that their age has come!!! They didn't want to more Mr.Resbonsible any more!!! Just do it, if they could. Not order! Someone could, the most suitable ones!!! She did it, as she liked. She did and others why not. Cheapiest one on the cammel's burden, however, now monstrous figures.
Accumulated DDMs are atacking protectionists, by way of their marcy system. They were too much evil. The worse is, they didn't and doesn't want to recognize it. They didn't recognize it. Even I said, "Recognition problem or Alezheiner she is!", she at least pretended not to hear the words. Or, did she? She liked to listen the words of others. Miyuki experienced the periods, yes. Nasty and scolded others by her own subjective reason. Miyuki thought, however, in fact, later, got to recognize, that I was caught in a trap and the others were rather good. Miyuki didn't know the system at all. She was free from it. She believed that inner mind should not be open to others at all. Thus, they criticised me in reality. And could put up with the suffering. The worsest one is invitation for suicide, "Do it! Do it! You are valueless!!!"
Thus, she took a medicine and got silent, however, then, sadness total. And changed in ming. Sadness total is worse than the symptom. I can put up with the naugty boys' trapping. However, sadness, no. Miyuki tried to think it, "the voice of Gods" or some chorus. Anyway, in part , amusing. I take advantage of it. It would be a good yell for my opening of the world. Better and powerful Miyuki's departure. The evil remarks also they were here and there. However, I could separate the wrong and the right. Thus, for the wrong part, bye for now! and Welcome and yell me to praise me!!!
Separation is a good idea. Sometimes, it kept silent. An important situation surrounding her. Look Miyuki, you are protected. You should perform as you like, on your own way. It's your job and mission. Do on the your way. This is the mission and did it, as she understood. Sometimes, she should retire from the field, because they were too too dull to understand the way and she created, "OK, you said so. I remember how you are dull, power holders!"She explained and they said wrong. Repetation. she explained again. Said wrong again. She did until 6 times. She was awkward to play the game. Too bad players. They are the public servants? I am in a nightmare? Who hired and why they were not fired? Too too dull. Worse than my pupils. US$200 thousand for these kinky dull idol bugs per years my our precious money!!! Clazy! Alex would earn much more, if he played the game!!!
The worst graded member of the society and the family would earn much more them. This is the proof of their unti-producivity. They didn't work at all and preteded to work!!!
Today, I was astonished that YUKARI imitated the sound of the door opening of my father. I was astonished at the way, very abrupty and rough. And too too early in the morning on Saturday. Why?
Maybe, Yukari was thought today were Friday or so, and I thought or doubted if it were Friday. And checked the clock. 5:00 in the morning. Too too early. Why?
She pretended to make breakfast and couldn't make and went upward 5 times and came back in vain. did something tiny little thing like cheking sleeping Alex without knocking, faked to dry the clothings, took it again and did it 5 times. She sounded so busy and quick in front of the sleeping mother, because her mother likes to be quick.
Now YUKARI should her domestic task, because she thought that mer mother were so dull to do it. How audicious!!! She was junior high graded, but excellent at some points and worst in some points. Extremest type. Good contradiction. Absolute liberalist, absolute protectionalist and pure absolutist. Alex was in the middle.
IZUMI-san was laughing at my strange memory to remember the things in her 70% ways. They call it shame to take the name wrongly. Miyuki differd from them. Miyuki is always...Ku..MOTO... Oh, KUMAMOTO!!!! And KUSUMOTO got upset, "Oh, prof. I paid more then others and you didn't remember my name correctly! Oh, you should pay me!!!"
Miyuki was so sorry to hear that he wouldn't graduate in the determined period and later he graduated. 6 months later than others. She didn't know. If she knew, she did the best. Maybe the result was same as the ex-pilliyard boy. However, at least tried.