Today is really a cloud 's sunny day! It's been 16 years since I was sick, but it was really long, thank you for my doctor's acknowledgment!
Today, I went to the third hospital at Jikei Medical University. I went to see the result of MRI examination, but in addition, I was able to see a psychiatric department. Thanks to the MRI examination, "It was completely beautiful, there is nothing after the cerebral infarction, etc. I do not have anything ♪ I'm fine, I got it," I received.
I also visited a psychiatric department. Dr.Y' in charge greeted us with a gentle smile as usual.
"How is it after then?" He listened to it kindly.
I answered.
"Ｙｅｓ, my relationship with my father is going very well, as a result of Mr. Paavo coming back to Japan, I was able to regain mentally and mentally very gently, my father is relieved Indeed, my mother is also very relieved, the relationship with the two also became peaceful, when I am with Mr. Paavo, I am very happy.When I saw Mr.Paavo, I was not happy , I cried worriedly, I am sending everyday everyday. "
Dr. Y asked me, "It was nice!" Smilingly smiled. And, gentle, it added.
"I also read the medical certificate of Dr. S, a doctor in charge of you before you in Yokohama, both Sensei and I agree, but you are not schizophrenia!"
I was glad that I was "really??" And heard it back. Professor Y mentioned.
"Yeah ... For now, there is a diagnosis called" depression, "but how about this .... So far, you do not have a problem in particular, you are calmly mentally and you and your father The relationship between each other is also satisfactory, and if you can spend calmly at home, it is necessary to receive welfare protection, I think that it is better to discuss well with Chofu City Hall. "
"And then, your feelings against Mr. Paavo, you are worried about, as long as you are being sent a fighting illness in the situation like you, it is obvious that you are embracing and not being blamed. Although it is diagnosed also by Professor S, Professor S seems to have doubted the romantic delusion at the beginning, but actually, on December 8, Dr. S also got a Professor S at Mr. Pervo's concert , And you have confirmed the situation of you and Mr. Paavo. Dr. S is confident that at least two people have more than a close feeling and friendship, not your one-sided romantic delusions It seems he did it. "
"really?"
"Yeah! There is no breakdown of Paavo' s story that you made to me, and considering Paavo's position, the name of the disease you wore for the first time is very serious It seems that you had to be cautious about the attitude towards you, so it would have been expressing the love for you precisely by gazing at and encouraging you all at the classical concert site.Dr.S like that I feel that I felt that, Dr.S is buying your possibilities very high and I am thinking of your happiness very much. "
I gently tell you, so I cried with tears overflowing.
”I am glad that I am glad, Ms. Nagata!"
Professor Y said to me.
"I also suspected my ear for the first time - it is unlikely that" schizophrenia "is a person who can talk about anything gently in any respectable career like you, because my mother was too painful I thought that you were very respectable and calm and well thought it was a firm woman and I thought that I was very sorry. Because I was suffering from erroneous slander and unusual disease name for 16 years Right? "
"Dr. S thinks so, let me submit all of your theatrical reviews, blogs, dissertations, and reports, and I read that myself so hard that I also read the report you wrote, Perhaps Mr. Paavo was reading an article written by you, it was made to feel that feeling, and he offered music therapy, did not he? "
"I do not know why I got such a disease name, I do not know the situation at the time of the onset, but even in" depressed depression "it can be called auditory hallucination and it can also be a paranoia, so schizophrenia In the latest medical care, we carefully diagnose it, but at the beginning of your illness you must respond in an urgent way and you will be given a name of "disease with schizophrenia" It seems"
"However, both myself and S doctor think that diagnosis was wrong, now I would like to receive treatment as so" depression "so that I can return to the healthy life as it is There is no need to hit a medicine or injection, of course, you need counseling as much as you are.We are exposed to great stress in your position, company, theater, music critic, as well Occasionally, I need a place to reveal my troubles to the rough.
"Well, from here it is a consultation with the welfare section of Chofu City Hall, there is no treatment for counseling in the psychiatry department of Jikei University, there is no ward to be hospitalized, so for your respite hospitalization, It seems to be necessary to transfer to a hospital where counseling can be done and respite hospitalization is possible.So, how about having your physical condition corrected for a while?
I asked a question. "Do you think I can do job hunting, do you think it would be better to receive welfare protection?"
"It would be better to rest for job hunting for the time being because it seems to be essential for Ms. Nagata that you regain your physical and mental health by receiving counseling treatment. Because I will repeat retirement after all when I find a job with disorder. "
"In addition, although it is welfare protection, I think that this should be consulted with your parents and Chofu City Hall, but if you live with your parents and now you can live with peace of mind, you do not have to take any particular action I am thinking that it is a story that started from the point that it is not the mental situation you can be with your parents.When there is no emotional conflict with your parents, Would not it be better to give friends a good effect on your heart? "
"But, Ms. Nagata, Dr. Y smiled a nuisance," What do you think is definitely different from when you were in this psychiatry department the other day? "
I asked, "What is it?" Then Dr. Y was considered very smart.
"You are today with red sweaters and skirts in red knit, I was here in a very gorgeous style! Also wearing pumps and making makeup beautifully! Because I was very fashionable, I was very fashionable I was surprised at the last time, I was surprised at first, thinking why you were wearing athletic shoes and not at all quite fashionable, with no no makeup at all, your hair was slightly disarrayed. Then you said the first thing in the opening, "I met Paavo, I became very happy! I met my Paavo, I cried my bother!" (Laugh)
My face turned red. "It's awful, it's stunning."
Dr. Y told me that he admired it.
"You really truly love Mr.Paavo, you are thinking of Mr. Paavo who has been abroad for a long time and that stress has had a tremendous impact on our mind and body, I think that it is thought that it has caused the modulation.But after Paavos arrived in Japan, you are shining very brightly, so your father also noticed the change and became happy, I think that we've modified the correspondence to you! "
"Please also tell Mr.Paavo about this, and the role Paavo played in restoring your health is very big.I love people is a big thing, it is a great medicine than anything else If you tell Paavo what I said, the staff around Mr. Paavo will also be able to revise the response to you, and I can overturn the slander that was unjustly added to you I think. "
Dr. Y said that, "I am also honored to have a very happy case treated for a long time" and loosened his mouth.
I became a tearful expression. "Thank you Dr.Y!"
Professor Y said, "No, he is not here, I have not examined it two times yet, but this case is really rare, I am happy too, I smiled happily."
"I also read the texts of my blog, it is very wonderful and unique, every time I am very amazed with humor and affection.While sometimes it is made to spread out and it is natural that there are many fans reading every day Paavo will surely have been reading about you for a long time and you are a virtue of yours, Ms. Nagata "
"Even so, Mr. Paavo is awesome, doing what the doctor's servants can not do because he cured it with the power of love and music!"
My heart is full. Now, while doing this, PAAVO was working hard to rehearse and thinking that I am doing my best, tears overflowed and stopped. I thought that I wanted to inform Paavo as soon as possible.
"Please be quick and happy.The introduction letter is written at any time about transfer, so please talk with the welfare section of Chofu city."
"thank you Dr.Y!"
I got a lot of fun and I hurried the way to my house. It is no longer schizophrenia! But, because of this disease name, I can not count the treasures of my life. It was a long trial given by God, but thanks also to this trial, I pray that for everyone suffering from this disease name day by day I pray for their recovery, pray that they will be happy without being exposed to prejudice While, I came home.
If I report it to my parents at once, my parents are delighted, of course! I could not have felt the pleasure of my father, my mother was crying unexpectedly.
I think I will email Paavo! However, since I think that I am sure that this blog is surely read first, in this blog post, Paavo will also be a report of thanks to a lot of readers who support this blog I will! ！! ＼(^o^)／ \ (^ O ^) /
"Thank you" to everyone! ！ ! ！ ! ！ !
Paavo, you are the most favorite in the world! ！ ! ！ !
(Final)
