YUKARI's End (6)

22/02/2017 (afternoon) I got up late and took a cup of cafe latte, because the kitchen was cooupied by YUKARI the broken robot. She was making mashed potatoes with taro-potatoes!!! She couldn't recognized the diference between potatoes and taro-potatoes.

  They were totally different spacies. In normal potatoes case, they were harvested in the autumn and preserved until now. There are many shoots with soranin, a poisonous substance, was produced. Thus, they should be consumed as soon as possible. OK, mashed potatoes have a reason d'etare, anyway.

  However, taro-potatoes are harvested in this reason and expensive. This is good for soup in winter, as I wrote becore, because of the sticky character to maintain warm temperature of the dish.

  Taro-potatoes are sticky and more snow man like shape and a bunch of hair. Totally different. Yes, replacible each other sometimes, however, consuming as mashed potatoes is a genocide for taro-potatoes. Foods are in rage, I thought. How indifferent, YUKARI is. A mashing potatoes machine. Too too cold to the basic desire called appetite. Tato-potatoes are crying, I felt. A massacre. YUKARI doesn't understand the value and just treats them as normal potatoes.

  Thus, she doesn't like cooking. Or, just consumption, she does. Not tastes foods. Insensitiveness absolute. She calls her "housekeeper" outside??? Terrible. Any people know the difference between potatoes and taro-potatoes. Out of mind on each character. Cooking is the basic requisite for identifying the person as a housekeeper. The misesable masher of precious foods. Too too indifferent from the characters. YUKARI the broken robot is cruel even to foods. Thus, she disliked Alex to enter into Business School??? 

  "More agricultural products beside these goddamnit potatoes? Terrible! You are not the type. City boy type. We DDMs should be free from such tiresome works...!!!"

  Yes, my mother also has no good cook. She prefers formality than flavour. Thus, she scolds the tiny difference of the process and the use of the tools. Good for an aprentiz, she believes. However, I think, man should learn from the taste, at first. Delicious! is the incentive for a good cooker. So, if kids fail in cooking, it's OK, do it! At least, you could make something eatable. The dishes and tooles left dirty in the kitchen? OK, I will wash, I would play with a lukewarm water! Do, as you like. Just take care of fire incidence. The rest, OK! Play in the kitchen, as you like.

  I myself did the same in the first instructing time. I forced my kids to wash the bowls and so on after the sweet cooking. I thought I should teach the importance of responsiblity or the spirit of "from the beginning until the end".

  However, this was not a success. They refrained from cooking itself. Thus, I changed. Do as you like, I would wash the dished after the working. OK. Don't destroy your house, right?

  Thus, Clare got a good cooker and Alex could cook at least by himself. Both are the better cookers than YUKARI, yes.

  Mashed potatoes are YUKARI's original. She can't cook my mother's specialite at all. My mother is a sever trainer for YUKARI and for me, also. A spaltan coach she abruptly changes.

  And I don't like her dishs. She did on her own way. Eadable and cheap. That is her preference. I weigh taste in priority. Cost performance is important, however, not the first thing.  YUKARI avoids to learn cooking from her and escaped from her original. Thus, expensive and disastrous mashed potatoes are here before us.

  Now, she dislikes to wash the dishes. I noticed that she sprang from the chamber of her mother, in which she was watching TV, as soon as she perceived that I was in the kitchen and put her dirty used dished in the sink, with the sigh of "Wash them, servant, for me, the emperor." She was so quick only when she economises her working energy. Whe was thristy even in using her abiity or so.

  She can preserve everything, money, power, kindness, energy, time, life, ability, consideration, brain and so on. "I don't use any of them. They are mine. I should keep them for my own self. I hold them all. I am the owner of them. Thus, you should not use my precious time and contribute for my TV watching time. "

  Thus, I washed only my dishes and left her precious things untouched. I kept my dishes in my box. A good excercise to live alone away from my family. A preparation, I do.

  YUKARI likes to take advantage of others' kindness. Intentional and instinctive free rider, she would be. For her, free riding is words for praise to show her cleverness. Don't use your own power, keep it until it would be necessary, as much as possible. Live just for yourself. This world is a survival game. I quitted the job. Now, family is only my source.  Thus, ride on the shoulders on my family. They are kind enough to think that I am only a good girl. A promissive writer, would be. I would be a free rider no.1 in this world. Family is the resource of income. Good. I would be a ruler. Maneger, I would say. A good job for me and for us. Because I am the most intelligent here in this simple-minded family. Now, much better. My stupid sister chose to make their kids high school graduates. Thus, I am an eternal Queen in this miserable low academic career family. I graduated from Rikkyo versity, one of the renoun versity in Japan. I am the numero uno in this family.

  Yukari would think so, by her instinctive ego-centric interpretation. YUKARI failed to enter KOMAZA and HOUSEI university. Reason, unknown. Only Rikkyo versity admitted he as a student, in the faculty of literature, the history course. It means that the memory weighs lot in her case. Thus, memory loss is the proof of her brain disease, like MATSUDA at Kyorin.

  In HOUSEI's case, she spontaneously failed, according to her explanation. In the test of composition, the examinees were asked on their political belief. She didn't want to respond, so avoided to write the reply on the paper. As a result, she failed.

  OK, she did and Rikkyo was better than Housei, I thought. A luck, you have, I appreciated her work.

 I didn't know wether HOUSEI excluded the spudents depending on their political opinion, however, I got to know the versity is right wing or conservative-nationalistic type.

 Yes, she was a messy poor versity student, however, she was benefetted rather than other guys in the era. She could study during versity days as she likes. Many of high school graduate of ASAHI in Shirakawa can't go to versity at all.

 Also I was lucky. I am a lucky person and I feel it. My abilities are so limited buy, I am always lucky, anyway. I fail lots, yes. However, I could recover from it and I get much more after the recovery. I didn't know why. Anyway I was lucky and I am a lucky whole in my life, as a hero of children's book. Puddington the bear like person. And I like to make a trip and I was born in the year of Tiger, as same as my mother. 2 generations of tigers, we are. Tigret, I, would be. A lonly wolf type. And I sleep well sometimes and sleep less sometimes. Flexible and changeable, depending on the season, mostly. Animal like habit I have a lot. My face sometimes looks like rabbit, when I smell well. My face is really changeable. A funny face. I like my face. Each one. Sometimes I need a coodination with the face image and the outfit.

 Strange thing happened when I was in San Tiago of Chille. I was in the mood to be a good girl so I chose a simple smartest pretty girl type wear, imaging Sayuri YOSHINAGA, an old but beauriful actress, my almna MORIKO liked so much, and I posed in front of Presidential Palace and tooked a photograph. And the result....

  Oh,no! No! OK, yes, however,no! I am Sayuki....!!! I was confused. The face looked like Ganchu KYO, a middle aged professor of Political Studies at Tokyo Versity and ex-prof of WASEDA, the contrary version of HASEBE. He was Korean and prejudiced in his young age and got angry for the experiences. He was popular because he was thought handsome among people. Handsome, OK. However, my image was a beautiful actress and I wore for it.

Handsome guy with an actress like pretty clothings???? TOHOHO time again. OK, KYO, you should say so before. If so, I would wear different manish clothings....I was dissapointed so much...OK, better than ugly, however....

 In the very day, I was the presentator of the simposium, which was realized just for me. I didn't know it, because one of the organizer said to me, "You didn't come..." I was astonished and claimed to the versity's mailing service system. Before claiming, I made a slight investigation and found that my mails were checked by someone and only selected some were sent to me. Delayed mail. In this time, fatal for me. Why my mails were checked? Who is the performer in this arrogant work? We, scholars, need reliable relationship. Mine was broken, intentionally or instinctively. And I got to know that the selector is the stupid idiot, who sent me a lot of lies messages for fishing like, "You can earn easy money from your own house. US$3-5 thousand, per month" or "I am a rich African and want to contribute my money to your foundation. Please inform your bank number."or so. Cheap trick, everyone knows. Even primary school boys know it type.

  Oh, this is ORE-ORE SAGUI or "Granma,please send me money. I am in danger!" type faked calling. I thought "Who would be trapped in this easy lie? Rich and stupid and old. YUKARI like figures only. Only DDMs are trapped. We people have no money and too economic to do so. They can't recognize the voice of her or his dear grand son. Only stupid type."

 Thus, Ore-Ore Deceipt is not important for us, I thought. However, the police and the banks take advantage of thie crime as a source of private information search.

  When I withdrew US$15 thousand for me, a clerk approaced me and asked me, "Why you withdrew such amont of money? We should ask the reason, because the police asked me to ask the clients, for the sake of ORE-ORE-Deceipt protection." He explained. Oh, I looked like so old like an Alzheimer patient? OK, I replied, "I have to return borrowed money to my father and I need some for my trip abroad."

  What does it mean? If some bad guys here in the bank, my house would be the target of the attack. Much money in the hands of elders, and the younger is absent in a trip abroad. Good! We will rob the money tonight!!!

 Much more dangerous than Ore-Ore-Deceipt. And in this goddmnit bank called TOUHOU is famous for their trifty way og management. I was astonished on the other day that the ATM of this bank prohibits us to withdraw our money over US$1 thousand. How this town is managed economically? Nothing. Another proof of the economic disaster in local towns in Shirakawa. Thus, for them US$15 thousand is tremendously big, relatively. They know the value and we don't know. Who gain in this situation? We spend as usuall, because the prices are not so changeable. The dull guys, who know the system, want to gain from the difference of the value between nominal or informed for us and secret and informed exclusively for them DDMs.

 In this case, communication cutting is totally important. We DDM should know, while they common people should not know. However, exists amphybious like us, Platinum Tribe. In this case, they should be treated as idiots or mads, it all depends. Thus, Japan has lots of Mental Health Institutes all over Japan.

  They always look for the clients. Look the site;  

 https://www.pref.fukushima.lg.jp/sec/25140a/intyouaisatsu.html

  This is an example. The top of the hospital confessed the drastic reducing of the patients. It was honest for him, at this point. However, he enphatysed that "Thus, we should make all effort to gain patients as much as possible", energetically. Kinky, isn't he?

  The loss of patients are happy for our society, because it means the reduction of unhappy people. However, for this kinky hopital manager, the patients should be come, as many as possible, by their intention. What means? Forced internation.

  I was forced to hospitalized in 2015 for 1 week in Kyorin Hospital,

  And I was hospitalized in 2016 for 3 months full in Hasegawa hospital.

  I recognized that there are so many hospitals and clinics all over in Tokyo and in Shirakawa, also. What does it mean? No industry at all. Sending people into the hospital is itself the source of income. Unhappiness producing society. IDIOCRACY produced the monstor.

  We are pursueing happiness. However, for DDMs, it should be prohibitted. They are so cruel to prohibit secual education in Public school in Tokyo. Instead, they allow OPPABU and HOST-CLUBs openly. Selling and Buying of body is another industry in Tokyo.

  Shirakawa is an old town, so at the last point, we are lucky, at least. Better than OPPABU culture, anyway.

  Too much warnings are needed in this society. Thus, Alex is a guardman for my mother and Clare is for my father. YUKARI is now moving just by instinct. She feels, she moves. Discontroled gorem. She is out controle of Alex, now. Alex, poor boy, was annoyed by this Damnit auntie from the begining. He wanted to escape from her, however, she brought his breakfast, much of mashed potatoes, presumably. Irony is far from her. Just declared like old kinky bug professors in Kyorin University.

  "You should obey me, Alex, be a good boy!" like that. Three times a day. Meal talk, they call. Now, he is forced to hear it once every morning. She taked advantage of the opportunity to feed her pet dog like boy. a kind of instruction for domostic animals.

  Alex is a late riser so hears from the right ear to the left. OK, auntie, get out. OK, OK. You said so. OK. It's enough. I want to eat your DELICIOUS dish anyway. Your mashed potatoes are so DELICIOUS!!!

  Alex, you are clever. YUKARI the robot doesn't understand irony at all and believes that the muck like food is appreciated as "DELICIOUS!" thoroughly!!!

  Oh, like Dr.Dull and other DDMs in Tokyo!!! They don't understand irony at all. Pretending is enough for them. Thus, Miyuki the CAMARIN was so so popular there. MIYUKI perpormed a campy actress and delivered harshed irony incessively, however, they accepted it at all. If I stop the performance and said something in serious way, they started to punish me. IRONY! Only irony is the way to excape from their request of obedience.

  Oh, you did , Alex. I did a Testacle Host faked figure in Kyorin Versity. When I stopped to behave like this host like performer, they began to attack me. Instinctive stage, now they are. They can't stop their desire at all. Thus OPPABU was established. And the patients of Syphilis called Treponema are increaseing several these years.

  Abrupt dashing is also characterictic at this stage. Scrumble dash we call. They can't move with the strange preocupation related with something.

  "Something", we could say, because they forget what exactly was. Something good. Something hot. Something wet. Something black. Vague, as a result. They lose the memory and rely on the instinct. Always vague "something".

  And always "new" to some matter. "I have never eaten UMEBOSHI" is this sype. I have heard from a young girl of 19 years old. Her name was Juria HATORI. Mixed blooded. She was the most cleverest in the 4th floor in HASEGAWA Hospital. She played the piano, comparatively good. However, she was arrogant and ate concealed from others. She brought a lot of musical notes into the hospital and played the piano. Her strong play was Chaikovsky's "Sad Tragedy". She exercised the play for 30 minute every day. I noticed that she got to play worse. Why? A little by little, her disease increased.

  She liked ANIME and SAZAE-SAN was her favorite. She was absorbed in this family drama of trifle things, with the most serious expression, until to say, "Shut up, please. I am now learning through this ANIME."

  They could speak, however, their knowledge was extremely limited. Each one said differently, however, they said, "Oh, you do. I agree. Just you say!" Totall obedient conversation with the entire contradiction materially. Like this;

  A: "It's cold today, isn't it?"  

 B:"Yes, it's warm. You are right, cutie. And our meal is delayed for more than 20 minites, isn't it?"

  A:" Yeah, the medical staff is extremely punctual in this hospital."

  Banana MATSUO, thanks for your appearance. YUKARI was so tough to treat in his light way. A serious gag, for us. Illogical however, too too painful, like DAME-OYAJI.

  They are so obedient until to their death. Like Kohei KIGUCHI, DDMic power holders' Dream Kid. He died with his army trampet in his mouth during the war.

  The last, sense of mouth, it means chatting. For people, first, eating and then, talking. However, for DDMs, chatting is first and eating is the second, like YUKARI does every morning to Alex.

 I gave a birth to my kids and now he and she are enough strong to guard my parents. Good. I did a good job to them. Reliable promissive strong big kids, anyway.

 This "tough appearance" is heavily important to DDMs. They feel fear from the big appearance. My kids are big and tall. No one denies the fact. I am lean and tall. This is not sufficiently threatning power to YUKARI.

  Romantic DDM, YUKARI is. "KABE-DON" situation is her ideal, probably. "KABE-DON" is a performance that the superior boy forces the inferior girl to fall in love with him. The boy puts his hand on the wall and encloses her from outside. It means "I violate you inside and at the same time I protect you from outside."

  YUKARI is eager to perform this situation in her feeble-mind. She would be raped in her illusion by her own nephew, presumably.

  She is out of control and now lives by instinct. If she wants, she does. She wants to use others' place, does so without permission, abruptly. Everything is mine. I don't understand the difference who is the owner of this bowl. For me, everything is all right. For others, no. I am allowed to live as I like. Anyone stops me. I am free. Totally free from any chain so called duty. I do, if I like, by my kindness. Good girl, I am. I am pretty and good girl. They should treat me like their adorable child. I am only one child of this family, everything is allowed and I should be forgiven when I commit some error. Any error. Stealing is also. I want and I do. I am a good diligent worker, because I substituted my godamnit sister as a mother. Good kind mother they should call me. I should be respected by them. They are the last one resort for my attack. I am too good to do so. I am the last one to do so. I am superior to MIYUKI. She was all right type. Now, she was different. She is so thirsty. She is so evil to hate my tiny error. Tiny error and I just wanted money. I wanted. I needed. It's enough for me. I was earger for money. Yes, I like her wallet. Pretty one. I should be honest. At least I am honest and it's enough. She ate my bananas. Precious Bananas, I bought by my money. I earned from her money. I should pay it, because my pay was so small.They should accept the value. I needed to buy the bananas for Alex and me. I was too too hungry, because my goddamnit sister didn't give me money. She likes my family. She was an kinky old lady to go abroad without me. I am alone here. I am lonly. I need money. I like money. I want money....

  Thus, she wants to go with MIYUKI!!!! How thrilling, spooky nightmare, again. Yes, she acts by instinct and traces Miyuki's life. DDMic envy, they say. Miyuki was jelous sometimes. However, she got more present to conquer the basis dirty desire. Admiring to the superior. Not superior for the professionalim, but for her life. She is now too honest to learn from well skilled ones. Everyone, even a kids of 5 years. She learns lots from youngers. She is a surprisingly developped in this point. She spontaneously noticed of this strange character. Repect, she had since she was born. However, not enough. Admiration, she needed. Admiration causes her change. "Gee, I want to do "like that type. She would get more chance to know the world better. It was a palody version of "Dr.Faust" by Goethe. An impressive story, however, like Dante's "Divine Comedy". Everyone knows it and says so. However Goethe disliked this impression. He thought and wrote. Forgotten the motif. Ovbiously. Ah, you too??? Goethe, failed in the trap. He wanted to see the brightness, More light, the last words. He was falling in the hell with his OPPABU-BABAA. Do you think?

 In a certain point, yes. He with the old one wanted to be treated by the young girl well. Beaftiful girl, better than ugly figure. At this point, OK. If he wanted more from her sexuall service or similar with money, it would be prostitute relationship. I don't know the exact relationship. From the side of her, kinky old bug or kind rich old superior? This is the problem.

  The fact is both. Not financial matter. Just a kindness. Kindness for? Money related. Yes, she is a maid. This relationship, sometimes produces love. Not forced one. Like Portuguese marrige with black slaves type. Not even, but, at least, "Gee, she is attractive!" type. In this case, she also sells a bit of charm. The line is a bit difficult to draw. However, in the evident case, we should punish. Not exempt these extreme case because of the existance of gray zone.

  This similar things can be mention on the theory of kinky old bug called Youichi HIGUCHI.

  MIYUKI was too kind to understand his theory with his honest interpretation as usual. He trapped honest constitutionalists into the dark hall called hell.

  He said, "In Japan, when the court says "not unconstitutional", it doesn't mean Constitutional itself. It differs from total accordance of the obedience of the Constitution to the inferior norms. A slight siginificance of unconstitutionality, you know, kids," He talked to them. MIYUKI didn't know the judiciay in Japan was so bad to say so. No any recognition of "unconstitutionality" at all. Just "all inferior norms are OK" version. Inexistance of Judicial Review at all!!! His remarks trapped others to see the fact and they believed that HIGUCHI were a great liberal constitutionalist at all.

 Miyuki now know that Japanese Constitution was just existing for the formality of country. Not other meaning. North Korea with liberal democratic face. Higuchi's archaic smile was impressive to her for the first time.