Today I feel some not-well at my alimentary system, would this come from yesterday's job?

Yesterday is a tough day. Last evening, because our company needs to promote our newspaper's sales, they ask me to print 3days' newspaper of our company & 2 pages letter, and order that newspaper print at 2-sides-printed & letter just 1side-printed, then we send them to our customers today. Total 1set datasheet include 3day's newspaper and a letter, and I have to print total 72sets. I counted that newspaper & letter own total 58pages, that is over 4,000pages pages copys. And, 3pieces of newspaper have to singlely bind, then letter put on the face of them, 1set & 1set collect and arrange.

We have just 1Ricoh copy machine, and just me to do. I have to work about total 4hours. All the room were full of the unwanted atmosphere(ozone). Although I had finished, today I feel some not-well at my alimentary system, would this come from yesterday's job?

I am very boring, no TV (program) could be watched.

Just now, when I was drying clothing, I listened to my next door neighbour shout out in her house, ''I am very boring, no TV (program) could be watched.'' This my neighbour is an about over 40-years-old woman. (Maybe her Tv set doesnot work?)

This gives me a message. Even if internet is developing very fast, a lot of people could get a great amount of information, including movies from the net. But in a lot of people's mind, TV still is a very useful way to get information and entertainment. Till now, no one could shake Tv's situation.

Thinking of its cause, I think 1stly computer is still a tool not suitable for all ages people; 2ndly even today's technology couldnot provide a real true high-definition,  natural moving speed, easier controling way and natural colour videos better than TV. 3rdly, Tv station is still a great deal of better and healthier programs source, more families like kids watch and use them, and more seniors like to use them.

This is reality.

A cell phone's spark.

Looking at this cell phone, what will you get?

For me, it tells me a story. It is given by my brother. He said that, 1day, his classmate asked him to buy a cell phone smart-card for him. He did it. After several days, his classmate later, his classmate came to find him and gave back the smart-card. When my brother was wondering if the card wasnot ok, his classmate took out a small bag then took out a almost new cell phone and a charger and said, ''I bought it for my mother, but sudenly she has passed away. Now, all of these are no useful. I give i to you as free... as you know, I already have another phone...''

As my brother, he has another, too. He gave it to me as a toy for my baby.

Looking at it, I feel that the life as a human really too tough, you couldnot get to know when you would get the call from the god... So, love every day that you pass; and love whom you love, --donot make more conflicts with them; and enjoy every day with them...

These are what I get from the cell phone.

Let's live well everyday.

Last evening, when we were having supper, Riko said, "You see, those in the north are wearing a lot, and they are facing extremly cold, big snow; but we are now could still wear short T-shirt, the temperature is normal over 25, sometimes would be about 30. How different it is!"

Yes, I agreed.

Recently it is reported that 5 people(including a Chinese interpreter, 4 Japanese) faced the super snow and cold in the trip of the Great Wall. No one would forsee that and no one have the enough preparing. The Chinese escaped to ask for help. But, it was too late and upset, 3 had dead...

...

From that, I got to understand, sometimes we really donot need to be upset for our lives. Catch everyday is good enough. For example, you really donot know when the worse would fall down to you at which day. If you waste someday or enjoy a bad day, you donot know that you have tomorrow or not. So, let's live well everyday.

Now, it is a strange wearing season.

It is said that today(the 1st, Nov)'s temperature will be down 6degrees. From about 30degrees to 24degrees, and with some suddenly strong wind, it seems to tell us that winter is coming.

On the street, you could see a lot of different wearin: some wearing jackets, some wearing long T-shirts, some still wearing short T-shirts, ... In the eveing of the 30th, Oct, I was following a couple of youth, the girl said ''Ooo, strong wind.'' I saw, she is wearing a short skirt, I thought''Why she donot feel the strong wind?''

 

How sentimential it is! A city's cleaning just rely on the weather.

Since yesterday(the 29th, Oct) 630pm, it rained sometimes and stop sometimes, now it has been lasting for over 7hours. This is because of the No. 23 typhoon in this year. Rain drops are not very heavy. But it has brought a flash sky for us, I guess.

Citys at here are already very dirty. Our faces are black almost in those days that there are no rains, no winds day. Local managers and people in charge of local Observatory all forecast the pollution that will end at some day for the strong wind and rain on the local newspaper usually.

How sentimential it is!

Our local is going to open an international Marathon Games after several days later. But I say, it couldnot. Even 20years ago, our here isnot suitable. 20years ago, I moved from a country town to this big city, at that time, here is not so big as now. At that time, I went on doing an exercise-that is, 3 times a week for 10kilometers' runing in the morning(about at 530am). But the air is very bad even at that time. After insisting 6 months later, I had to give up. You could feel your breath was pushed, very very uncomfortable. At that time, my runing place(shamian沙面)is an island that is locating the Pearl River side(珠江，a river of our local), there are many over 100years' trees are planted on the road, but no useful...

Now? More and more XX

2 people who don't forget your birthday in yout life: your mother, & your wife.

Today, is my birthday in lunar year. But I totally forgot.

At noon, when I had lunch with my mom, she suddenly pointed a delicious food(for me, it is) and said, "today is your birthday, I cooked it for you."

Oh, yeah... Before several days, I still caculated how long I will reach my birthday. But maybe I had some uncomfortable illness, I had just forgot it.

Suddenly, a lot of story from newspaper, tv, or radio... Children often forget partents birthday, but their parents never forget their children. I felt my eyes are wet.

But story didnot finish yet...

When the evening came today, I still couldnot see Riko to come home. I was playing with our baby, but I wished she could come home on time then instead me to take care the baby, and I could finish some job I was doing. A second, a second passing, ... , she couldnot be seen...

30 minutes later than usual, she came. When I opened the door, she suddenly sang the Birthday-Song "Happy birthday to you, " This cake is for you. I suddenly understood why she was late. I wanted to hit myself. Just several minutes, I was complained by my imagine-she must go to shopping again.

...

Today, I was showed and proved a truth: in the world, the people who is the most careing for you are your mother and your wife.

歴史は難しい了解で、ここでは少々参考です。

歴史は難しい了解で、ここでは少々参考です。

1972年現代評論社から出版された井上清氏的『「尖閣」列島－釣魚諸島の史的解明』
１.なぜ釣魚諸島問題を再論するか

２.日本政府などは故意に歴史を無視している

３.釣魚諸島は明の時代から中国領として知られている

４.清代の記録も中国領と確認している

５.日本の先覚者も中国領と明記している

６.「無主地先占の法理」を反駁する

７.琉球人と釣魚諸島との関係は浅かった

８.いわゆる「尖閣列島」は島名も区域も一定していない

９.天皇制軍国主義の「琉球処分」と釣魚諸島

１０.日清戦争で日本は琉球の独占を確定した

１１.天皇政府は釣魚諸島略奪の好機を九年間うかがいつづけた

１２.日清戦争で窃かに釣魚諸島を盗み公然と台湾を奪った

１３.日本の「尖閣」列島領有は国際法的にも無効である

参考：http://ja.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E4%BA%95%E4%B8%8A%E6%B8%85_(%E6%AD%B4%E5%8F%B2%E5%AE%B6)

A fast & strong typhoon(the No. 13th in this year) is coming soon.

A fast & strong typhoon(the 13th in this year) is coming soon.

About at midnight, when I was crossing a bridge, I could saw that some not big white clouds were moving quickly over the sky from here to there, and the sky are quite clear dark blue and the lights of buildings are shining beautiful.

At noon(Aug, 16th), when I was taking the bus and passing 1 place, I saw there were about 7-8 security staffs standing around and 1 policeman looking at 1 way, after 1-2 seconds later, a thought reminded me, that way was pointing to our local Japanese Consulate...

When I came back home, and watched Tv news of noon, I understood why? Some Cantonese went to there to show their angries for the crisis surounding of DIAOYU island.

As a HongKong Tv presenter said, when he talked with some locals of Naha那霸, for example, a taxi driver said those 14 HongKongers are trouble maker, they should leave ASAP. (This speaking has been cancled at 6pm news.)

I sincerly hope this speech just stay in fewer people's minds... War is not a good thing, everyone know that & believe that, I think. No one, no family would like to suffer from losing son, daughter, Daddy, Mammy, etc. So the good way is that calmly sit down, according to the history and the truth, settle the dispute peaceful. 

I insist to believe that our proverb"yours is yours, by grabing is still not yours".(你的就系你的，抢来的也不是你的。)

Our baby's clothing and flowers. 花、われわれベビーのTシャツ.

”十年人事几番新”10years later, a lot of things_persons & affairs have changed.

”十年人事几番新。” This Chinese sentence means: 10years later, a lot of things_(persons & affairs) have changed many many times.

Maybe I donot have this feel before, yesterday, after I watched the ppt(powerpoint) document which is made by our classmates. It shows the lives that we lived in the high-school in the past and some pictures about our classmates and teachers in the present. I watched it till this morning at about 1:40...

1 hand, I missed them, but I darenot to see those pictures that show time has cut and changed their ever handsome and beautiful faces and those have been being a little bit of strange...

Watching those comparing screen, nothing, unless a little bit... sigh!

512 is the day that they joyfully meet together in our mother school. Some have beome managers, some are being rich, some have excellent job, some have immigrate to oversea or married to oversea... I have nothing, I am still struggling for my life, I just have Riko and our baby... That is the other hand. So, I lost my courage to go back and just downloaded and watched the file from the net. Save my emotion deeply in my heart.

Human is being human, because they have emotion, they have joy, sadness, ...etc. Machine is different! Human has emotion and desire, excitment and horror, victory feeling and failure feeling, ...

Me, too.

Recall my grand father.

This is an article for me to remember my grandfather. It mightnot be suitable for everyone. If you have some unhappy while you read or after you read it, please stop, and listen my sorry for you.

On Sunday(2011-12-11), it was 4-16degree that day, with very cold and strong wind that day, some of my plants were pushed down by strong wind before(It made our baby get a cold after coming back home) .

We held our grand father's funeral on Sunday(2011-12-11). Although over 80, according to our tradition, on his funeral we donot need to cry, just normally keep your emotion, this is called smile-funeral.

Now, time has passed 2 days. but his face is still showed in front of my brain. His last imagine when we visited him in the senior-caring room, he was with full satisfiction hanging his face, thin but with brave, he seems to be full of brave to go to another world, there, it seems that a lot of his relations, friends have arrived and waiting for him.

Because of his high long life, he has become the longest life person in his village, although he could enjoy the beautiful world, his lonely feel still grown. He was always missing them. When I think of this, I feel very sad too. It is not easy for an old man to insist his living. We arenot the same aged with him, he was lack of recalling field.

...

I still couldnot forget his crying when I was a naughty kid; I still couldnot forget that he taught me history from books and from his brain when I slowly grown up; I still couldnot forget his caring when I faced some difficulties; ... his happiness in my wedding festival; his joyful when I told him my son's born(he was the 2nd person that I told)...I have faced many people leaving me, but this time is very different. Maybe because my lovely grand father really taught me a lot in my life, maybe at the same time I am becoming old... being old would like to recall, would like to think, would like to be fear death...

I donot know how long the road I could go in the future. But one I think my lovely grand father has given to me, that is "Although someone has died, he is still alive; although someone is still alive, he has died."(one of our proverb: 有的人虽死犹生； 有的人虽生已死。)

Remember my grand father.

This is an article for me to remember my grandfather. It mightnot be suitable for everyone. If you have some unhappy while you read or after you read it, please stop, and listen my sorry for you.

I scare the ring call in the midnight. When the ring dingding, my nervious will make me shake.

Last midnight, about 12:30am, our phone call dingding. I have some fearness. That is it. My cousin told us our lovely and respected grandfather has passed away. Although he was 94-years-old and have just enjoyed his birthday last month, we still keep the sadness in our deep heart.

He was a country's boy, and he just learned about 5 years in country village's traditional school(私塾), then was holding a mind of fighting for life, he went to our locating city to work. At that year he was 12. From a learner to being a tailer(making a suit（洋服）) at his 17, at about 25, he became a quite famous tailer in our local. In order to do business with Japanese, at his early 20, he has learn a lot of Japanese and could have a quite good communciation with them...

During the world war2, he said he often get the kicking by foot by those occupiers. At the eve of the ending of the war, he got a news from one of his friend and borrowed 12yuan(銀元)to buy what?- a great deal of text-books written by our own language(those occupiers ordered people just study their language.), but just as wasted paper by those occupiers, at very low prices. After the war's ending, new government rebuilded the new educiation system, but new books couldnot be printed or carried very soon from chongqing so far, then those old text-books have very good function then they could be sold a quite high prices than as wasted paper. He got success. He successful became a book store owner. But life was still tough...

After the whole family's full hard working, he saved some money, he brought 30liang(about 1.5kilogram) gold and bought a whole building-3 floors green-blocks building at Peking road(北京道) of our local. He had 8 kids and just 1 wife. He not only afford of his family, but also wife's father and mother, wife's sister's family's, his brothers and sisters. Could you imagine that now, how a big pressure for him. He and his family saved every dime for others, living tough life, just for his relationship.

After (19)49's, he handed over his shop. From a boss to a worker. And at the same time, not only those local managers gave him a lot of controlls, but also some who have gotten a lot of from him betray him and did some hurt for him. In order to show some opinions to those managers at that time, he had to be trapped...

Even at 70's, he was apporaching to retirment age(60), he drived the tricycle(sometimes he drived for carrying people, sometimes drived for carrying some goods) on the street, facing hot, rain, or wind...

After his retirement, he went back to his hometown since 1980. His job was insteaded of by 1 of his son who came back from Hainan island(海南島). I insisted that his long life should thank for good air and water of hometown(but recently there was pollute as most of area in our area). He lived single(because he would have some arguement when he lived with my grandmother.) My grandmother passed away at the end of 80's, but at that time, the best was 2 of his daughts could be allowed to move back hometown, then he could have chances to got daughters and grand-sons caring oftenly...

We would visit him every 2or 4 weeks, but now I think, I should do this more often. Even when he was 90, he still cared the 2ancestrals, village's public followers, village's cultural room(at about his middle age of 80's). With his age growing, 2 times he slipped down. Then after his 90birthday party, we found a senior caring centre for him to live. 1st, he didnot like to. As in traditional mind, if you have kids, you lived in those centre, others would laught at you and you would be no faces. We have to communciate with him recycle and recycle...

Even when he lived in, he donot like to live with others. 1stly, he stayed in a 2 people's room; 2nd he order to move to a single room, he cared himself; 3rdly, we employ a man to help him wash his bowl and help him to enter toilet; 4thly, after about May day this year, he moved out single room to anther 2 men room and employer a full-time job middle-aged woman(she cared 4 seniors) for caring him; 5thly, at about September, he move to a single room again and employed a woman for caring him 1 to 1... till yesterday(2011-12-07)11:30pm. A lot of people said patience couldnot resist the cold of midnight.

When we met him at May holiday, he still could use stick to go across the road to a resturant to have lunch with us. I couldnot imagine several illness after that, would take him so far between us. Maybe as those doctors said, all his checking, no one could found any fatal illness reasons, his weakness was because of his orgin's being old. Luckly, he could enjoy his last birthday with us happenly. At our tradition, 1 who live over 70, we donot need to be sad for his leaving, just use laughing to support that he go to another world. There is no pain and hard...

What I want to learned Massage is 1stly for him, even now, I will work hard to master it more better, to serve more person who need it. That is my new aim...

The story seems not to have the ending, but it seems to have had its ending.(1)

According to the observatory, today's temperature is high as about 27.7degree. Although in the morning and the dusk, people would still feel a lightly cool, as someone blow some air, we just need a short T-shirt that is good enough.

Recently, our area has a lot of thing that could make eveyone has enough shook.

Firstly, I want to recall something that happened before. That is a morning on the 12th, Nov. When I was passing the gate of 1 of our local Tv station at about 9am, facing the strong raised sun, I suddenly saw 3 people curling in some shadow of the gate that is still not covered by sunshine, with some paper in their hands. According to my judgement, they are Pe????????s. In our area, someone who gets the unfair, they almost couldnot get enough help from local management, they almost couldnot get enough help from local judical system... The lasting hope is that they wish they could go to the higher management system and get the help of them to support their rights.

Would this work? Almost they couldnot get their answer.

1. Higher system couldnot solve those problem, because they couldnot break the managerment's rule of this for just someone.

2. Higher system donot want to show those negative news in front of the public.

3. Higher system would be even for their good and clean image, then let lower management system to drive off, to capture, ... those claiming and applying their rights from where they came from.

4. Higher system hold a traditional mind - money I need, job I neednot.

5. Higher system could use a lot of ways, moved the reception room to a far and no one could notice place, send state apparatus to patrol in front of their locating gate...

Then, those applying persons had to find a new place, they throw their hopes in the media. They wish journalist could give them a hand. But they maybe donot understand, under these situation, what could those journalist do?

Back to the story, I understood that those 3people just wished to see and hand their data in their hand to those influential journalists whom they usually watch Tv and see. I donot want to mention how many these kinds of facts happened in our land everyday, I just want to point out - would they have power to uncover?

The story seems not to have the ending, but it seems to have had its ending.

 

 

 

What is misfortune?

Today, at somewhere of our local, when traffic light is showing red, a license plate was 広　 20014(army license)　civilian vehicle(car) stopped over the line about 1metre away, and was occupying some of a gap beside the zebra crossing(this gap usually was used to pass those bikes and trolley but not official).

I was crossing at the zone of zebra. Suddenly, I hear light sound of "Peng" and then heard several senior women walking together said, "Ai, he is misfortune." Ｉ looked beside that way, a middle age with some humpbacked man was pushing a trolley for carring rubbish (trolley is written on: rubbish compression station)and hit a little of the car's front corner by the trolley's corner.

That car's driver(no wearing any uniform) caught and pestered that man and asking for compensate. They blocked at there. Luckly, no sooner than a traffic police came. After he took a picture in the front of the car and at the back of the car, he lead 2 sides' drive car and trolley to a no blocking roadside.

I am waiting for the Just. Humpbacked man certainly claimed his opinion: while red light, using the normal gap to pass, and at the same time, that car has rush out the line and is occupy some gap zone. Car driver still loudly stressed his car was hit. Police just insisted that the trolley wasnot using the zebra zone and you had really hit others' car. After he talked with that driver, and told with the man several times, the man had accepted. 100yuan(rmb, about 1,500円). (Normally, a sanitation worker's salary is about 1,500yuan(22,500円) a month).

Now, those crowding slowly left away. I am just a witness of there. 

Maybe the army license plate car's driver think - I have done my concession. Maybe the policeman think - I have done my best to lead the best result. Maybe the worker man think - Why I was so unfortunately!