Talking Pen ♪prose poetry,free verse♪

This is my prose poetry in Japanese&English 自由散文な母語詩に英訳付けました

特定要因図 Fishbone Diagram

2019-09-27 | 

呼吸を苦しめている

喉に引っかかった

魚の骨

 

分かってる

こんな時は何をやっても駄目だってこと

 

奴はしぶとい

 

もう何度も 何度も味わってきたから

 

分かってる

陰の引力が最大に取り巻いてるってこと

 

奴の仕業さ

 

たまに掴んだ幸せに気が緩み

こいつは大丈夫だろうと手を伸ばし

魚をひと口

 

しまった!となるわけさ

 

またやっちまった!となるわけさ

 

全部僕が悪い

 

悪い者事(ものごと)が近づいて来るのも

僕のせい

 

いや 正しくは

そうだな 奴のせい

 

浮かれて手を付け頬張った

バカな僕の過ちで喉に引っかけた

奴のせい

 

魚の骨

 

 

Fishbone

that getting caught on my throat

and makes my breathing so difficult

 

Oh I know

There is no way to solve that

 

He is so stubborn

 

I have got him again again and again

 

So I know

The worst and biggest gravitiy is surrounding me

 

This is his doing

 

When I luckly gain happiness and feels relaxed,

take and bite a fish

as believing it is safe

 

Then "Oh shit!" in an instant

 

And "I messed up again!" in an instant

 

Everything is my fault

 

It is my fault 

that bad fellows and things are coming closer to me

 

But it should be

that it's all his fault

 

That is all his fault

that I took and bit as getting cocky

and got caought on my throat

because of my stupidly fault

 

Fishbone 


人はそうして生きてゆく? Everyone lives his life as doing so?

2019-09-27 | 

君よ

何故現れた

私よ

何故そこに居た

 

全てが運命だとは思わない

運命とは

自ら作り導き引き出すもの

だとするならば

君は

何かを掴むために現れ

私は

何かを得るためにそこに居たのか

 

君よ

その心は愛を掴んだか

私よ

その心は愛を得たか

 

時が経ち

再会したのも

己で作り導き引き出した運命だったのか

 

再び動けば

何かが起こると期待して

人はそうして生きてゆく?

一日一日を生き抜くために...

 

絶望は心の時計を止めてしまうから

君は

私の針を止めるものかと

現れたのか

自分の針も止めないためにも

 

私よ

心はそれを感じたか

 

人の持つ本能は

時に己の思考を超え

奇跡を起こす

それを得た瞬間の

あの快感が忘れられず

もう一度を求め

その欲望を

未来への糧にするのだろうか

 

人はそうして生きてゆく?

 

 

You,

Why you appeaed?

I,

Why I was there?

 

I don't believe everything is destined to happen

Destiny is

to make it happen on my own

If so,

You,

You appeared to get something?

I,

I was there to gain something?

 

You,

Your heart got love?

I,

My heart gained love?

 

When time passed

and we met again

was caused by destiny that we made it happen on our own?

 

We expect that if we do it again,

something would happen again 

Everyone lives his life as doing so?

For surviving in each days...

 

Hopeless would stop the clock in your heart, so,

You,

You appeared

not to let my clock hands stop?

And not to stop your own clock hands too?

 

I,

My heart felt that?

 

Occasionally, instincts of humankind

transcend his thoughts

and make a miracle happen

He cannot forget that satisfaction of the moment

when he got a miracle

and wants it once again,

he would hold the desire

for future hope

 

Everyone lives his life as doing so?