YUKARI's End (79)

19/03/2017 (Sunday, afternoon) I made a Ma-Boung Tou Fu for lunch. I have a slight fever today and my throat pains a bit. I put Japenese red pepper cocktail spice called "SHICHI MI TOOGARASHI" or 7 varieties of peppers in Japanese. Good choice! And the result was perfect!!! Without minced meat type. YUKARI lef a bowl of fried minced pork meat on the table, however, I didn't use it. Without any meat, this dish is already perfect. Just put some more animal protain like something, for example, pork minced meat, minced portry, some seafood, and so on.

  I found a package of prozen sea foods at cost of US$1. Nice to make a dish for one person. I bought one mixed sea food and one shirimps only. They were used for my paella with tarmeric. Delicious dished!!

  And I found that not waiting for the soaking water is also OK for making pilaf type dishes. Not sticky type. When I put oil in the middle of the cooking process into the rice, the stickiness stops and the rice become more cranchy. Like dried Thailandese rice. Individualization of rice, the oil induces. Like Miyuki in Sato Family. Miyuki isn't a communist at all. She respect others' belongings. They believed that Miyuki thought that she were the power holder of the family. ????? Miyuki was not able to believe the situation. YUKARI did all under the name of you, MIYUKI???? However, they descovered that Miyuki is only an individual traveler like a backpacker in Sato Family. Thus, she didn't say anything for others even when Alex asked to some asking to her. Money? I did explain to him at this matter. Minimum. And if you can manage, I will directly pay for you, Alex and Clare, within the some limit. If you do your job in your house, mainly domestic jobs. Your own, I said. Minimum, as an individualist. And protectionalists' requirement is more burdensome on you two. I pay the minimum for you, and on the rest, you should talk with your grand parents. If they need some extra help, probably, they say so and you can take advantage of your perception ability and manga the situation. She would appreciate your kindness and ability and would thank you totally. It means, I am not sure, a kind of small benefit for you, probably.

  I would check the expenditure for you two and I myself prefer paying directly for you. You are old enough to adopt this system. Without YUKARI system, we call it. She is dependent in every meaning and costs lot. Not for us. For her own real DDMic family only. She believes that she should be paid for her work, because she did all for them, by the request of Miyuki???? Illusion, they said. And Miyuki talked clarely to her. Junky. An indulged trash. And they call her as it is.

  OK, you should put up with the misiunderstanding of some one. And could enhance your mode. Sometimes, not speaking is good. You didn't claim the attitude of others in the family, because you are pratically jobless. Thus, Miyuki won the reliance. They said, "Miyuki knows her position. A kind of a traveler, independent from the family. And she wanted to put away the objects not for her power , but for kindness. Then, if they are not likely to be reform the living room, I am OK. Their choice. Just I wanted how the liveing room should be for my parents. Miyuki didn't believe that the dirty living room were good for the family. However, Alex insisted, saying, "All of us 5 thinks the same." And Miyuki doubted his words and offered to ask directly to their parents. Confirmation should be needed matter. Without it, it would not be realized matter. And Miyuki is busy to her work. If I had time, I would do it for the sake of others, matter. Thus, YUKARI failed. She thought that she wanted to be asked by Miyuki ????? Her last way of postponing her stay here. They should know that I am the legitimate ruler of this house?????  They revealed that YUKARI wanted to move abroad and had no money to do so. And she wants to live in NZ. OK, then? Nothing. Miyuki said, "I failed. I try to get a job abroad. However, I couldn't. I received of refusal without any reason. Like a lost lottery." Thus, they liked Miyuki. I need to work, however, I didn't receive any offer yet. I try and now, I need to stay more, probably for several months, against my will. I tried to find a job, however, this society has no industry at all. Thus, I want to start my own job, against the wrong society. Builiding destruction business. And taking off the pavement of the unnecessary roads and so on. And Miyuki had no money to do it. Thus, prepararion for the starting. People who help us, are needed. I have an idea and I revealed to do so, with allowance of other people. I pledged to Animay Army that we should do work for their revenge and for ourselves, because we human beings belongs to animals. The inferior ranking a kind of ape and monky. Thus, we participate into the job. I don't want to be jobless. I am now earning a bit. Not sufficient to realize the project. And we have some participants now. Our family and our friends. And some of supporters, in variety of meaning.

  MIYUKI only told the story of ADACHI to some people who relied. Only several. And the rest, not. Thus, Miyuki should be a wise man???? They call YUKARI as betrayer of their religion. OK, and now she should leave from her concealed chamber.

  She pledged for you, MIYUKI???? She believed that she were the power holder and could do everything as she liked. Napoleon. Alzheimer version. And failed. And didn't recognize what was wrong at all! Alzheimer like attitude. And she commits errors again and again. You said "Sorry" to your mother and appologyed sincerely with not repetition effort. And sometimes, she commits errors, and Miyuki attended by her own way of kindness. You did it for me by your kindness, however, it would cost for you, thus, I prefer not the tiny foot part heater inside the bed connected before her sleeping.

  Thanks and not to prefer like attitude. Miyuki wants to be thrifty in case of others' matters.

  And be arrogant, not at all!!! I am proud of being a doctral holder, yes, because without it, I am nothing. It exists just for earning money. It means that I would like to have a job, that the doctral degree weighs. And tried to be hired by the versities in the world. And no reply at all.

  Then, it was revealed that there is almost no university at all, in fact. Just PC is functioning. And now, Alex said an offer to get his money. And Miyuki said, Good, you said so. He should take care of the money. And he chose to waste fot the meeting with their friends. Then why he didn't say so??? He worried that "I didn't pledge the value at all! You are free from my duty!" ?????

   Alex appreciated Miyuki's participation and said, "She was too too great to be only a mother. And he wants to choose some friends by his own sight. Oh, confirmation, he could do it. Why, clothings? Just be frank to say so, "Hey, Miyuki, you are debted at US$165 as gifts equivalent. And I would like to use the money to meet to my friends in HACHIOJI. I have right to require it." OK, no problem. However, tomorrow or a day after tomorrow. Oh, after the Tuesday. Bank holday should be his excuse to refuse the matter. Oh, they want to catch my dearest boy. Oh, now, Miyuki got to know. The last attempt. OK, thanking for the participation. they want money anyway. Thus, they reduced the number, and now, only select members. And Alex didn't believe that HOSONOs died already. Lachal only now. His idol at that day. Big fat girl, only one combination for him, they said. And he did the dirty work. and suffered a lot. Lachael was too too cool to do so. Oh, Alex, you should pay for it! For free, nothing!!! Oh, bitch!!! Oh, thus, she invited 4 boys for her house. And now, again. Lachaels. He should manage the situation. And he wanted to meet, however, a bit bitter riality. Lachael doesn't exist now. And now, the voice of Clare. They confused the voice of Clare and that of Lacheal. OK, Miyuki, good to know. Dirty job, they call it. Rich peeple catching game. Each one tried the way as they like. A kind of hospitality. And they all failed. Total dissillusion for them. They thought that they did their best. And they were too too ego-centric. And thus, they were revealed that for their own sake, they did and do the dirty job, not for us. Again, he asked. And he should straggle with them. Money cathers. Bitches, they are. Nowever, a bit attractive. And the attraction, should be dangerous for him.

  And another police story. Alex was caught by the attemtion. Miyuki should refuse the proposal, they said. Nothing. They wanted money, that it. And I return the burden. OK, my present. And you should write the reeipt, OK? I would manage the situation. Now is not good for us to move. However, he wants, he can do it, by his own will.

  And did his job. Alex was so so good for us. And Miyuki loves him. And he wants to be a good boy for Miyuki???? A good present for him. He should be a principal actor of the gimmick play, and he should play the role of the final end of YUKARI.

  YUKARI wanted to play the role of ALEX and did it???? Alex was not so good at speaking???? Not at all. Thus, he was a good sometimes. Sometimes not. As others. Tempers. They would take advantage of the tempers. For youth, it is not so easy to manage. And now, a Lachael died. And some cold moment of silence. Not cold. A moment of waiting for some information. changing time for DDMs. One by one. Now, again. Jumping from the cliff! A jumping frog!!!

  They wanted to have money for what? Nothing. Just for buy a trifle thing. However, something. a kind of lack of sense. Oh, spirit! Oh, Alchool!!! Oh, metanol! Oh, good. In Russia, they did it. Oh, they could drink together! Yeah, cosmetics can be used for it! The Russians did so! Cheap one. In some Drug Stores. Unnecessary to call Alex!

  And vanishing. One by one. Alex was so so good to play the role. He was not so easy guy, Miyuki did know. However, he is right to require the value. Thus, OK, I will prepare for you. However, you should wait within the limit. Tomorrow, oh, monday, however, holiday. thus, bank is not open. The day after tomorrow. And they failed. Miyuki escaped again.

  They wanted to know that Miyuki were Alzheimer or not. And Alex warned, "If she is not, you die, by any means, OK?" as a kind of joking. The kids like old adults army, Miyuki joked. And they were protected by your own relatives, maybe. And ADACHI should classify them the real one and the evil one. And Alex did the job. and deception again. And now, Alex appreciated Miyuki's memory loss. She had already paid it, he insisted and she refused???? Miyuki was not the type to take advantage of the moment. Better to remember. Even my debt, I should pay. Thus, I need to earn my money more and more.

  Toilet is a good play to conceal. And YUKARI wanted to be concealed there. Her custom and it confused us a lot. Only one toilet in our house. Terrible. She is dying and useless. Why you should be so insistent? Like an addicted of some poison.

  And Alex did his job. Alex should pay money for her, because of her tiny work. Miyuki didn't understand at all. Miyuki said and got total agreement of Alex. Hachioji system, he said. And now, he seems more relaxed with the replied.

  Confidence. Miyuki was in doubt of their family. Why she gets up late so? A kind of joke. For the sake of kitchen use. YUKARI occupies too much time in the kitchen, doing nothing. Doing yes, she said, however, they observed and confirmed that she didn't nothing there. Too too slow, they said. And HARUSAN was reluctant to do so. Miyuki was too polite to participate in the role of liberalist and played the role rightly, with her sincere will. Always serious at the matter. As a human being, Miyuki decides. And no asking on the matter. Miyuki is satisfied with the result. Yes. And they didn't want to be more. Oh, sometimes happens. As I deserve, they responded. Only Miyuki responded like that. Satisfied with being a human being. Critical moment, not so condition. Just being a human being. A kind of animal, of course. Being myself and I want to be treated as myself. Just it. OK, simple. And afraid to be "God-like-something". Because for her, it means arrogance and Alzheimer like preference. Not modest, Miyuki is. However, wanted to avoid to be arrogant.

  Thus, Miyuki won. Just didn't know type. Not intentionally perticipated into the situation. ??? And no more question. Apes and monkies like her, and she pledges not to touch without their accordance. A bit agony, because, Miyuki likes to touch. But, to respect others, need to be pacient to touch the fur. I know. If they allow, withing the limit, I touch. Too too desire to touch. Because too too soft and confortable, better than skin touch. However, a lot of substitute. The real one, only a epecial ocasion. Fur. Angxiety. In front of the fur, it was difficult to stop. Sexual meaning, not at all. However, Miyuki put up with the temptation. Wanted, however, it would cause a bit of trouble. Fur coat in a subray. How difiicult situation, she encountered. A cheapish lady entered into the train of Subway with an expensive fur. When I was a versity pupil. Near MIYUKI, stood near the door. And a temptation to touch the fur!!!! Rich lady, why you don't use taxi or your car and took this train in front of me???? I  was agonized however, managed the situation. And I said the episode after I came back to Platinum Dormitory to my alumna. They laughed at the story, however, didn't laugh at Miyuki's strange inclination. Velvet touch. Always Miyuki did, and it was too too difficult to stop it. Addicted on touch the soft beautiful clothings. And quitted it by the epoc of having kids. More reality. No time to be indulged. Thus, as a ceremony to separate from the addicted feeling. And now, when I found the same type, I touch as a compliment. Not addicted at all on velvet.

  And I was astonished at the boy in SARUSHI suits touching a fur like scarf on the desk in the middle of the class of Law School of Tokyo University, in December, 2015.  In the middle of class, in public! He looked sloppy dull, however, he might be a genious????  Coward Chiken Miyuki didn't dare to do so type act!!!!

  Now, I got to know, he was just addicted. Not "Dared to do so", but naturally he did in public, because he coudn't recognize the difference between public and private. Just a mentally illed boy wearing SARUSHI suits. this is the Law School of Tokyo Versity.

  He was sitting in the near the teacher seat, continuously touching the object during KAKISHIMA's lesson on gender.

  May OJI-OBA here and there, in Tokyo and in Shirakawa, not fashionable, not by their sexual orientation, not by their political belief at all. Just someone wispered it and I did it, without not thinking anothing. Like some superior ordered and the inferiors followed the order type, indifferent from beeing called attention of others. Males wore skirts, high heels, casual dresses. Oh, his habit or fashion, I thought at first. I rexpected their kinky cothings with some kind of admiration. Oh, they could do it! I was not so brave to wear like that!!!type admiration.

  One distinguishing example is a short male wore cheer leading wear with green twin tails hair!!!! Miku HATSUNE like etraordinarily calling fashion in front of OMOTE SANDOU near Shibuya. I expressed this surprising sansation and admiration in a certain  point in front of my pupils at Kyorin University.

  Only one pupil responded on this matter. Others, indifferent from the episode at all. As usual. I tried to bring some new astonishing news to them, and I expressed my comments on the fenomenum.

  Now I understood thaty they had already sold the skin bag and had no spirit condition. Just pretended to be the pupils. However, they were only aliens who had bought the skin bags of the ex-pupils.

  Kyorin univ. shoud be such kind of versity, probably. The pupils were already dead and had no sense of feeling. In the class , they were too too silent since 4 years ago or so.

  In 2003, when I delivered my constitutional law related subject, they were too too noisy, and I asked to be quiet during the class, because they were disturbing the others' right to listen to my lecture.

  Miyuki explained the right and its limit, refering to Declaration of Human rights in France, and at lest, they understood that disturbance was not their right.

  Right is subjective part of rightousness. Thus, someone insists to exercise it, everyone should obey to the opinion. However, they understood before, "rights were that they could do as they liked", and they chatted during the class.

  In Japen, Miyuki was surprised at the disceiptions that "what is right is a difficult problem to explain it" by Kahei ROKUMOTO and "property is a difficult conception to explain " by MOROZUMI and MATSUMOTO.

  They three are Yokyo Versitly related professors of law and they couldn't explain them, the basic concepts of the key words of legal sciece. And Miyuki responded rightously, "Oh, I thought it's easy. right is the thing that all of us should obey because of their objective rightousness, and property is the right to despose the things as the owner likes." Too simple for her, however, for them, too too complicated for them. Miyuki thought that they were too too simple minded to think so and they were too too skilful to operate to complicate the easy concepts of basic law.

  ROKUMOTO is the superior of Shozo OHTA, whose major was socioligy of law, MOROZUMI is the husband of KURIDA, who was a daughter of Tokyo University's Faculty of Medicine professor, who was a power holder of the field of medical science. His major is Islamic law, and his always theme is "Liver or non-existance of interest in Islamic society".

  KURODA was a short girl, who was tamed by his prescedence called "Shinaya OOUCHI", a professor of KOBE University,\. Their major was labour low. OOUCHI was lebertarian and insisted the labour market should be more flexible.

  However, he failed. He was just a prejudiced one. He thought that HIV were transmitted by the mosquite bite and patients should be concealed from the society. Terrible! Only HIV was not so dangerous. Unconscious body liquid exchange is the risk, and it is manageable by use of CONDOM. Cheap one is OK for anyone. In Japan, one package of 6 pieces costs US$4, and it is in a cigalette box type carton. I bought it as usual and anyone noticed me at all. Like shampoo or lip cream like cheap things. It would be better to have one in the wallet or in the pocket, in case of any attack or temptation by DDMs.

  DDMs are Alzheimer patients and their body liquid, including human milk, and salive or spit, is the madia of transmission. Thus, kiss is also dangerous. Only a kiss should cause the disease. OOHA wanted to transmit the disease to Miyuki, because he thought that Miyuki would accept his kiss, because in Brazil, she was accustomed to kiss to others!!!

  Oh, a big mistake!!! In Brazil, kiss is a soft touch of lips on the cheak and not transmittion at all! A kind of shaking hands like touch. No exchange of body liquid. My running nose was taken by OHTA on his tongue. And now, Alex is danger!

  The HACHIOJI kids want to treat their sacrifice to their evil superior. Alex didn't recognize the danger at all. Thus, he wants to go to Hahioji. And Miyuki just observes how he behaves. Miyuki wants him to behave correctly. Sometimes, a human being failes. Thus, condom is important. And don't suck or lick the bust and not be sucked your penis by boys, at all. Important is, body liquid! It would cause the Alzheimer patients' shames, like your Auntie YUKARI. I don't know how and when she got the disease from whom. And Alex is interested in the girls. And diceptions. They are not old enough to think like him. They are old bitch, yes. However, their intellectual age is under 1 year old. Thus, he quitted. He decided to keep the precious money to his emergency. To dine with some more precious one. And he knows how it effects. Ten times more and a good reputation from others. He laughs at Miyuki's audacious words, "Gee, you know, Condom bringing is necessity for us all!!!" Both, femal and male, indifferent from others. And only kiss is just a cause of the transmission of the disease.

  Miyuki is too too clever to dislike the spit exchange, because of the smell and taste. Thus, Miyuki refused the others triying to do so. Ummmm....I am not in the mood now, thank you, anyway! Oh, he too! Probably, Miyuki presumed the reality and thus, she tried to escape from the situation. And did it! "Oh, oh, mestre, thank you, anyway. I will leave here with my wallet and passport and I have to take a shower anyway. I have to work today! Bye! Good sleep!!!"

  Miyuki was amusing the situation and liked the play. "Oh, then. Ummm...that's it. Then, how to? Oh, that's it! OK!"

  And learned lots from him, and understood that male part is more exhaustive and looks more amusing!!! A kind of sports!!!

  Miyuki didn't know what is love at all! And for her, friendship is enough. A kind of friendship. Varies anyway. Thus, I want to be a friend, and I would continue to be a friend. In every meaning. Not so physical touch. Miyuki likes to think that ADACHI is a kind of Miyuki. A rough Miyuki, and sometimes more campy type. Amusing type. Thus, probably monky type. Thus, we doubled our power!!! And they think that CAMARIN is a kind of girl. OK, they thought so. And you should be a good girl type, if you are a female ADACHI, aren't you? Thus, he is admiring Clare. An ideal divine like SUMOU wrestler type girl. Powerful and strong girl. And IZUMI-san. Who is ADACHI? Miyuki's mate like strange fellow and they like each other, OL. Thus, don't worry. They are a kind of kinky fellow. Don't hasiate to say the strange story on you and Adachi. A kind of time different, family different, however, same or similar experience experiences. Oh, he is me!!! type strange guy highly near to me and never encountered as far as MIyUKI knows. ADACHI knew MIYUKI, as a name. A kind of old bitch type he thought, he confessed. And Miyuki liked his story. An old bitch called HASEGAWA, who thaught Germany to him, was a real bitch. Old, forgettful and thought as if she were beautiful. And the voice. Cute camofrauge voice, and the way to say every word. Old bitch, he thought. And Miyuki was right to say so, she was the evilest one of Kyorin Versity. And he tried to escape from her terrble lesson. However, she said, "You are the only one kid for us all!?????

  Only one means that they had no pupil already in Faculty of Foreign Lauguage!!!! In 2011, he entered. And no entrance celebration at all. And the lessons started anyway. however, only several lessons. Oh, I didn't know it! KIKI would know the situation. At Faculty of Social Sciences, the situation was different. And now, they were regretting to be your enemy. OK, it happened. And enemy should vanish. Miyuki laughs. They should know tha fact. Miyuki was too too right to say that something strange happend arround me. Someone wispers some highly private rumours on our family. I just want someone to shut up, especially until the gymnastic festival held in the courtyard of Hachioji Primary School. And Takahawa's words, "Just in your imagination. You are mad, teacher!". Then Miyuki said, "It would be better for me too. Because, if it were the reality, just a nightmare and unconstitutional at all!!! It would not exist at all." Thus, they failed. They pretended to be good, however, they accelated the process. Until the festival, they should start the more cruel wrongdoing. Oh, then? And they wanted to record your life, as much as possible. And torture. A kind of torture, Miyuki received and escaped from it by the medicine and suffered more depression after. And learned. I can manage the situation. However, dipression not at all. Thus, I should chose to put up with the torture thinking that someone evil shows its own existance incessantly.

  And Miyuki was too too right to think so. Thus, wi-fi like sound wave like strange system to invade into inner world. The neuron system only, they said. however, they did. Slight, however, they did. Thus, they should punish totally. Vanish! in a moment. Miyuki got to know the rule. If found the fenomenum and found the rule, should inform to someone, rightous, as possible as I could. And the system. Counter system. When they do so, we do, with more powerful way. They don't want to stop the wrongdoing. And they don't try to stop it. And the change. They should construct another system, another change. And another trial. Rat chacing job. They are forgetful and tries always newly, forgotten what they did before. Repetition, for ever. Not at all! Repetition for us, new for them, and we should mangage the situation as the already did it. Oh, the second, nothing at all, without Miyuki's action. Thus, we could combat the dirty worms. too much for us. Damage a lot. And we could reach nearer and nearer. And the final stage. And we are confused with Miyuki's belief on Liberalism. How they manage the situation? The problem of them. We suggest, and we should live for our beautiful time. And now, you are so lucky to know, that Alex escaped from the wrongdoing again. And now, another. Everyday, anytime. Attacks on him and others . They lost, and want another sacrifice. And sometimes, it effects. They thought that YUKARI should be the last one. And they would live longer than Miyuki's family. And the rest, as her own will. And she is the last one, everyone dislikes her type. Thus, DDMs changed their mind as always and chose others as their representatives. Cute sisters, they thought. and Miyuki saw them and disliked immediately. Oh, YUKARI is here and there. BELL aliens. And remember that the nasty appearance of the existance. And now, YUKARI wanted to retire from the house. HARUSAN said, "As you like" and she left. Long long journy, she should do and finally, good relief for the family. YUKARI wanted to do her own story of the family, and was disliked by others. Completely. Why she dared to say so, Clare got upset, at first. And said, "I don't like to be such an old bitch life!" Clare understood why Miyuki liked YUKARI so much. She was clever, YUKARI was. They know the day. And now, just a bitch type. Smelly. They smelled some hormarine like smell. When Miyuki thought, they erased the sense. And now, coffee problem. And they thought. Their sense of smell was already lost. They couldn't be the two's model at all!!!! They failed. They dared to say so, "We bring our beautiful pupils. We would like to help others. We are volunteers. We got to know YUKARI in her primary school days. And YUKARI was saved by them, according to them. Now the end.