YUKARI's End (29)

01/03/2017 (morning) It's 1st of March. Now the month changed. We must confirm wour victory.

 This morning, YUKARI couldn't turn on the micro-oven again. She tried 3rd times and failed finally. My mother asked her, "Could you warm up the meal?" And she replied, "This micro-oven is broken.We have to replace it with new model. This is too old to use." My mother said, "As you like to say."

 YUKARI got upset immediately and got violent. Goddamnit words, after. She changes her personality even in a conversation with the same person. This resembles Dean OOKAWA. He turned to be violent and threw the box of chocolate directly to me. In the world, they got violent.

 In OOKAWA's, he did it in the special room for Dean as a head master of our faculty.

 In YUKARI's case, in the kitchen, where, cooking Gods are there, they are Hestis or HYTTOKO or Vulcanus, all of them are the gods of fire!!!

 YUKARI avoids to use fire and knife. Like as some religious prohibition or so.

 In Tokyo, most of the buildings are provided only electricity. Gas is dangerous, they says. Why? Because they put fire on their own house.

 Oh, ASUKURU put fire on the warehouse to earn fire insurance. Oh, in Japan, the same way of Shirakawa. Wood trading Company got fire once in the generation. I had been heard this story from my closest friend IZUMI-san, when we were in a primary school.

 She had special sense to feel the strange fenomenum and Makiko and I too. Thus, we always claimed on the strange episodes of the adults world and laughed at the redicurous response.

 She knew more than I. I was a kind of idea man. I like to create the most funniest explanation to resolve the problem. The most kinkiest, I could say.Not pragmatic, however, theoritically, possible. Miyuki's resolution is not recommendable for common people, however, for her, suitable.

 The method was called Fire-Insurance combination. Thus, renting owner forced Miyuki to make a contract with his relative owned faked company. Fire? Not at all. A modern mansion. It was so rare. Why should I pay more US$150 to this rare happuning protection???

 I need to live, thus I had to spend this value to throw the trash. Like YUKARI's US$30 thousand. I didn't need. However, for avoiding the disaster, in this case, prediclable, had to pay such amount of money. And she lost and wants to gain again. Thus, she started to abuse me. Threatning is her own way to earn her own money.

 She wants to contribute to Alex's future, because he is only one possible friend for her. Thus, she should treat him well. Now Miyuki is in protection mode. Small coins were enough, for the first time. There were lots of money to give their grand kids. Why I couldn't do it directly. Anyway, this is my house. Not their own house. They are too old to be the kids' parent, anymore. Thus, practically, this is my own house. good grief. Alex is also dull. My type. He would be the last one in his class. OK, he should be the dullest in the town. Now, YABUKI is suitable for him. The dullest stupid pupils can enter into the school. No reputation at all. Just remarks, "You would go to the versity, because my life is so easy to do so. A valuable choice for your future. No money plan. She explained it in detail. And pledged to him, "I am now in the final stage of my life and I did so because I should do so. I am compliting my mission, anyway. Don't pledge any important things.Just trifles, like, "Oh, I would be a writer or so. In your case, commic writer should be fine. Thus, you can gain money from your family. "

 This is YUKARI's instruction fo him. He got to know it and should inform to his responsible and did it. He got to know that YUKARI was intentionally described her future when she quitted the job in Tokyo. Tokyo versity graduate is enough for her. Now, doctoral degree holder. The best choice for her. A promissive young lady type. She would get violent easily, if she failed. Thus, the fundation hired her. Strange choice, it did, Miyuki thought. I would never want to hire her. However, some skill or talent, probably, latent one, she has, anyway. OK, your choice. Not mine.

 Miyuki didn't know the reason of her contract. They should muck in the real life, anyway. This is the name of the contract. Oh, Muck eating society! Secret club, here and there. Rikkyo rented its name to the society. Thus, YUKARI was so so DDMic in this reagion. She would be isolated, I thought and my parents and my kids are only protectionlists. If I were you, I would die immediately, Auntie, Said Clare to YUKARI.

 YUKARI got upset and beated her. Clare was afraid. In reality, she got upset easily. She did so, because she wanted to do so. Oh, DDMs cold hearted ignorant smiling. Flamboyant and looking ignorant. However, their intention is the same. "I want to kill you."

 Clare got understood that YUKARI is not the strange figure any more. More violent figure, rather than strange. ONI-YASHA fenomenum. Suddenly, they are caught at the passion to kill others. Once in a while. But happened.

 Miyuki knew how she was violent. She escaped more than 3rd times. Dish throwal, Chair throwal, Stumping belly, pushed outside and locking and left Miyuki on the veranda. Only for 30 minutes or so, however, for MIYUKI, the situation was too too terrible and out of limit.

 She would be criminal, ignorant criminal, maybe. And tried to discommunicate with her. however, sometimes Miyuki failed. Always her thrift was her bottle neck. She lived with her for 1 year in NERIMA ward and learned not to live with her.

 Then in HACHIOJI. She asked her help and failed. It was too too difficult to get her away. She was only a burden. Don't get near to her.

 At that time, I believed the gooness of human beings and she would belong to our category.

 I failed and regretted and tried to be away from her. Thus, I paid US$30 thousand fo her.

 Now, I live in the same house of her. However, it is only provisional situaion and I am forced to stay here, by pragmatic reasons. Theoritically, I can live in another place now. However it is not wise for me. I limitted the period and I make effort to depart from here. This would be the last month which I pass here in Shirakawa. Only one month of endurance game.

 During this month, I need to move to another place. To where? I need to accelate my process of application. Any good news form any versity or institute in the world. I will leave, I feel it. However, not yet informed on the matter. I should prepare for anytime departure, day by day.  Within this month, I will leave here, anyway. It's good to know that Japan is already sunk. It's good to know how it sank. Through the conducts of YUKARI and other DDMs, I got to know the process, technics, strategies, fundamental reasons, and so on.

 Learning the process and so on is too good for me. I can take advantage of protecting our members in the universe. Caos. Instinct. Impulse. Ugliness. Dirtiness. Smell. Forgetfulness. Insensitiveness. Coldness. Evasions. Abuses. Violence. Insest. Prostitution. They are related each other. Morally degraded and intellectually degraded. Imitation is the only way to escate from punishment. DDMs pretend to fake, avoiding identification. Thus, they forgot who they were and got Alzheimer patients.

 Personality is most important. In other more broad word, uniqueness. However, they change it easily, substitute it from some to another. In the middle of the conversation, they do so.

 For DDMs, appearance weighs. Just a skin bag is enough. They have several modes. Just clothings choosing, they change their personality day by day.

 Oh, that is why YUKARI moves in the unit of week. Potatoes mashing day, boiling them day, peeling them day, boiling eggs days!!!

 Oh, Moto HAGUI's life!!! Her mate Nanae SASAYA wrote an essay that she boiled lots of eggs to prepare for her thorough night working. No time to cook nor eat at all. thus, at that time, it was a rational choice for her.

  The mate applaused the rationality. HAGUI declared, "We comic writers should be poor and concentrate on the writing. No time for cooking and eating means "I am busy and popular." Thus, we should do so.

  Oh, it is the model life for DDMs. Popular and busy faking. No one is interested in herself. The working is the most important. However, she was retired from the wrking activities and just rented her name to other promissive young writers. She herself got indulged and bought males as she likes and got to their mother like existance. Oh, Janny's!

 yes, HAGUIO revealed her kinkiest inclination to male group band called "SHOUNEN-TAI". A group of Testacles Pets. She was so absorbed into one of them, called HIGASHI. She decolated his appearance in an illustration. Sexual Desire, we called.

 However, too too strange for us. The real figure was only common face existance. Here and there type. She had no sense of beauty, maybe.

 Miyuki was absorbed in the real beauty. If she found it, she really expresses it. "Oh, impressibly your eyes are beautiful!" Miyuki said to OKANO and she liked her expression. She said extremely with her admiration. She didn't know she were a quater blooded. After her expression, she confessed that her mother was a model. Oh, Miyuki was astonished again. Oh, half blooded maybe, her mother was. Christian family? Oh, now, models are here and there. Miyuki did so also. However, at that age, model job was only for excluseve ones. Oh, Miyuki's admiration got bigger!!! And she understood and just kept silent. Sometimes the rumour hurts. Mixed blood is beautiful, however, not so welcome among some conventional families. And Miyuki got her reliance.

 Not sexual meaning. My Divos and Divas' line ups were long long ones. When I got to like them, I began to collect the photos, informations and so on. And I picked up some wonderful photos for me. A collection of my beuties. Why not? Sometimes, I enhanced the photo and put in to my own album especially for it. They should be big to see. A kind of Gods like object for me. Oh, she is really beautiful, it means I admire your beauty, including facial one.

 Face is important, however also, the body shape. I have some inclination to sportive type. I myself is bad at gymnastics, however, I think that sports people are beautiful.

 I was impressed by the Ancient Olimpic games in old Greece. Some kinky stories, included. The book was writen by NAKAMURA and I liked it and admired the beauty of sports. At that time, only athletics and some martial arts. Pankrateon, the boxcing with wrestling combined. Any attacks are OK, however, even this game, there was only one rule. That is, "Don't put your fingures to the rival's hole. "Any hole. Eyes, nose, ears, mouth, ass, in case of males.

 At that time, females were totally excluded from the society, in particular, sports.

 In Olimpic Games, also, only males could watch the games. All nakid boys. Good proportions. The penis should be short. Big one meant ugly at that time.

 One day during the games, a mother wanted to see her son participating in the game. Then she faked to be a male, using costume of males, and saw him.

 However, she was revealed to be her kinky attitude like a female, and got peeped out and got nakid in front of all of the audience. She passed the limit.

 Ancient Greek was male inclination society. Maybe, at the first time, it would have a reason. Male diligent workers only society, preferably. Not sexual difference, however, some dull figures replaced the contents with the appearance.

 Thus, I easily felt sympathy to ancient Greek world as a male member.

  I like ancient Greek culture. My idol No.1 is Socrates, as I wrote before. He was misundastandable, however, deeply feel sympathy for him.

  Platon was his indulged Testacles Pet. Aristcrates also. School establishing and Organazation were the mail reasons of there deteriolation. Totalitarian inclination got worse, and Greece failed.

  In Greed society, they relied on Slave's working. Thus, there were planty of time. However, this is the principal degradation's reason. It caused deterioration of academism.

 Socrates was not rich, healty robust body, and prefered substantial life. He walked arround and heard from youth and tried, "Do you understand it, in essential meaning?" Oh, sorry, your explanation is so DDMic. Just BLA-BLA-BLA. OK, I change the topic. You lost. This is Miyuki's way of educating his boy. Good talking sometimes turned to be just a BLA-BLA-BLA type like YUKARI's case. When the fenominum starts, I stop the dispute. Oh, I won and you lose.

 Thus, DDMic talking was all of the worst avoidable games. DDMs didn't understand the value of talking or conversation. For them, just a movement. Compliments, they should be called.

 And they established the culture of oral sex like talking. Romour grounded society.

 Thus, we need to wipe out the dirty rule. Witness should be direct, or, it doesn't weigh. Prohibittion of rumours. However, this simple rule was not adoptet in Japan, Miyuki got to know. Just rumours. Pulural is much better. We are recording your talking with 2 clerks. I would inform you accoding to your talking.

 Miyuki was surprised at MISAGO's another threatening. Only her side. My words, however, not reliable. Why she thought that it would be allowed and declared in front of me this illigai remarks?

 Because for DDMs, rumours are the proofs. They forged them and suied some targetted people.  NINOMIYA also declared to me, "No smoke without fire", thus, you did it, OK.

 It was DDMic way to judge the people. All rumoured society. OMANKO-JOUNAKISM is just a part of this system. Even now, they do this mustarbational activity in public.

  why they didn't say that ABE was dead now and now no head situation in the government. Just say it, OMANKO Journalists!!! They fake as if they were doing a good job, investivating the ABE's one of wrongdoing. A Cheapest one. Their comments are incredibly out of point. And all vague expressions. "It would be better to do so, however..." type soft expressions. It should be called Crime, Illegal, Unconstitutional. They avoid to use the right words. Thus failed.

 OMI-MAMA, an educational journalist was their favorite. Because he used soft expression, female like way of saying. OK, I can emitate the way. However, in public, no. As a show, OK. However, as a serious commentator, I prefer saying directly. He is a kind of PIERO. Just an comedy artist, faking a education journalist.

 All OMANKO-JOURNALISTS on TV is less or more, this type. They performed the role of Journalists, However, for us, the 3rd class idiots comedian with ugly appearance. Oh, if they had a good looking, they would be artists, in a serious sobstory type. However, they have no good appearance, thus, they are forced to play the role of journalists.

 I would like take a walk a bit. Sorry. I would write on my discoveries later!

 See you soon!

 VANISH! DDMs!!!