We ate them in the park and my kids played with athletic equipments there. The most liked activity was cycling. The park management lended the bicycles for free and I took advantage of it. We are poor and I hated my kids to ride on the normal roads, because they seemed too dangerous. They sometimes asked me to buy the bicycles for them and I refused their requests. I know the disaster of the friend of my friend. It happend in front of OOYA confectionary's family house. After the accident, Administrative agency in the town didn't take any protection for preventing the same time disaster.
The public agency put some gold plates on the superficially beautiful houses, saying, "This is the old historical house build in 18XX" type. Totally lied by Public agencies, we are. Not at all. Only 10 years ago, they were build. The gold plates? Laughing job. What are they doing in this municipality? Tax thieves. YUKARI like DDMs, presumably.
The place is a historic one. There is a legend that, "Bonz Nouin, a famous poet at that era, was astonished at the cleverness of the country girl, who won the poetry competition with him, and went back to his home place, Kyoto, maybe." At least, he was honest. His pride as a professional was broken, however, admitted that he was inferior to the amature girl.
Oh, it happened. And I thought that we county girls were more clever than Tokyo Versity's professors.
When Kenichiro MOTEGUI wrote that "My colleague of KAISEI school, junior high and high, was a most brilliant associated professor of law called Akira WANI. He was so clever among us until to get 2 perfect points of the integrated test for all examinees for public versities." I was surprised at his remarks. Because, we did the same test and got more perpect points! I have several, 4 or so, and my friends MAKIKO and IZUMI-san got 2 or so perfect points. We were geniuses at that time???
And KAISEI is the best private schools in Tokyo only for boys. ??? City boys in Tokyo were less intellectual than us, a normal public high school for girls.
Addingly to say, our high school was one of the miserable public schools on versity entering. Only several, less than 10 pupils could entered into the versity in Tokyo, as a matter of fact. It was so rare to go to versity at that time. only 10 among 200 girls could do it. And MAKIKO failed the exam for Chiba university. ???
WANI won and MAKIKO, the same level according to the points, failed. WANI was praised as one of the brilliant promissive almnum in the best private school in Tokyo, while MAKIKO was unkown loser in the rural area??? Why???
TOUHAKU or Northern East region of Japan was the zone of lacking of versity degree holders. I thought that it was because of this region's underdevelipped poor and miserable situation, especially, economic one.
However, I got to know. Only unfair competition system, they did, even in our examinees era. Probably, they made a some kind of unfair operation to calculate the points. Tokyo figures got more points rather than rural ones. Males got more than females.
Why there are only 20 girls in the faculty of law at Tokyo University, while 700 boys, in the same grade??? We, boys and girls, were educated eaually, in almost all occasion during primary school to high school. However, the result is fairly different. TOUHOKU is the less versity graduates zone. Maybe, I am the highest in the ranking. Because almost all of doctoral degree's holder failed in the race of real life. They threw out their lives, participated in the competition of inhumanity in the world.
The accordance with the participation was already the muck contract for them. Each organization should have only one responsible, after the vanishing of the rest. And in the higher level, another competition for choosing "only one" again. Down sizing process, in fact.
The drastic reduction of population had a reason. They participated in the race and failed and lost their most precious things.
This muck contract was thought that no one would participate in because of their unattractive incentive. Participants would be assure the life time financial safety however, they should obey their superiors. Absolute obedience. It would be evaluated how much they ate muck. Autofagy is good for down sizing also.
Now, how decides who is the superior? Depending on their organization theory, the figure in the highest ranking is. Thus, old kinky alzheimer patients remained as power holders.
They did almost all of wrongdoing as they could. They are totalirarians, so, only one existance should be dead as the power holders thought that he should do. Immediate death system, the call. They got solid like a doll and stopped to move and fell in the floor.
I watched several bodies of them, in the street mainly, and in the benches inside the buildings. They vanished immediately. Just like wind. Thus I called it "Wind of Gods".
Better for us. Because their bodies would have been smelly and dirty and poisoneous. Public nusance itself. Vanishing is suitable.
Why they participated in the race? Someone admitted the contract and his organizations accepted this strangest and non profittable contract. Why they didn't stop the game???
Maybe, just like YUKARI, the broken robot. They participated in because they needed to have small amount of money. Figure conception was lost among them.
Now I watched the extraordinarily surprising scene, which YUKARI performed.
She called Alex's name repeatedly in a loud voice, where he wasn't. Alex is presumably in his room. At first, she took me as him, and cried, "Take your shirt off, Alex. I should wash it immediately now. Alex, please, take your shirt off!"
I was in the second floor and going downstairs. She wanted to scold me and stopped. Probably she recognized that I was not he. And then, She dashed into the office and said the same frases loud in a voice outside. Alex would be ashamed, hearing the voice. Her voice echoed in the night air.
She was doing faked washing jobs in the part of the office. Bath room, maybe. And should have known that he was not there. And if he were there, his slippers for outside in the entrance. However, no slippers of anyone in the entrance. She was craying, with a scolding tone, loud, "Alex, take your shirt off now! I should wash it now!"
Oh, she is in HACHIOJI now. In Hachioji, she should wash his white school shirts as soon as possible. I bought 3 white shirts for him. I thought that it were sufficient for him. He said "I want more", however, I refused his request.
I knew that only one white shirt is sufficient in many cases. For example, TAKASHI, a Japanese descendent strict type Brazilian boy, who worked with us in NINOMIYA's Sao Paulo office, had only one white shirt. Because it was sufficient for him. He wanted to work with in a formal style, a white shirt and a preazed bottom. A white shirt should be ironed well. He everyday washed it by his hand and dried up and ironed. I was astonished and admired his effort to keep clean image.
Probably, for school, he would change to more casual wear, like T shirt and Jeans. however, he wanted to be a professinal, despite of being a messenger.
I had 2 peices of shirts in my junior and high school days. Also my friends. We changed every day the shirts and kept neat. In our cases, ironing was my mother's job. I was a "idiot king" at that time. Indulged daughter or idiot king, I was. I explained this condition to my Brazilian friends and all of them doubted my personality. "Are you really crazy?" mood reigned there. Ummm...However, I should speak the fact. I was too too silly at that kind of things, I confessed. And I started to learn from the zero point. Dona Titta, Miriko, Cris, Deolinda. Cris and Deolinda got married eacn during my stay in Brazil and I participated in each Wedding.
They were prepared already for the wedding or co-living with their boyfriends. Both of them got married in the Catholic Church near their house. After the ceremoly, there was a banquet in the anex of the church. Simple but amusing and I really enjoed the party. The foods were provided by themselves. They could bring as they like. The Church just rent the space for 2 or 3 hours. It was a bit difficult to make a reservation for the favorite church.However, using some method, including personal connection, they got the right to use the place.
The troublesome happinings are here and there. My "Ooops, sorry, the wedding dress dropped and I got nakid at the upper part of my body" like happenings.
Cris experiensed such a kind of happning on the exact day of the wedding, in the middle of the ceremony.
Cris is a wide type body. Thus, she prefered the shoulder off type dress. And for the type, slender belly would be ideal. However, at this point, she regretted after. Oooops, sorry, the back of my dress splits!!! Visually, splits. However, I didn't notice it during the ceremony, and after, she showed me the splits and explained here rare experience. And her cousin Dilce did a good job of threads and needles. Thus, the mark of error was concealed. I didn't say nothing until now, just laughing in a belly, because Cris would allow me to laugh it together. No way. At least, the splitting damage was only 10cm. Better than the big damage until to see her inside. I didn't notice at all, thus, Cris could keep the secret to me, however, she prefered to laugh at the rare happening with all of the visiters. A kind of hospitality. Ceremonial laughing not at all. A kind of well made joking one. She wouldn't get upset to write the happining here, I am sure!!!
Anyway, returning to white shirts' topic. YUKARI was oppressed by the mode of "buy, everything as you like, you should pay, anyway". Being thrifty in HACHIOJI was really challenging, because the schools required to buy similar materials repeatedly, with my cost. We had to buy school swimming wears every year and the caps also. Various kind of industry published workbooks, beside free textbooks. Many of them were just trash. I wanted to refuse to buy, however, YUKARI was always obedient to the superiors in the school and always bought them as much as possible, without noticing the fact to me, at the cost of my precious money.
She wanted to show richer than the real life. I prefer being poor, because my income is limited and we are big eaters. She was fragile in mind. HACHIOJI took advantage of her fragility or feeble-mind. She was totally indifferent of the value. She didn't need to think of the figures. Miyuki is the payer and I just use her money. Separated system, she adopted, without my recognition. Thus, she said, "You should be absorbed in your job, only. Just earn money as much as possible. I and my kids would use it all. Shut up! This is my territory!"
She was forgetful, already. She wanted to conceale the fact that she lost his Y shirts even in the house. Only 66㎡ apartment. A mount of trash. She was in bed always, doing nothing.
She invented the system of quick washing. Immediately after his returning from school, she took of his shirt and washed it, anyway. Where is the other 2 pieces? Stolen? Why she didn't say the crime at all at least to me?
She concealed the fact of strange vanishing. She wanted to keep her secret that she is Alzheimer patient. Thus, she pretended to be able to work normally. She should go back earlier, because I didn't want the broken robot, who is so arrogant to want me to put under her feet.
Anyway, she scolded Air Alex, in public, with a loud voice, which anyone in this block could hear. In HACHIOJI, she did in the tiny apartment, shouting his name in a loud voice? Ashamed. I felt sorry for him. You are really a victim of IDIOCRACY in our family.
She continued to shout outside and after entering in the house, she stopped shouting. Why now? Alex ignored her should in his room presumably. It was obvious that he was inside the main house, in the second floor. Why she stopped calling her poor nephew's name suddenly?
Just for some compliments, she does call his name, in a loud voice, unnecessarily, inspite of his absence?
Maybe, "Alex" signifies "goddamnit" or "stupid" for her now.
I remembered that she called his name, just in the night of the stealing problem. Whn we two, my mother and I were sleeping in the dark in my mother's chamber, some one entered and searched something near the electric feet heating system. Who? I thought and moved a bit, then it ran away downward. And I heard "Alex!" of YUKARI's voice. Only one steps. Not others'. What does it mean?
Provably, YUKARI dared to entered into the chamber and wanted to steal something, however, she couldn't do it, and spitted, saying "Alex!" in her voice.
I thought that she called his name. Only one steps. Calling in the air, without Alex himself.
Goddamnit word, "Alex" is. Oh, Alex, poor boy, your Auntie scolded him in this way. A shame. In a loud voice, repeatedly. He wanted to avoid that shouting, in every meaning.
And for YUKARI, Alex is just a damnit resisting pet. YUKARI disliked to serve to my kids. She just pretended to like to serve them. Just faking. Her affection has been lost for several years ago. She wanted to treat them as a 5 year old boy and girl, because it was too easy for her. Comlicated things would be avoidable, is her preference. Easiest is the best. Thus, she continued to believe that they were only 5 years old.
10 years ago. 2007. Oh, I started to work more as a Latin Americanist. I wanted to make a trip abroad again. I applied to get money for my enhanced study on Portuguese Legal system. And I got a scholarship from Faundation for Scholarship of Bonds in Japan. US$10 thousand. It was a transitinal era for me. I wanted to move to better versity any way. Thus, I decided to enhance the territory of my major. Portuguese related countried in a way and Spanish speaking countries in another way. Brazilianist to Latin Americanist, I was moving at that period.
And I was enjoying my life with kids only on weekends. They were good amusement for me. When it was fine, we went on picnic, in a minimum sense. Easy and cheap trip by foot in Shirakawa here and there. Free events were preferable.
Probably, YUKARI wanted my kids to be infants, ignorant and inferior to her. Thus, she casted the spell, "Don't grow up, babies. You should keep your time forever. Your mother is too too evil and too egoistic. Kinky old staff. However, you are too beautiful. You should remain always in your age of 5 years old. OK, you shouldn't grow up over 5 years old. Childish is the better than nasty older kids. You are beautiful and you should remain always an infant, forever!"
5 years was her hey day, maybe. She wanted to stop the age at that time. However, she couldn't. Now, she tried to do it again, for her nephew and niece. Good for her. Always they remain to be inferior to her. There would be no danger to resist her. Good boy and girl. Obedient to her. Easy to manage like clever dogs. Always inferior. She should be superior to them.
She wanted to be 5 years old girl. However, againt her desire, time passed and she got old. She was 43 at that time. In the crisis of middle age? She lost the chance to have her own baby, forever, probably. And thought that she would reign this family with the assistence of these beautiful kids. She should be a reigner as Moto HAGUIO, who didn't know any adults' common sense and out of sexual matters. Thus, she oppressed her sexual desire and turned to be a monster.
In this period, in our house, there were lots of stealing jobs. I lost my kids' passports and scolded her, and finally they appeared. My father lost a lot of coins of silver colour of US$1.He lost old objests in middle age, also.
When YUKARI changed character, she sometimes did total abandonment. Probably she did. And saved some of valuable things, despite of her effort to destroy them.
At that time, YUKARI used the biggest room in our house with the kids. A play room they called. She liked the era. The kids also.
However, she wanted to prolong the age of kindergardeners. School boys were so nasty and you should remain in this room as always. You are too big, big enough for me. You should be smaller, Alex. You are plump too much. She thought so. She taught to do so, because she felt so fine, when she moved like that. she found and thus she said to Clare and Alex, as if it were a great Nobel Prize class discovery.
She was recently too cool, they said as always. It means KAMINARI like expression. They avoided her abruct attack on them. Harsh experience for them. Auntie turned to be a broken robot!!! Miyuki did know the fact. Look, she moved like a puppet-mappet marionet! She got up and took a carton of vegitable juice as easily as you could operate.
For her, getting older is avoidable. However, only she, OK. Now, with the kids, not at all!
She really wanted to be a god-like existance called Alzheimer patient, because free from any prejudice on our relationship. Not lover, not friend. Just kinship within the family. She was scolded by her mother to be a good girl faking old bug. Nothing important she spoke. Just BLA-BLA-BLA. Where is your money, YUKARI? How did you get the money? Who provided the money to you.
then Alex said that MIYUKI handed more than US$30 thousand. She did it because she wanted to get up with her. She wanted to educate the kids on her own way. She disliked YUKARI's interventional world. Not at all!!!
And Alex promissed to say the fact to Harusan, only. Because his grand father did know the fact. However, he thought that YUKARI did tell to HARUSAN, because they are too friends.
However, HARUSAN didn't scold any more. She was no more YUKARI. She got to know that how Alex passed a severe time in HACHIOJI with his yankee idiot auntie.
MIYUKI's house was really a mess, he described the letter. However, MIYUKI understand the privacy is totally important for them. She did it, OK. Why others not type. YUKARI is "Don't do it, while I do it" type. Double standard, it is called. YUKARI was totally contrally to her belief. She liked them to be good boy and girl. Even when they were more tiny, they wanted to be smaller than her. Smaller than better, because she didn't want to be a bigger. She was tall, she thought. for us, normal, or rather, smaller. However, her preference was tiny. Little old ones like existance. Thumpkin? He would be good at when he was young, YUKARI said to him.???
young means ill, for her. Now she is old and feels good as young. She feels as if she were born every morning. Thus, they did the radio training gymnastics. The wave is set for them.
thus, japanese liked to do exercise, they were called. Never ending theme on this problem. Endless kinkier world she entered. Loud in a voice was her preference? She shouts herself and avoids to hear her mother's scolding. Now, she is in danger. She should be killed by YUKARI now. Maybe, in YUKARI's dream, she turned to be a monster mother now. Because she scolded her as "idiot like versity graduates like Miyuki". OK, I accept in a certain meaning. However, I am not so evil as YUKARI, mother. She is a monster or evil alien, already. You should cut her head now. Good. And her face? Do you remember her face? She doesn't recognize you any more. The stage passed already. Now here really kinkiest attitude starts.
VANISH! DDMs!
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