revise

How long will it take to finish (truly) my thesis???

It's so hard to concentrate when I'm not under the pressure of failing.
But since my proffesor asked me to show it later this week, i need to do it now!!

what's more, there was another something which let me down. haa-

anyways,,,I'll get back to revise.
see yaaa

cockcockcock

I think I am super stupid. I forgot to buy something important. And I am at a loss right now.


today's diary
I went to a dentist in the morning. I waited for 25 mins and the treatment time lasted only 10 minutes.
Practiced guitar in common room in the whole afternoon.
Studied a bit at a library.
when I headed home, it was already dark and so cold.

I think that's it!
I am stupid and sleepy.

dentist

Finally I went to a dentist.

I was gonna only make an appointment for today, but a nurse there said "you can come this evening if you want", so I decided to go back there later.

I went to a dentist because one of my lower tooth badly ached when I ate MITARASHIDANGO the other day, plus Ri*-san recommended to go to a dentist before I start a full-time job (because I won't have time when I start working full-time).
Otherwise...I really hate going to a dentist from my early time, you know.

So it wasn't surprising when they took X-rays and found one bad tooth.
But didn't think it reached nerve...
It hurted very much when the affected part touched a current of air, so I was given an anesthetic. It lasted more than two hours! ummm

Of course the next treatment will be waiting.


Omake: when a nurse asked me, "what makes your tooth ache?" and I answered "mitarashidango", she laughed soooo much. embarrassed.

Freeeeeezing

It was freezing today, but didnt snow.
The day like today need snow, just being cold means nothing!!!

I completed 75 roses today. The speed was so-so for 4.5 hours.
I guess I'm seriously getting so weary. Every moning I wake up to find myself exhausted. argh....
And my room never gets clean since the tokyo trip. I need to recoverrrrr

nabe

I want to believe that I couldn't speak English just because I was weary.
I know I'm just too coward. I dont wanna make mistakes.
Can i survive without speaking Japanese when I go for a trip...?

A*e*'s Kobe visit was strange but I somehow had fun.
but i still feel that "second semester is different".



by the way, I totally forgot NIHONGO KYOSHITSU is having a New Years' party tomorrow. Of course I forgot to tell be**ra san about it, too.
I don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow...so scary. what am i doin...