Be humble!!!
.............and get up early from tomorrow!!!!!!!
.............and get up early from tomorrow!!!!!!!
I dont know why I feel sorry when I have to say "no" even if I'm not wrong.
Today I was asked to work tomorrow though my schedule was supposed off. I knew everyone at my working place is busy right now(cos the chief manager will transfer to another place soon), but I refused in rather bad attitude. I had no promised appointment tomorrow, but i wanted to study, so I said no.
Then I felt a negative vibe from my boss. Both of us got in a bad mood.
I think this happened because I kinda avoided saying "no" directly and used a negative, sloppy words instead. If I could just say "I'm sorry, but I can't", that was fine, i think. But I felt sorry to say only "no"(cos I have no "proper" excuse to get a day-off), I ended up causing bad result.
ahhh i dont know what im writing again.
..Forgive me, this is just a TSUBUYAKI.
By the way, Occhan gave me some fruits again. thank, thank, thank.
Today I was asked to work tomorrow though my schedule was supposed off. I knew everyone at my working place is busy right now(cos the chief manager will transfer to another place soon), but I refused in rather bad attitude. I had no promised appointment tomorrow, but i wanted to study, so I said no.
Then I felt a negative vibe from my boss. Both of us got in a bad mood.
I think this happened because I kinda avoided saying "no" directly and used a negative, sloppy words instead. If I could just say "I'm sorry, but I can't", that was fine, i think. But I felt sorry to say only "no"(cos I have no "proper" excuse to get a day-off), I ended up causing bad result.
ahhh i dont know what im writing again.
..Forgive me, this is just a TSUBUYAKI.
By the way, Occhan gave me some fruits again. thank, thank, thank.
After 10 hour and 45 min working, now Im packing for tomorrow. such a girigiri girl...
I'm going to Awaji tommorow for Kobe University International Students' Symposium.
Hope it will be fun!
and of course, hope I can get up tomorrow morning....
I'm going to Awaji tommorow for Kobe University International Students' Symposium.
Hope it will be fun!
and of course, hope I can get up tomorrow morning....
Hiiiiii
I haven't updated here for a while.
I guess I was busy. umm maybe not.
Yeah, I was a bit busy working. But rather than that, i just didnt feel like writing here. During this absense, I lost regular readers of this TSUBUYAKI.(or..did I have regular readers? haha).
now I have a lot to write.
Cos some ups and downs came to me during this one month.
There was another IH reunion and had much fun.
I met Pe** and Sha*** here in Kobe, spent a good time.
I caught a cold.
I had a tiff(?) with my professor.
etc etc...
and now I(am supposed to) prepare tomorrow's seminar. aa feeling low.
These days I feel Im getting (more and more) twisted personality. and I'm becoming more and more bad communicator. Not only in English, but in Japanese.
Yeah I wasn't amiable or open minded person from the first time. and of course Ive been a bad communicator.
But but but,,,living in this society and having some bitter experiences, I can't help forgetting what I used to think important. Recently I realised I rarely smile compared to when i was in Australia(or when i was just back from there). I lost my confidence again and taking a lot of courage to talk to the strangers. I feel im getting less friendly.
Oh well, I dont know what im writing. But this is what i feel right now.
I dont like this and wanna change it. ganbarou.
I haven't updated here for a while.
I guess I was busy. umm maybe not.
Yeah, I was a bit busy working. But rather than that, i just didnt feel like writing here. During this absense, I lost regular readers of this TSUBUYAKI.(or..did I have regular readers? haha).
now I have a lot to write.
Cos some ups and downs came to me during this one month.
There was another IH reunion and had much fun.I met Pe** and Sha*** here in Kobe, spent a good time.I caught a cold.I had a tiff(?) with my professor.etc etc...
and now I(am supposed to) prepare tomorrow's seminar. aa feeling low.
These days I feel Im getting (more and more) twisted personality. and I'm becoming more and more bad communicator. Not only in English, but in Japanese.
Yeah I wasn't amiable or open minded person from the first time. and of course Ive been a bad communicator.
But but but,,,living in this society and having some bitter experiences, I can't help forgetting what I used to think important. Recently I realised I rarely smile compared to when i was in Australia(or when i was just back from there). I lost my confidence again and taking a lot of courage to talk to the strangers. I feel im getting less friendly.
Oh well, I dont know what im writing. But this is what i feel right now.
I dont like this and wanna change it. ganbarou.