この会社に勤めて以来初めての土日出勤。
つっかれた～
んだかなんだか......
電話がない分のんびり仕事ができたのは良いけど、
自分の能力の足りなさに自分に腹が立つ。
ちゃんと勉強しなくちゃ。
同時に全く別件で考えてしまうこともあり......
ふと泣きたくなる。
けっこう今いっぱいいっぱい。
キテるな～って自分でも思う。
あと1ヶ月の我慢かな。
落ち着いたら何にもしない連休を取ろう。
旅行計画も進めなきゃ。
その前に海、行けるといいな♪
in this weekend, I worked both of days.
this is my first time from working in this company.
soooo tired!! or not....I don't know.....
it was good for me no calling while working,
but I really realized the lack of my ability. and so frustrated.
I know I have to study.
at the same time, it was happened to sink into deep thought in my private.
many little things make me feel crying.
I feel stress so much, I really know.
I have to bear this condition untill august.
I take vacation for myself when my work settled.
and I must prepare for travel in autumn.
firstly, I plan to go to sea, I hope I could go.
