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after a long time

2007-11-07 21:14:22 | 日常
Hiiiiii
I haven't updated here for a while.
I guess I was busy. umm maybe not.
Yeah, I was a bit busy working. But rather than that, i just didnt feel like writing here. During this absense, I lost regular readers of this TSUBUYAKI.(or..did I have regular readers? haha).

now I have a lot to write.
Cos some ups and downs came to me during this one month.

catThere was another IH reunion and had much fun.
cat2I met Pe** and Sha*** here in Kobe, spent a good time.

nose4I caught a cold.
nose3I had a tiff(?) with my professor.

etc etc...

and now I(am supposed to) prepare tomorrow's seminar. aa feeling low.

These days I feel Im getting (more and more) twisted personality. and I'm becoming more and more bad communicator. Not only in English, but in Japanese.

Yeah I wasn't amiable or open minded person from the first time. and of course Ive been a bad communicator.
But but but,,,living in this society and having some bitter experiences, I can't help forgetting what I used to think important. Recently I realised I rarely smile compared to when i was in Australia(or when i was just back from there). I lost my confidence again and taking a lot of courage to talk to the strangers. I feel im getting less friendly.

Oh well, I dont know what im writing. But this is what i feel right now.
I dont like this and wanna change it. ganbarou.