what are friends like for you?

Sep 17, 2008

Oooooooops!
I confused the working day this morning. I was so convinsed that I was in the morning shift but it turned out it was my day off!
Early this morning I was waiting for the first train of the day because we start working at 6:30. Right before the train came in the platform, the other co-worker arrived seeing me and seemed confused. '....Are you working today?' What the ...! I checked my memo immediately and found the fact out... Uh, oh.
I saw her off at the train door waving with embarrased smile and returned home..
Shit, I never did this before...

Anyway,
I had a date for lunch, with one of my friends. I was planning to see her after work but ... because of you-know-what above, I started today over again. Heh, heh.
I will tell you what, I become very very awkward being with someone... especially when hanging around. It is no problem to spend a couple of hours doing something like having lunch and going Karaoke.. But,... hanging around.. no way...
I don't mean I don't like people.. but I just get unconfortable.
So today it started all OK because we had lunch. It was after that that things went awkward...

I am not really sure which point in the past I became like this. I used to hang around with friends everyday when I was in teen's... Hm...