詩集・61:2000年1月吉日
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♪指が出会った魂
阪神大震災から5年が経過した当時は大阪堺市の
自宅マンション4階で早朝に揺れ起こされた刻々と
報道される規模の大きさに唖然とし身体が緊張し興奮と
震えを感じた事を思い出す
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発生3日後に救援に行った西宮市の甲子園近くで2階建ての
木造家屋が1メートル程の高さに破壊しているのを目の前に
した時は地震エネルギーの凄まじさに恐れを感じた
新聞に発表される死亡者名簿を業務でパソコンのデータ処理を
している癖で何気なく入力し始めると毎日500~1000人が
発表される3000人程入力後、余りの多さに中断しようと
したが被災死者の「名前を忘れないで欲しいと言う」
声無き魂の声に圧倒され入力を辞める事が出来なくなり
とうとう5000余人の入力を完了した時は思わず被災地に
向かって手を合わす
一瞬に奪われた命の重さと魂をパソコンのキーを打つ指は
未だに忘れず覚え込んでいる
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Lucky day in January, 2002
Soul with which the finger met (61)
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翻訳Sofutoて英語化
Five years passed from the Hanshin large earthquake disaster.
Those days, it is the fourth floor of the house apartment of Osaka Sakai.
It started in the early morning.
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It is stunned by the size of the scale reported every moment.
It remembers the body having become it tense and having felt excitement and shaking.
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Near Koshien of Nishinomiya-shi performed to relief generating days [ three days ] after
In the height whose wooden building of 2 stories is about 1m
It is destroyed. When it carries out at hand
Fear was felt for the frightfulness of the earthquake energy.
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The death person list of names announced by the newspaper
In the peculiarity which is carrying out data processing of a personal computer on business
If it begins to input casually, 500-1000 persons will be announced every day.
Although it was going to interrupt about 3000 persons to too much numerousness after the input
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Voice [ "which is referred to as wanting without forgetting a name" ] no [ of the disaster dead ]
It becomes impossible it to be overwhelmed by spiritual voice and to resign an input.
When 5000 others' input is completed at last
It prays joined with its hand toward the disaster ground involuntarily.
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The weight and the soul of a life which were taken in an instant
The finger which strikes the key of a personal computer
It does not yet forget but has learned.
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