communication

I couldnt think of any good news nowadays, thats why i hadnt written down here for a while. If i kept writing here, it would have been "Tabe's everyday boyaki(grumbling)" instead of "Tabe's tsubuyaki(murmur)".
huh? there is not so much difference??...dont say that...

to tell the truth, i have nothing good to write today as well.

i worked today, and there was not so much to do as usual, so I daringly said to Ultraman nurse for children(which means my employer) "if you dont need me, please say so. You can call me when you need help." maybe he didnt take what i meant correctly. i literally meant it, but it seemed that he thought i said this because im busy and dont wanna work or something.
Communication is always difficult..even in my native language. or rather, this is because i spoke Japanese. how ironic.

Another thing. I talked to Heimli**(English teacher in Uni) about communication. this started when he disagreed with my opinion that "to listen to and understand speakers is essential for successful communication".
finally, I asked the question to him,"how to jump in a conversation happening among the group of native speakers" which ive never been able to do..and i got the answer. according to him, i have to lead the conversation. to do so, i have to cut in first...and in doing so, of course i shouldnt be afraid of being embarrassed. i need to become a fool.
i hope i can. and i will try if i hava a chance.

Its really getting cold. i think ive got a cold cos i have a running nose.

I cant believe the another semester has finished in Australia.
i feel like im becoming very old. hope some people remember me.

What a random diary this is!