declaration of Hikikomori

This time I am serious.
I really have to be a Hikikomori until the end of this semester. Long way...;(

when i counted my tasks, i was about to cry.
how could it happen?

I think i was a bit high at the beginning of this semester, so did wrong choice of courses... and was fool enough not to have started studying earlier.
but i still have time. I can do it, I can do it.

so, dont disturb me.


.........but occasional Annoying Tai is welcome.
or rather am I waiting for it? hehe :)

sore

I have a sore throat again.
No more husky voice....

rash

Ive got a rash on my back. it is verrrrry itchy!!!
i remember that ive had this kind of stuff before, just the same season as now. between summer and autumn,,,so i guess the cause is the change of temperature. Anyway, it really prevents me from studying(its true!)

BTW the Easter holiday is coming soon. So people look somewhat in festive mood.(?) Many aussies are going back to their home, so Ih will be very quiet.
As for me, there is no big plans so far. I could make plan to go somewhere long distance from here, but i dare not. maybe because im lazy. that said, i am working on weekend as usual, EVEN on Good Friday(when all the shops are closed!). I wonder why Japanese people dont want to have a rest..?
anyway, im staying in IH, working on assignments!! study mood!!
and Ive been busy these days(didn't look busy?? for me, it was busy), so i can get a rest during holiday!

Have a happy easter everyone!!

dead weary

I am tired.

because.......
on the weekend, i went out to the city almost everyday.

i worked for 10 hours on Fri, 6 hours for sat. im like a business man in Japan, ain't I?
This was too much for me, so i said that i dont wanna work this long to my boss. hopefully i will get sat off from may.

but my tiredness was not only because of work. It's my fault actually...
I went out on Thursday for Beach party(embassy). was fun, but regreted a little. i think i was cracked...
i went to karaoke with Jap people on saturday after work. it was also fun. so karaoke itself was OK. but i didn't have to stay up late....regret
today i was supposed to study at last, but my flabby will was bent easily. went to city.

I really should take responsibility for myself. I mean,,, "do what i should do first, then i can give reward to myself".
oh it sounds hard...

voice

I have a sore throat!!!!