Aug 22, 2005 
/ 
/ 
I am having cold feet... I really am...
sigh....
I went to a company that I am going to be dispatched this afternoon. I saw a supervisor of the division. What he explained about my position sounded very demanding... It will surely be challenging for me.
To tell you the truth, I am freaked out...
I pretended to be OK on the spot but, in me, I was like.. "O'migosh, o'migosh...!!! What am I gonna do? What am I going to do????!!!"
My tasks are kind of taking orders from abroad, mostly from the U.S. and U.K. The quantity of the orders are enormous and customers abroad seem stubborn that I am going to have to be the same to correspond with...
What the ... !
I am very bad at being stubborn to people... Having fights is not my thing. I have always compromised when someone doesn't agree with me. That is how I get on with people...
I know it is not always the best idea but I just ... don't be stubborn.
... Oh, wait. I tried 3 month ago. When a friend of mine visited me in Canada, she is not spiteful but she kept being kind of rude, seems not knowingly. I could ignore that and pretend not to get annoyed but ... I dared point that out.
Of course, she was upset. For her, it was just normal behaviour that no one should blame of. I was stubborn to make her understand how I felt anyway. In the result, our friendship is fatally destroyed..
I think I failed...
Anyway, I like it or not, I have to get started from tomorrow...
Ahhhh.... no way out.... Somebody encourage me!!!!!!
/ / I am having cold feet... I really am...
sigh....
I went to a company that I am going to be dispatched this afternoon. I saw a supervisor of the division. What he explained about my position sounded very demanding... It will surely be challenging for me.
To tell you the truth, I am freaked out...
I pretended to be OK on the spot but, in me, I was like.. "O'migosh, o'migosh...!!! What am I gonna do? What am I going to do????!!!"
My tasks are kind of taking orders from abroad, mostly from the U.S. and U.K. The quantity of the orders are enormous and customers abroad seem stubborn that I am going to have to be the same to correspond with...
What the ... !
I am very bad at being stubborn to people... Having fights is not my thing. I have always compromised when someone doesn't agree with me. That is how I get on with people...
I know it is not always the best idea but I just ... don't be stubborn.
... Oh, wait. I tried 3 month ago. When a friend of mine visited me in Canada, she is not spiteful but she kept being kind of rude, seems not knowingly. I could ignore that and pretend not to get annoyed but ... I dared point that out.
Of course, she was upset. For her, it was just normal behaviour that no one should blame of. I was stubborn to make her understand how I felt anyway. In the result, our friendship is fatally destroyed..
I think I failed...
Anyway, I like it or not, I have to get started from tomorrow...
Ahhhh.... no way out.... Somebody encourage me!!!!!!
何かもぉ長野は秋な気配だよ。この背景もそろそろかえなきゃなの。
…で、結局のところ、私のお仕事は翻訳ではありません。
なんて言うの？メーカーさんとこの事務で、相手先がアメリカとヨーロッパという感じ？
いや～、事務職は８年ぶりどぁわ！！！
（胃がキリキリ痛むくらい、ビビりまくってるんだょ～
…
なぁに、就職先なりどこでなり、たくさん
また
ご就職おめでとう
私はまだまだ決まらなげです…
あ、それから断られちった！(はい、そこそこ。何を
なーんつーわけもなく
帰国したのが６／２２だから。。
もう２ヶ月過ぎたのだょ。早いもんだ。
word, excelが全然使えないのに、なんだかそういうところに派遣されちゃったので、また会得するまでが一苦労だ。
こんなことなら、トロントにいる間に勉強しとけば良かったわ～。
よし、まじで I can't hear you. 使うわょ！
めっちゃプレッシャーよー…。
かなり本気でめげてるのさ～。。
あの…せっかく登録したのになかなかいい男性に出会えません。
私すぐにでも相手したいんですが…誰かやりませんか…？
もちろん夫には内緒でやってます。
すいません…どうしてもガマン出来なくて…。
http://married2.cx/
電話での対応かあ・・・偉そうな人は偉そうやけどね～
でも、英語だったら、日本語のように丁寧語やらないので、その点はお客さんとも話しやすいやろうね・・・・
もしさあ、もうだめ～～