life

After dreaming time in Kurashiki(and Osaka), I feel I'm still in holiday mode.
Yesterday and today, I tried to concentrate on work, but had low energy...sleepy sleepy. please give me something to do!!!



I should write some positive things here...say, memories of this summer.

Chris Martin was awesome at Summer Sonic!! I was impressed by his effort...remembering Japanese lyrics. he is, the band is big.
Alicia Keys was beautiful. Recently I often sing her song. again.

My home was relaxing as usual. Ate peach.

I could catch up with friends from junior high. realised that our convasation topic became really...different. this means we grew up..or opposite!?

anyways, though it was short(longer for general workers in Japan), i enjoyed myself.


then?
i feel really lonely when I arrived here.
I didn't wanna go to work.
but I did.
it was OK, better than I had expected.
But still felt down a bit.

I realise that the communication with family and friends through email and msn encourage me a lot.
and a friend from Aussieland contacted me, which gave me a chance to rememeber those good times and made me happy. Thinking of those old memories and the fact that friends i made with at that time live all around Japan and all over the world is very uplifting.

un, chotto positive ni natta.
jya, see you soon!