reason for absence

friday, the network in IH changed and i couldn't use my PC until now. But if it wasn't, i didn't have enough time to write down here till now....

I did hand in my essay(s)! I had Mi** proofread to the last minute and managed to make it! it was 10 minites before the closing time of office. Anyway i did it. i dont think it was well-done, though..
I hope i can pass this course.cos the last assignment's marking of this course wasn't so good..worry about it.
and we had a last formal dinner in this semester. It was called "valedictory bara khana". ppl who will finish studying at UQ gave speeches. They must have given interesting ones, but i didn't understand most of them. 3 months is not enough for me,,,


Yesterday was big day in IH. we had Switch Party. that is...boys pretended as girls and girls pretended as boys. it was interesting. especially seeing guys disguise girls...some of them were really beautiful, others were far cry from beautifull...
Some of us went bowling before the party with this disguise. in the bowling alley, there was a birthday party for kid, and many kids were staring at strange Uni students. It was funny! and not good for children's education! by the way, i got good score unusually! 100 up! anyway i enjoyed a lot.

we came back to IH before dinner and prepared for the party. i helped Co****'s wearing yukata cos Na* asked me to, but i couldn't tie obi well. i forgot how to tie obi already....but he looked really beautiful!
At the party there was stage out side and some guys were performing(?) like model. it was funny. I think many guys felt excited with wearing girls' costume and putting make-up.
i was terriblly drunk though i didn't drink so much. I guess i was tired because of the recent essay writing...(?) so i couldnt enjoy the last half of the party. went straight to bed and had a sleep. felt really sick. i guess it was my first time to feel sick that much....
but i didn't have hungover this morning. great!
college was so quiet.
i should have start writing final essay but didn't. I went to Coles and did some embarrassing misunderstanding n got depressed. its one of the those things.(←saying to myself)
And I got Pe*** to set up my PC. and now i can use internet.
The life without Internet was a bit boring for me.

went to Ky*'s room to return some stuff i borrowed, and had a chat. mainly about english.
After dinner i chatted with ***iel. It made me think about english improvement seriously.
and just now, i talked with Mi** and R** about english.

The happening in Coles, the chatting with people, made me write this long diary here. I should make more effort to make friends with more people and spend a good time here. Recently i was kinda lazy to make efforts. like...i didn't keep diary here and stopped carrying wordbook. stop thinking things in english.
I dont wanna leave here without any improvement.i dont wanna waste precious time..and money as well.
So i decided to study as much as i can!!! it is hard to keep motivation, so i think im really happy to have this environment. the life here sometimes makes me feel down but stimulates me a lot.
took much time to write here..im sure i will study hard tomorrow. or rather, i really have to.

time to go to bed!