Jack swallowed...

Dec 24, 2009

Merry Christmas, everyone!
I hope you are having a merry merry christmas eve tonight with someone you love...

... Oh dear, dear, dear ...., I am not so sure that I can spell or make sentences correctly because I am A LITTLE BIT tipsy... Heh, heh. I am having the third grass of wine. ... or maybe fifth? I don't know for sure..
FYI, I don't drink alcohol along with dinner. As you know, it is Christmas Eve!

Well, I will tell you my another miserable legend that I have just made this evening...
In order to entertain my husband, I have planned some christmas dinner menu. Actually a half of me kind of predicted that my plan would be failed ... In reality it was though. In the past, whenever I planned something like this, Yoshi would NEVER impressed or praise me. What a bad luck of him... or ME, he seemed to have a cold.... I made chocolate cake, got a lump of fine hose meat ( I am sorry for those who don't eat hose meat.. it would be gross for you! However, for us it tasted so tender and fresh and delicious! ) and chicken, and a loaf of french bread. Even I got four sorts of cheese that I thought would go well with some wine, although we don't regularly eat cheese at all. What Yoshi said was, 'I feel like having 雑炊 or something like that. ' 雑炊 is a kind of rice soup with vegetables and eggs. I knew how he feels but... I tried to let him be happy by the christmas dinner but what he said was... ' I don't want it but 雑炊 instead...' I am soooooo.... disappointed. What I planned was ... nothing... so meaningless.. AGAIN... I knew that.
This is not the first time that he ruined what I planned. In the past five years of our marriage, he has never ever be happy for what I did for him. .. So when he got back home feeling sick, I was like ' ....Again, thank you very much!'
A half of me understand the situation that he was in this time but, the other half of me....

Do you think it is too early that I feel sick and tired of his attitude after five years of marriage? Do I still need some more patience to be with him? ... He never praise me or is thankful of me or appreciates of me.................








Anyways..













This morning, when I was walking Jack, my black cute puppy, he pooped. In his shit I found a pushpin. What the ...! There is a cork board with a dozen of pushpins tucked on it. I thought he picked one of them with his mouth and swallowed it. I thought for his security I would take all the pushpins off the board after we get back home. When I saw the board, '.... it is weird, I feel like there were less pushpins than I thought. Immediately I called Yoshi who were on the way to his office by car, to ask, 'did you know what happened to the cork board, because Jack might have eaten several pushpins!' Also I explained how dangerous it would be for dogs to swallow a pushpin.
Eventually it was fruitless to ask him about it. I decided to take Jack to hospital to have X-layed.

The doctor diagnosed that he was OK. The X-lay photo showed no sign of a pushpin! Phew!!!! I am damn relieved!!


When I was little, our family had a dog named Lucy. We have him outside. Comparing to Jack, we didn't care about Lucy. When he died, I cried a lot but after that, ... I wonder how many time I recalled him... Whenever Jack seems ill or insured, I am worried to death. Whenever I feel that way I can't help but remember Lucy.. I should have loved him or cared about him as much as Jack. I wonder if Lucy had felt happy somehow being a part of my family....

Anyways, I am happy that Jack is OK.





Life is unfair like this, you know guys.
However you make efforts, it would not always be fruitful.
But still, Yoshi being sick is kind of cute that I feel like caring for him. .... Whoa, what a fantastic magic wine makes! It cross-offed Yoshi's doomed cruel merciless words on me!!! ... People, please check it out how long I will bare this marriage!

.... Oh....., how cute you are, Jack!!!!
You are my guardian angel even though you like to eat deer droppings so much...
i hope you would realize some day that the droppings may bring you some parasites..... Please don't eat another deer droppings....









I want someone who really needs me...