I get so negative sometimes, maybe almost everyday...But I get little better or more when somebody tells me that you are so wonderful or what you're doing is right.
Maybe I'm seeking somebody's agreed with what I'm doing now..
Day before yesterday I asked mom that is there anything like worth of what I'm doing now?? she said yeah!! of course!! you are growing by everyday!! I wanted cry so much when she said that to me.
Of course I can see what I want to do in my future and I know what I should do right now for my future. But I'm getting so tired. I don't know what giving up is.and never try to do that in my ever life.
So maybe I'm doing too much again even thereis different ways to do for my life which can be replace of what I'm doing right now (like as doing part time job every single day...and I feel like I can't do anything else..can't have time to think about any other things.)
ok. What I most want to say and most desiring is i want to have fun anytime, even i have to go work and even if I'm working.
Let me have fun more!!! Let me get out of this crazy freaking time!!