Over Slept...

I have known that I have been lazy so far about time.

but, I think today, I mean tomorrow will be the day that to turn back in to no more lazy!!!!!

I will wake up 7:00 am tomorrow, take shower to wake my brain all up. and , change my clothes..

and... study for the Horticulture CHAPTER 4 and 5!! because I have an exam on Tuesday.

And I will go to the novel book store coffee shop after work..how NICE!!

maybe it's better to study with someone on Monday. yes!!

School is closed for four days for this weekend because of the holiday, I don't know exactly what this weekend's

holiday stands for...

I better try to finish illustration essay on Monday as well.




She always reminds me about him, all the time... wow. this is not good.

But, it does not make any sense to blame on her, or try to think of her ironically...

or even try to be away from her..

cause I know that I will be the same like her too...


but I just want to be happy with my every day life.


It was very nice time to talk with my family. they always give me the vigorous laughter.

I love that very much.

Alright, I am going to take shower, then go to sleep.





All the pictures from my family cure my weakened heart so well.




Thank you


Have a good night!!

Be always happy to you too!!!!!




なーーんて、英語で書いちゃって、英語の先生に全部なおされたら、、、、

まそれはそれでいいんだろうけどね


明日からとりあえず早起きと、時間５分前行動っていうのをやろう

あ。ラーメン食べたいなっ。



おやすみなはーーい

宇宙人？！

 

 

 

この写真の左側上に移ってる人型のようなものは人なんじゃないか？！

火星には人が存在しているんじゃないか？！

と騒がれているこの頃。。。

 

小学校の頃の夢が宇宙飛行士だった私にはとても気になるニュースだ。

どうしてう集飛行士になりたかったかっていうと、知らない世界を見てみたかたからだ。

う～ん。

なんだか今でもその知らない世界を見てみたい、っていうのは変わらないみあいだけど・・・

 

 

 

Thinking of... what?

hmm

I started thinking of him again,,.
How come? because I got hurted by somebody?
maybe that thing reflected me turning into think about him again?
What is that? DO I really need it...
Maybe I miss the time with him when I feel tired, or stressed because it was such a nice time being together with him. But I know that he is not what I need for putting the negative or stressed or sad or whatever feeling away. He might be the person IF he was here. He could be the person who can make me feel so much better easily. But the thing is.. he is not here. oh ya.
Hey go away!!! go my this loneliness feeling that sometimes appear in my mind, and reminds me about that time away please!! No need to remind me about the time that has passed away　already. I just want to see the forward of my future.
And I do not want to struggle with that thing again, and again because it hurted me so bad, and I had so much upset.
Oh my god.
What do you do now?
Would you remember me sometimes? by what?
I didn't write all this on my mixi diary as today's diary, so I just put this on my blog.

oh...
Good bye.

さぁて

 

 

この学期が終わったら,,,

maybe it will be the time for me to be able to write the letter to him.

yeah, why not?

How come I could know about 1 week lator?

and of couse, 2 month lator..

hope Greg is coming this summer to CA.

Oh my gosh, it will be so much fun if he will !!!

 

Good night night!!

hmmm

I better think of it simply...

cause we are supposed to be compromised about that all..

yap!!

 

Good night!! night night night!!

 

 

 

 

 

くびれを作ろうぜぇ～～～！！笑

 

shape up !!