Freaked-out-sunday

I need to get over it. F**k. I do need it.

Let me be selfish little more. What am i saying? "little more"?
there's no little more. Always the same. I am such a weak person I've never seen.

Argh... It's bloody hard. I've never done this hard things.

never. You're evil. Idiot. How idiot are you??
How come could you take this massive risk? And blaming on me in wise way..?

Now tell me.

agh. I feel like a s**t.

Sorry those swear words. But I sometimes need to be like this if you understand..