Suddenly 断絶

A boy was found dead in a swimming pool while a mother took his girl to a nursery school. He was just said to wait in a car but he himself made going out and climed up a fense to drown in a pool. For mother, she felt a remorse or puzzled to understand the consequence. Death will come out of nowhere.

ひたすらに 見知らぬ女に 夢の中
婚約破棄を 謝り続け

First try やってみれば

Anxiety before a challenge is much and I try to prepare all. But once done, it seems not so much as thought. And sometimes want more.

不安だけ 抱いていても 始めたら
考えた時間 なくても同じ

満員電車 packed train

It's been a few weeks since the last time I was packed in the train in Tokyo. I had been there for 25yrs and the time there would be around a year.
I know how I can comfort myself, usually web surfing, listening to music, reading etc. Now I enjoy more sleep, which is a loss?

通勤の 混雑に知る まとまった
時間でするは 二度寝と思考

羞恥心 blindness

When you bathe at hot spring in Japan, most of the people hide their important part. I usually wear glasses but in bathtub I take off. And then I don't feel any embarrassment not hiding it. Embarrassment is an internal activity of expectation towards the others and if we don't see anyone around, we are freed from that sense.

眼鏡なく 浴槽浸かり リラックス
羞恥心とは 無縁に過ごす

Homesick 気まぐれな選択の結果

Michizane Sugawara, who lived Heian era 1100yrs ago, was sent to Kyushu losing his authority at the empire. His reflection and anger turned out to be a curse and at the same time he was worshipped for his diligence and knowledge, and we can see many shrines named after him.

青葉燃ゆ 街に一人で はからずに
気まぐれ悔やむ 届かぬ電話