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Their nostalgia more moving

2014-02-18 11:06:35 | 日記
Here is the quiet. Heshun old town beautiful, because the development is not deep, very little to eat, is also very simple, yet many surprise place. Because when the accommodation of humility of psychology, the results came to live with little secret quiet place, with different people live in a courtyard. Small houses, too many things the feeling of home, but this is someone's home, feeling also is only the feelings of others, we are guests, can only be a guest.
Like the people in my life, for them, I am a guest, can only be a guest.
This is a lot of different people in the world, they have different personalities, also has a different story. Different experiences created by different people, different people different interpretation of the story. Life is different for different people. However, in my world, anybody can belong to a class of people, they live in a different world, but all over the earth, or Chinese, such a place together. Their different, created a colorful world. However, we can find many of the same things from, those who can draw something.
People are women are easily hurt animal, but they don't know is, man, is in fact more easily injured animal, they are strong on the surface, but also need to be strong, however, their inner feelings not to express. They do not want to laugh or cry, they could not lie, act loving, escape. So they become lonely, they become indifferent. As a woman, since after breaking up will miss or jealousy to her ex boyfriend, but men after breaking up, more is to get rid of everything. Because women are protected, and the man is to be tested. This is the inevitable result of the development of the world. At the beginning of the war, most men played outside, or soldiers, or to go out to make money, but their families, will strive to maintain their although small but important things. However, the present era of peace, people began to pay attention to the woman, the woman began to focus on their own, men began to pay attention to the woman, more focus is women occupied, however, men have small wonderful changes is unknown. They have no way with the Peking Opera actor to express their feelings, they have no way to express his uninhibited by misty poetry. It is man's nature to attack, transient, and the nature of women is accepted, stay. Many of the physiological need for human or biological in general is the same. A lot of things people can not be changed, the above is one example.
At the same time, man is a nostalgic, woman is left outside in the cold, they may not have things to decide according to later. They will put that may be said to be caused by genetic. However, man's nostalgia is not recognized. They will find all sorts of people try to contact, but in essence, they are in many cases will find similar people, although this similarity may just a little bit. Their nostalgia more moving, however, more and more people are not aware of this, but also, more women will hate this point. I know, this is no way to change.
For me, from the beginning of the fall in love at first sight, the so-called habit. I love that type of person, will work in that direction to find their desired target. Later, in fact, the so-called turning point is for their own reasons. There was also because indulge yourself thinking is the feelings of the past. The original feeling, football, naughty, computer, but also because the people before bedding. Later, thought that impossible, I met another person, and got three years happy friendship. However, I am still be left with nothing whatsoever, what did not. The period of high school, for me, is a beautiful, happy, grateful. I still don't know why I will choose. However, because of jealousy, fear, because of loneliness, because he can still accompany me, never leave. However, when I suddenly found I can't remember it very good things, I despair, pain, but also more than feeling relieved.
Now, in the middle of a group of young people, I am a young man. They are brother and sister, with all my standard, however, wanted to find a Right me, but here chose to give up. I go back and find their space, to listen to their story, would be ambiguous to be nosy, but can't run it. They're experienced a lot, is young but is very mature, understand a lot of things is very awkward, people bad but not cute. However, when we are familiar with, understand, care, then, the total will not escape a smile. I was amplified, my attention, and I began to retreat. Probably, this is the original me, not to escape, sad for a long time the consequences. I can't allow a man to hurt me, although most of the time they bring me not hurt but to protect. I don't know when he would return, beat this curse. I don't know, what I can find a completely different, but can walk together.