I knew

2023.4.19
"ASTRO's Moonbin has passed away"

何かを察したかのように、
人生で経験がしたことがないような血管が切れたような痛みが脳内に弾け
夜中不意に目が覚めて目に飛び込んできたこの活字と
真っ白になる感情は忘れないだろう。

友達に必死で連絡するけど夜中だから何度電話しても出ない。
「起きて！」「起きて！」と何度もメッセしても既読にならない。

過呼吸になる。夜中に一人で号泣した。
なぜいつもこうやって私が大事にしているものが
こんな形で奪われていくのか。

翌週末韓国に友達と献花に行くことになり
どんな言葉を綴ればいいかわからないまま、手紙に添えるクロバーを無心に作ってた。
１つ１つクロバーを作りながら横目に見てたドラマの中からこの曲が流れてきた。
２５年後にこの曲を聴いてもこの出来事を思い出すだろう。
そしていつまでもきっと「なぜ？」と思いを馳せることになる。

ロザリーナ『I knew』Official Lyric Video

NOTD, Maia Wright - AM:PM (Lyric Video)

NOTD, Maia Wright - AM:PM (Lyric Video)


I fall too often
And I love to complicate until there’s nothing
My feet get cold
So no more talking
Let’s just let it go the way that it’s been going
Yeah, keep me close

I wanna feel like this forever,
A little reckless babe
But we can do whatever we like
Yeah we can feel like this forever,
I want you front and center
I could be your 9 to 5

Ooh
Ooh, you’re all I want
Give me all your love around the clock
AM, PM
Ooh, you’re all I want
We’re going and we’re never gonna stop
AM, PM
AM, PM

No seconds wasted
And I feel the night fading
But I’m wide awake and I don’t wanna go
So let’s not waste this
Go ahead, take the shot
My lips will be a chaser
I ain’t going home

I wanna feel like this forever,
A little reckless babe
But we can do whatever we like
Yeah we can feel like this forever,
I want you front and center
I could be your 9 to 5

Ooh
Ooh, you’re all I want
Give me all your love around the clock
AM, PM
Ooh, you’re all I want
We’re going and we’re never gonna stop
AM, PM
AM, PM
AM, PM

I wanna feel like this forever,
A little reckless babe
But we can do whatever we like
Yeah we can feel like this forever,
I want you front and center
I could be your 9 to 5

Ooh
Ooh, you’re all I want
Give me all your love around the clock
AM, PM
Ooh, you’re all I want
We’re going and we’re never gonna stop
AM, PM

Mallrat x The Chainsmokers - Wish On An Eyelash (Part 2)

Mallrat x The Chainsmokers - Wish On An Eyelash (Part 2)


I've been trying to tell ya
I've been dying to tell ya
Want you all to myself
I want you all to myself
And when we leave all the parties
When we're not in our bodies
When we're up in a spaceship
That's when I feel the greatest
I made a wish on an eyelash
Made a wish on elevens
Made a wish on my birthday
Talk about you to Heaven
I plan my days all around ya
Planets orbit around ya
I was lost 'til I found ya
I think angels surround ya

I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya

i’ve been trying to tell ya
i’ve been dying to tell ya
you’re the one that i need
you take off all my weakness
driving back from the airport
staring back on a dance floor
laughing bout things that we hate
that’s when i feel the greatest
i made a wish on an eyelash
made a wish elevens
made a wish on my birthday
talk about you to heaven
i plan my days all around ya
planets orbit around ya
i was lost til i found ya
i think angels surround ya

I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya
I think angels surround ya

I think angels surround ya
i made a wish on an eyelash
made a wish elevens
made a wish on my birthday
talk about you to heaven
i plan my days all around ya
planets orbit around ya
i was lost til i found ya
i think angels surround ya

Mallrat - Wish on an Eyelash

Mallrat - Wish on an Eyelash


I’ve been trying to tell ya, I’ve been dying to tell ya
Want you all to myself, I want you all to myself
And when we leave all the parties, when we’re not in our bodies
When we’re up in a spaceship, that’s when I feel the greatest

I made a wish on an eyelash, made a wish on elevens
Made a wish on my birthday, talk about you to heaven
I plan my days all around ya, planets orbit around ya
I was lost till I found ya, I think angels surround ya

Don't Leave Me Lonely (feat. Elley Duhé) (Acoustic)

Don't Leave Me Lonely (feat. Elley Duhé) (Acoustic)


You said that you’d never
Forget me, how you could leave me behind?
Promise me you’ll be there,
For the good and there for the darkest nights!
You said you’d swim the deepest oceans,
Rip the stars right from the sky!
You said that you’d never
Forget me,
We’d have each other for life.

I could paint over the scars,
Take an arrow to the heart,
No I don’t care where you’ve been,
Just don’t leave me lonely again!
I could learn to picture you
From a different point of view,
No I don’t care where you’ve been,
Just don’t leave me lonely again!
Don’t leave me lonely!

You are my oxygen,
But somehow you still make me forget to breath!
I’d go through hell again
For you, coz it feels like heaven to me.
I’d crush diamonds,
Run from sirens,
Be the world beneath your feet!
Oh you said that you’d never forget me:
I’m yours for eternity.

Clean Bandit x Elley Duhé – Don’t Leave Me Lonely (Official Video)

Clean Bandit x Elley Duhé – Don’t Leave Me Lonely (Official Video)


You said that you’d never
Forget me, how you could leave me behind?
Promise me you’ll be there,
For the good and there for the darkest nights!
You said you’d swim the deepest oceans,
Rip the stars right from the sky!
You said that you’d never
Forget me,
We’d have each other for life.

I could paint over the scars,
Take an arrow to the heart,
No I don’t care where you’ve been,
Just don’t leave me lonely again!
I could learn to picture you
From a different point of view,
No I don’t care where you’ve been,
Just don’t leave me lonely again!
Don’t leave me lonely!

You are my oxygen,
But somehow you still make me forget to breath!
I’d go through hell again
For you, coz it feels like heaven to me.
I’d crush diamonds,
Run from sirens,
Be the world beneath your feet!
Oh you said that you’d never forget me:
I’m yours for eternity.

Pink Sweat$ - I Feel Good [Official Audio]

Pink Sweat$ - I Feel Good [Official Audio]

NewJeans (뉴진스) 'Hype Boy' Official MV (DANIELLE&HAERIN ver.)

NewJeans (뉴진스) 'Hype Boy' Official MV (DANIELLE&HAERIN ver.)

Alan Walker - The Drum (Official Music Video)

Alan Walker - The Drum (Official Music Video)

Clean Bandit x Darkoo - Everything But You (ft. BackRoad Gee & Young Chencs)

Clean Bandit x Darkoo - Everything But You (ft. BackRoad Gee & Young Chencs)

Clean Bandit - Everything But You (feat. A7S) [Official Video]

Clean Bandit - Everything But You (feat. A7S) [Official Video]

Clean Bandit & Topic - Drive (feat. Wes Nelson) [Official Video]

Clean Bandit & Topic - Drive (feat. Wes Nelson) [Official Video]

Clean Bandit - Higher (feat. iann dior) [Official Video]

Clean Bandit - Higher (feat. iann dior) [Official Video]

SORRY, THE CHAINSMOKERS ARE BACK

SORRY, THE CHAINSMOKERS ARE BACK

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Meet Me At Our Spot (Remix)

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02:I Can't Make You Love Me (Remix)

I Can't Make You Love Me (Remix)

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Anne-Marie & Nathan Dawe - Way Too Long (Live at Capital's Jingle Bell Ball 2021) | Capital

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