The cheerful future

I had a various experience for these two months.
The one of them was the hardest in my life.
I passed every day lost in my grief.
When I remember it, tears my eyes still.
But I must overcome it.
I want to have a positive view of life.
So that I find happiness.
What kind of year will it be next year?

Like it or not, there's only one day left in the old year.