Worst week so far

So I haven't done alot with doing a diary entry even though it's one of the things I've put down for my blog but anyway, I'm not one for moaning but I've been talking to a girl for over a year, getting to know each other and see how things went, and even though after getting really close and doing things that a couple would normally do she now admits to me that she is unsure if this is just a faze. I feel used and played because I allowed myself to put much feeling into something that's not even a stable or confirmation to being in a relationship, with the other person. However I went out and got a little drunk and started talking to random people on Facebook aka women and even though they was nice 2 said yes and both have pretty much done the same as the one I was talking t o for over a year so overall this week has not been the best so far.