20 more days my life in Saipan.
I had been counting how many weeks.
Now less than 3 weeks.
It sounds so short, so I started count as days.
Today, My co-woker who has been sick for past couple days came to office and told me that even she was sick, but still she thought about me and wanted to come to work to learn from me.
I told her that It has been a big loss for our office that missing a great voice of answering phone and your smile to welcome client.
I started thinking about my list to do.
1. Diving two more times.
2. Hanging out with my girl friends from Church.
3. Hanging out with my girl friends from work, and others.
4. Say thank you at least 30 people.
5. Go to the beach and lay down on the beach what I did a lot the first year of my life in Saipan.
6. Driving around and go to the street I have never driven before.
7. Go to at least two restaurant where I have never been.
8. Go hiking.
9. Write letters or emails whom I have not contacted for a long time.
10. Go to take care of my nails and hair.
11. Go to ballroom dancing and dance 10 difference music.
12. Playing golf.
13. Going to go to Karaoke and singing lots of Japanese songs even though I have not updated my song lists.
14. Go to full body massage and facial massage. ( to be looking good for my husband whom I have not seen two months.)
15. Cook as much as I can.
16. Talk to the people whom I wanted to talk.
17. Finish my work.
18. Spending time with Kuro as much as I can.
19. Cleaning.
20. Make a list for what I really want to do to make my husband happy since in past many years I could not do anything for him. I focused on my work too much. I focused on my own desire to have a good work experience.
I focused on being a good wife more than the best wife for my husband.
Bryan, my husband offered me many times to be a part time job, not full time. He said many times that he can afford our life together.
But I really wanted to work.
When Bryan moved to Singapore, he offered me again to be a housewife and told me I can do whatever I want to do.
I would like to complete my list here in Saipan in 20 days, and then I will move to Singapore where my husband is.
I enjoyed my Saipan life.
I choose to come here.
I choose my life. I choose everything by myself so far.
Moving from Saipan is not only my choice but also we desided together.
I love my Saipan life, but the life is in Saipan is not everything of my life.
When I move to Singapore, the title of my bolg will be OUR LIFE in Singapore.
It was good two months to be alone. I needed that time in my life.
To think about life in Saipan, to think about my friends, to think about others, and especially think about my husband.
I would like to think about all of the face I met here in Saipan.
My life is good enough.