You liked their appearance, yes. However, it was not adult porno related inclination. They were just personality. And they are individual things indifferent from their own human beings' version. Should be separated. But, in her early age, they were the models of beauty and she understood thay the appearance weighs lots. Yes, and it would be good for society. Not erotical meanings. European types were here and there in Shirakawa. She didn't know that MIKIKO was also a rumour??? I know. She cried, being accused, "You are American."!!! Accusation for her, however, Miyuki was wanted to call that. Gee, she looked like American. Eva, the "golden half" a singers group with only mixed blood. Eva was most comical one and liked to pretend to be a gag like existance. However, for her, Miyuki didn't know the way. OK, we called Shirakawa not only the local town in this meaning. Three Christian Churchs all. Catholic, Buptestant and Orthodox. Strange town, she thought.
Long long history of Shirakawa's evengelic proceeding. You know, the Orthodox was the most closed ones in Brazil. However, now, the most friendly one. She accepted the others entering. It was managed by a Photographer when she was living in Shirakawa near the Church. She asked him to show us, if you could and he agreed. She got to know the church was almost only one church have Rin YAMASHITA's Icon. And what did you think. Rural, but religious. Not esthetically good, however, she was Christian, she thought. She got to know the information on the "Sunday Art Museum" and YUKARI also did the same. And MIYUKI went to Orthodox Church and visited to see inside. More classical and gorgeous, of course, however, a candle should pay at the cost of US$3 and ran away...
I tried to catch Miyuki, pay only US$3. Just a cheap candle. You should escape form the disaster to buy the candle. They think so, but Miyuki thought, it was a guide tip, not for the church. I didn't have a guide, they did, thus, I needn't pay.
Her intention is not paying innecessary. Just a cheap thing if good for person who is abandant money. But for her, money is precious things. Even she was a school girls, she dreamt several times, a coin collection dream. She found a mount of coins, silver ones are included. She began to collect and the dream abruptly ended.
OK, at least, I began to collect and silver coins were and are precious for her!!!
Petit jewelly like cheapish things were not valuable, however, coins were jewels and she thinks, "Gee, I found the mount of coins!!!"
By her calculation paper is not so valuable and coins, especially heavy ones are valuable. Should dig to find. Miyuki, paper is wasteful and at least metal ones endures.
Miyuki's right at this point. Harusan didn't understand the value of colcove and concove US$0.1 equivalent coins. She collected two cans of them and suddenly they vanished and mother handed US$20 equivalent notes instead. Said. "Your collections were too heavy until the bottom floor of your closet sanked because of the weight."
OKOK, you are right, my closet was in the danger of the burden of my collection. However, you should inform me before and give me a chance to dispose them. My collection, "WOOOOOO!!!" My valuable collection turned to be ordinary US$20. I collected for more than 2 years. Oh, my mother, you didn't understand the importance....
YUKARI is the deteriolated version of her mother. My mother did it for saving my closed. OK...the limit of my tolerance and I was hurt and said many times to my closed friends, Makiko and IZUMI-san...My mother did it...My mother did it...
She was wrong and didn't understand ever and doesn't now. My condom, new one, is my holdings. Not yours. You should not dispose it. OK, it costed only US$2.5. However, mine. I think haveing it is duty as a social existance. For you, it's different. However, I should have, OK? You are slight peeping Tom like existnce, mother.
YUKARI was the worst version of peeping Tom mother. She didn't do nothing and doesn't do any more. However, for her curiosity, she does every thing. Clare casted the spell on her. Gorem, vanish, you are the last one for our peaceful family. Miyuki is just a gag maker, however, Yukari is a peeping Tom. She likes to do so. This is her explanation for her. Why you didn't open the door, Miyuki? Because she orderded me and she was right at this point. Her privacy should be respected and mine, also. Eveness.
Thus, she casted. Miyuki is good at writing, yes. Logical gag writer, she is. Yes. I appreciated the reputation. She likes to be logical. Gag should be logical. Not reasonable. Reasonableness varies. However, illogical, only one answer!!!!
Yes, Clare got to know that Yukari was so bad in body and soul and wondered, did you have yet or not qustion. Ooops, she wants to your sexual matter friends!!!
Refuse it, if you want. You should not obey your kinky auntie's strange request!!!!
She required Clare to write a letter to her each time she needs that!!! Terrible!!! She wants to manage the privacy, especially, physical ones. Hasebyo nurse type. Strange Mr.Responsibles, YUKARI is.
They are too too similar. Just like only one personality. The body is different however, the ideology is too too totalitarians. No other way. All of them think. YUKARI failed. YUKARI was their last resort. Alxheimer tolerance beggers, they are. Most shameless ones, and they look like Chizuru MISAGO. Wondering in front of copy machines and disturbing the use of the others. Every week. Another Geography part-time professor did the same. Alzheimer with arrogance. Their existance was already nusance. Loud voice, wanting to rule the place, sly smiling of unhappy others, same conversations as always. Oh, I did know, but, I would like to say... This was a repeated danger of their confusing memories. You should take care of Clares' things also. She was stolen many subject, many times. Only Miyuki claimed that someone took my objects. Strange???!!!
They knew that Miyuki was clear clean on this matter and didn't know how they knew on the serious problems in Hachioji. They just wanted to know, how their stupid goddamnit mother didn't know anything at all. And got it. They should search the ignorance of their ability she had. A good friend and old town and no friend in Japan. Always, I want to have friends and I am alone. I want to have boyfriends. I want more....
She was lonly and she was isolated here in Shirakawa, also yes. However, she was good at sense. In anyway, not DDMs at all. However, how she should be used by them? Cook? No. She wants to leave here. Gee! Good. Her cooking school is wonderous, however, not is called culinary. Experiment, they say. Anyway, good smells. Miyuki said "roasting" is the basic for meat and vegitables. Preservation is OK, however, weekly raid of mashed potatoes and forgetful of the utensils on the time of register, is the sigh of Alzheimer. I forgot something, and I should buy someone. Oh, Scoop! That's it. I need more scoops!, they say. Why? You can't see the amount of scoops? They say, yes, however, they want to buy it. Important is buying it. Not collecting it. Oh, consumption itself is their outlet of stress. Scoop collectors. A book of Sax was read by YUKARI many times and "A bunch of flowers for Algernon!" is her favorite. It means that I am a poor Alzheimer girl.Please say me hi, please.
She did know that she was so bad. However, she refused to be caught by the police. DDMis police was so hard to her. Normal police was good, she thought. Police novel, she wants to write. Again? She wants to know the fact in custody. however, she was busy to write another novels. Thus, she shutted the door. Never opened.
She wrist cutting experiance was pleased by others. Gee, she did it! How brave she was!!! The last DDM was the most cheapish one and gag like ones. She wanted to be your husband, Clare!!! Oh, she wrote a letter to you. You are the most beautiful lady I had ever seen before.
Nonsense! My mother's mother, Ume-san said the same thing. You are the Beppin in the world!!! She said it with an admiring voice. Enough for Miyuki. She recognized her beauty.
She was beautiful, Miyuki said. However, everytime, a some kind of, "Ummmm...a bit strange, but, really beautiful."
Clare is Miyuki. A bit or really mad, everyone knows. Ummm...a piece of paper's difference. A bit distant from genius. She would get a great success and she knows that the artists' way is harsh too much. Sometimes, Testacles pet itself. I always did so if I liked, YUKARI said so. She was a girl, she liked to do so and did. Ah, that movement. OK, and she did it. That it. Anyone criticised it. Ok, as you like.
Miyuki liked her strange exercise but OK, anyway type. She has forgotten it. Adults forget what they did in their young age, symptom. She really forgot it. Not in public, however, she did it in public, because she was good at it.
Miyuki didn't know it at that time and just thought that is it. OK, then?
No. No punishment. OK. No one hurt. Now, Clare hurt. That should be punished. Eveness effects only she is responsible. Then forced treatment. She can't remember and forgets the basic principles in the society. I had one forgotten, yes, however, I regret and try to change to be good. And continue to be good. A promise. Miyuki was wrongdoer, yes. She failed sometimes, yes. Not slight, fatal sometimes, yes. And sometimes failed again. Yes.
However, I was immature and ignorant. Yes, I would be respinsible to the past ignorance. I should know the facts thus, I want to work with you.
Dr.Chugutomi, the dull is monstrous and he was forgetful and had a licence as medical doctores. Incredible and too too harsh to others also. Remember, Maeda's case? Just a fail, turned to be a disaster for several days, until dietary patients should escape from the nursary room to dinning room. What she has done? Just fainted.
And another serione one? Two days alter, "Sorry for the disturbance at the night" by a nurse. A big error in a medical history. They should take a quick care and just waited the suitable equipament came to the room. Only Miyuki was known to the secret. Only one people in the DDMic hospital.
The HASEGAWA hospital was established for the insurance change. Anyone refuses it. Miyuki was too astonished at the remarks, "And insurenace use? I will arrange it tatally in order!"
He was good at it, maybe. And the rest, messy treatment!!! Miyuki would know that the medical treatment in Shirakawa, also.
Oh, that kinky old man with a wig of blond-brown opened the door for Miyuki's ambulance bed was entering. Miyuki was so thrilled and interpretated that he treatments of mental health in Japan. Toralitarian regime. They do as they think of and as they like. YUKARI types of DDMs were here and there. Miyuki was only a surviver of the treatment. She said taugh time, however, the reality was much grotesque. They did the movement of that to do the test. Intercourse position? Right. To pledge the obedience. Every meal, they should do. "INSU..." That it. Why that is called INSU... instalated work. Eat or no eat. Eat, good, feed it as you like. No? Just a punishment. Eat! Mashed one is good fo you. Baby, you should eat, mashed potatoes!!!
They were suffering lots. Miyuki thought that they were relatives of DDMic family, however, normal diligent girls. TAKAHATA and that skelton like one. Miyuki yelled them. Getting out of the hospital and sharing the house with whom underdtands you, lean girls. You were too brave to resiste againt the repeated raid by multiple DDMs in the hospital. She knews that only one was their preferable situation.
Oh, thus, I was isolated in Kyorin. I was a kind of Testacle Pet to avoid the danger. Not intentional. They were bitch. Not as us. We should survive, anyway.
Maybe, we are shameless, in the standard of animals, thus we could survice. I said lucky, daredly. Shame is the attacking by them. However, after understanding, their shames are our honours, including you, our animal army and supporters. You shouldn't obey the rule of honour on behalf of DDMs. Their value. Our value is, Total Survival, OK? I would and cound and should be survived in anyway. For me, and for us, too. Shame, no! Laughing gags collector, I am and the real victim. I just want to work. For it, I have a power and enough abilities and relatively good memories and energy, freedom, independence, duty, rights, of course, fundamental ones and friendship and joys. A lot of joys.
DDMs in HASEBYO were users of Adult Toys, weren't they? I heard the strange "Ahs" form the room beside. One is used for two nurses, in the name of elder. One, for a young sport type girl. She used it and with the voice. In the middle, the nursed dashed into collecting the body tempereture and denied. A
In another day, Dr.Dull dashed into her room, different from others. He took advantage of the extacy to do his own. Dr.Dull looked to have various characters. Forgetful characters were equal. Young Alzheimer, he suffered form, every one knows. He refused and they allowed. He liked to do announcer job, even in 19:00 at hight on Sunday,"ER-C7, ER-C7, medical staff, please come!", He announced. What does it mean? Emergency Rescue for 7th floor's resident. 7th floor is for meeting halls, MIYUKI believed.
Oh, Lawyers' House type. In the top, there is a big room called visiting room, just made for residents or special guests. Oh, each building, only one top user.
OK, therefore, Yukari liked to move to the second floor. However, Alex doesn't want to do so and he just wants to move to HARU-san's chamber. Good attitude. Boy, you are thrifty. Luxury is paid by you. And you can manage your money, OK?
They want to have the same value. 1 of 8th of Miyuki's per month income. Only necessary system. It all depends. And I thought one 10 th is sufficient for you, each. It all depend. I am thrifty, however, honest. I will pay, correctly. I need to calculate by the standard and my income. Minimum, I can say. However, the rest, you can manage. Averege among common people, excluding DDMs. This is standard as necessity calculation. On income, I don't know yet. I am expecting to earn at least sufficiently. In 3rd world, money value is different, you know. However, income calculation is just a reference. in total, one 5th is not bad, but sometimes, indnesian rupee type. Don't expect a lot. I think, in total, including uniform or so, US$400, presumably. I am not sure yet. Per person. Bycicle is included, OK. Trip, included. All. You should manage. Not yet. After april, OK?
Thus, I owe lots to every member of our family and friends, in the LATO SENSU. DDMs are here and there and spill the nasty smell and nusance. Terrible. Beggers. They are just beggers and peeping Toms, thinking as if they were rulers and did it as they liked.
MIYUKI was totally right. Miyuki behaved like a member of our society and was caught and in custody for 4 months. Incredible and boresome, she claimed. Passed harsh terrified days with all young Alzheimer patients called DDMs. They were so arrogant to forget her name. Julia's. Oh, KAMOI did. "That girl!"She said. For her, only "diligent" type girl. And this serious girl did only piano playing and SAZAE-san watching. She communicated with her friends during days and night, no one knows. She could eat in the chamber. It means that you are ready for your death. Oh, that means, Oh, Miyuki was in the chain of DDMs and would like to go to the death???? Miyuki was thought too too DDMic because she wrote often to us, "Give me money, give me more! The tremendous value is the best! More and more!" Money monster, she was called. Miyuki wanted more money and wants more. Of course. I really know my limit, however, we should appreciate per participation. She thought that one chamber means death. No. KAMOI means so. And her younger friend is so. Julia is also. Oh, D rooms members are different, OK? AOTA was and TAKAHATA also. TAKAHATA went to D1, they said and ARAKI also. They said the different things each other. Spooky place, for them. Where is D? Where is D courtyard? Cemetary? Death? Collective tumbs? Collective home chosers are the target. Their family chose. And they should obey. Oh. Family rule, they say. Only one surviver, each organization. HASEGAWA hospital was destroyed totally and no one exists any more.
Always Miyuki was excluded by such kind of society. She enterd without knowing, believing that it were good for her and others and tried to be good for them and her. However, failed. Everytime, with strange reasons. Ummmm, why me? They commited much more errors. Against principle of proportionality. Why, always me? Me only???
Thus, she realised that Tokyo was the worst place for the family. Miyuki lived in the good natured peoples world and did my best as her own way, falling a lot of errors, fatal and serious, sometimes. I should appology my errors, however, I know, only compliments were not enough. I thus want to work. To compensate my errors. Working and exercise are good for us. Exercise is in other means, working itself. Don't confuse. It is enough. If I counfuse, someone knocks my heart. And I ask, OK? "Oh, welcome!", Thus, I do. Just the system. Not you shame? No. In public explanation, logical and rational. Enoguth for me. Miyuki knows the principles of accountability.
Maybe, he failed at that time. The boy of phylosophy of law introduced this principle in 1993 and the words were not so serious. Accountability is responsiblity. However, the explanation is, "At least, they should be expressed something". Oh, just it! Easy system.
NOZAKI was there. We got to know there and asked her, "how is your lawyer's career" Miyuki was envy and admired that she was practical lawyers and theorical phylosopher, anyone. Oh, both. I failed to be a lawyer! Miyuki was frank to say so. OK, boss, you are superior. How is you professional job? And she replied, "Only sometimes. Just like a part-time job". Oh, she earns lots! Only part-time job once in while is sufficient to earn the money. Oh, she would be rich!
However, she was doubt, she is so normal and not so "brilliant like a Queen!" type. Good for us, but a bit different as the fellow beside her.
He wrote several articles on online paper and Miyuki noticed his nationalistic inclination.
Phylosopher turned to be a nationalist to support foreiners' right exclusion movement. Thus, he failed.
Yes, his body shape was skinny and had comparatively long legs. Good looking, I could say. However, he failed.
Oh, SASAKI! He was. He was Rikkyo professor of Constitutional Law and my colleague. He was not so bad. Tall and good looking type at that time. However, KIKI, my pupil said, "Normal uncle type!" Ok, for young, it was. Not so bad is just like normal uncle.
By the way, Tooru MOORI, professor of Kyoto Univ. was the same body shape! Oh, both are the ex-Testacles Hosts of Youichi HIGUCHI! Oh, his type! He liked the slender, relatively high of 175cm or so, long legs and arm, small head type !!! Oh, they are realy his types!!
Youichi HIGUCHI liked NOH as I wrote before. Recently I found why NOH is too too slow in the theater. The play itself is the counterpart of the centerfold part of the erotical magazines!!! Yeah! Just the catalog of the men, who would be the superior's paid friend of the night. Oh, bromaids for prostitutes selection themselves! Thus, the actors should their body as long as possible.
And, the faces of the actors were concealed by the mascaras. Thus, shapes of body were the suggestion. And Japanese KIMONO was straight and not for demonstration of body shape. So, a kind of YAMINABA-prostitution happened. Who are you? Oh, really? I didn't know, but you are not so bad. Substitute, maybe. Good. Two? OK. I would pay in double. Ministry of Culture and Science, payment, plese for three in a luxurious holel in Paris!!!
Several days before, I found an interesting article on YAMINABE-Party. YAMINABE is a dish in a pan filled with varios materials, eatable and not eatable, also, and figures eat in the total darkness. Who is who situation. This is called "YAGOU" in the old age. Wild party itself in Japanese. Everyone can make love with others as they like!!!!
Oh NOH! This is the wild play, it is, really!!!
These days' inclination to wild sex is shameless. Everywhere in Japan. It is winter and so cold. Thus, they do it in the car.
And collective suicide is highly common in Japan. Unknown several figures call each other and die in the car, inducing NO1, Nitrogen combined with Oxigen, inside the car.
Oh, this is called the least suffering suicide, we heve heard.
Probably, "ponto de encontro" or meeting point is the place to search the partners of this suicide, after the last sexual behaviours. Oh, eros and tanatos again. Death on the Belly type.
"Love and Berry" is a famous girls' card game in Japan. Alex was absorbed in the game and paid a mount of money for the simple game. In this game, Ms.Love and Ms.Berry change their costumes as they like. Fasion show in the virtual world.
I prefer wearing audacious clothings, instead of playing the game, however, Alex has no money to realize his dream dress, thus, he played in the game.
And I noticed that there are lots of young adult boys with plain clothings were absorbed in the games. At first, I was astonished at the fenomenum, however, I got accustomed to their playing the game.
For the boys, they are the ideal body shape girls, who can wear the clothings as they like. Oh, Alex, you want to wear their clothings. As you like. I don't care. If you like, I will accompany to your making an errand as your cost. For him, "frilled dress" is cute, however, I prefer more tight and fashionable one. OK, even though, I can go with you, if you like, and you should pay. Just for, "This goddanmit old kinky bug wants to wear this kinky strange dress of XL for her, Clerk, you know, I am so poor to accompany with this ugly goddamnit old bug!", he said to clerk and bought the dress for him. I would play the role of "Goddamnit old bug", who really wants to be given a present of this XL dress. I would be hired for it. A kind of escout with a performance of an old bug, contributed by her young boy lover. Easy job. And fun! I would play wearing like Audry Heppburn in the film, "Breakfast in the Tiffany". A cute bitch type. How clever and kind I am! Pay me, Alex, your mother is the only one to accept your dream to wear frilled dress. Her monopoly. And if your friends big boys want such kind of scout performer, I would be recommended. Your dream come true!!! Good! If you want, I would pritend to change in the fitting room the XL frilled dress with you and you can change as you like. If you want to show me, OK, I would read a book or write some legal letters in the fitting room.
A good job. I wear kinky type dress and you make a shopping as you like. Present givers, they play the role of. Nice combination. Just pay for me! Boys, Alex's mother is latent jobless. She needs to work!!! Wear as you like, even you are not good at a glance. Do as you like. Your choice.
Condom buying is a shame? For me, not. For some people, so. If you like, I would buy for you, however, give me your money. Don't use my money.
YUKARI used it for your own sake, maybe. I didn't know her habit. Maybe, her own use. Just a curiosity, she would say so. Shame for her mother and sister, a good girl reputation for her.
Now she came to Alex to say, "Sleep well, my boy. You should get asleep well, you are examinee, anyway. You should prepare for it." Now. It is 19:50 in the evening. 2 days ago, at 21:00, she did the same remarks. Why? I don't know. She just wants to pretend to be a good girl.
She is now moving by basic desire. Shameless YUKARI mode. She does as she likes as her desire orders her. Desire differs. A desire to eat as she likes. A desire to do it as she likes. A desire to be a good girl. A desire to conquer the others. A derire to be superior to others.
Strange for us, all. However, for her, it's too normal. She wants to be praised by others. Thus, she pretends to be a good girl, who is useful to others.
This morning, she made a lots of mistakes as usual. She forgot how to use the micro-oven. She pretended to be able to use it as usuall. Just a mimic sound. However, the sound of the OK sign was different from pushing button's sound. She failed to pretend so and turned to be an target of laugh.
And she also failed to serve my boy Alex. She served twice incessantly the same tray of dishes. She likes to repeat the movement and she did the same movement three times, for my mother's sake. My mother wanted her to feed Alex and Yukari wanted to be praised 3 times a day. Three times a day means, incenssantrly for breakfast only. Thus, she did so. She wanted to show that she was so good at everything and did it by her own day. Alex should wait to use the kitchen for his sake.