Every year when autumn comes, I feel somewhat lonely and look at this picture taken in 1973, 32 years ago ---the last autumn we enjoyed together. My good old memories come back to me. My heart fills with happiness and loneliness.
I carried out my promise to you, darling. I didn't know how to live without you. It took a long time for me to come to the conclusion that it was my fate and I was not allowed to avoid it.
No one can avoid their fate. When I thought that way, I decided to live again. My daughter and I barely survived, always thinking of you.
Your daughter has grown up to be a nice lady. She lives a happy life with her husband and two children. I'm feeling relieved that I kept my promise to you, darling.
I am always thankful and I am always ready to go to you. I am not afraid of dying at all, because I know you are waiting for me there. Oh, do you know how much I did, do and will love you, darling?
I carried out my promise to you, darling. I didn't know how to live without you. It took a long time for me to come to the conclusion that it was my fate and I was not allowed to avoid it.
No one can avoid their fate. When I thought that way, I decided to live again. My daughter and I barely survived, always thinking of you.
Your daughter has grown up to be a nice lady. She lives a happy life with her husband and two children. I'm feeling relieved that I kept my promise to you, darling.
I am always thankful and I am always ready to go to you. I am not afraid of dying at all, because I know you are waiting for me there. Oh, do you know how much I did, do and will love you, darling?