Depression

I suffer from Bipolar Disorder.
I have both depressed and manic state.

I can understand that you are suffering from depression.
I guess that you take antidepressant agent like SSRI or SNRI.
When I take SSRI or SNRI in depressive state, my mood become very high.
So I take mood-stabilizing drugs like lithium and Sodium Valproate.

I understand mood of your depressive state, because I think that it is similar to my depressive state.
But depression and Bipolar Disorder is different disease.
I think that my manic state is not so bad. I can work well at manic state.
I hope that you find good psychiatrist and you will be better.

We have already lived for 12 years, but we have no children.
You can watch her in my Facebook photographs of Wedding and Honeymoon.

The place where I have on the red long shirt is Tochigi.
http://www.panoramio.com/photo/28146626

It is colder from yesterday in Tochigi.
Winter season is coming soon.
Take care.